I was dreaming of that precious love
My neverending story
Of a lonely road and the same old song
That still sounds like agony

I wish I could find the way
To see the purity within
I wish I could just stay
Forgetting every dream
Everything I care about so
Just let it pass, let it go

I wish it were easy
But it’s damn not
I wish there were some remedy
So I could be loved

The world is nothing without pure love
Sometimes feverish hot
Sometimes calm and still
Just like a sweet kiss of a dream

I wish I could see through the heart
What lives deep in
I wish I could know so far
Where this road leads me
But I don’t know
Where I should go

I wish you were here
Right by my side
I wish you were near
Still heart to heart

Every day takes me there
Where I thought were we
Even now I still secretly dare
Just to believe

Hope you’re happy
Deeply, sincerely
Hope I’m still a little memory
Somewhere in the corner of your mind
Where that time we shared is still alive

My heart hurts though I promise myself
Everything will be alright
But now all I can do is observe and have faith
That everything’ll be fine

Hope you’re happy, dear
I’ve fallen into you more
Than I supposed to, I fear
Nothing new though

Hope you’re happy
One day I’ll be done with you
I promise I will
Though everything I’ve felt was true
I still feel so madly for you
Though hope you’re happy without me

Covered with black and neon lights
I look at the pale grey world
Lying beyond dusty frozen glass

Crooked fingers of reality
Hold me tight
In this mad captivity
I cannot fight
Not anymore
Should I just go?

Tell me, tell me, love
What should I fall for?

Like a star shining bright
I long for one more night
To live a dream like a child

My home left behind in those memories
I keep dear so deep
That none could ever tear them out of me

Crooked fingers of reality
Hold me tight
In this mad captivity
I cannot fight
Not anymore
Should I just go?

Tell me, tell me, love
What should I fall for?

Where is home, where is hope?
Tell me, tell me, love
What should I live for?

Summer nights are usually bright
Dreamy wind and starlit sky
Silent words flow in whisper
While kisses go deeper

Tenderly I wish to become the one
Together with you
Like a neverending circle of time
Every drop of youth
I wanna spend it all in love pure and divine

Like a sweet kiss of innocence
Making my heart dwell
Longing for this tenderness
Before we bid farewell

Tenderly I wish to become the one
Together with you
Wherever you are
I need you, it’s true
To the depth of my heart

Let me feel myself alive
Let me be once full of hope
I just wish I could hear no lies
Or at least I would never know

I want to be free
To be real
To be the one
Who just gets that pure love
I just want to be me
Just to feel
Everything

Never dreamt of a perfect life
It’s just fiction, anyone could say
Though it’s written through lifetime
Just sense it and play

It’s all but our own way
Through an illusion of choices that we make
To go or to stay

I just want to be me
Feeling love once again
But without great pain
I just want to be real
No more games
Please, let me in

I know, I know, I know
This story has no end
For love I’d give my hope
Just once to understand
What it feels like
To be the one

If there is a hope to chase a dream
I would give my everything

I know, I know, I know
There is still hope beyond that smile
So tired yet not ready to go
I leave my tears behind
To become someone
Needed and loved

If there is a chance to seek pure feel
I would still give up my everything
Just to understand every drop within

Every drop, every word
Everything that I couldn’t hide
Every sip, every chord
I’ve lost so long ago deep inside
Every single touch of letters
To understand that nothing else matters

I know, I know, I know
There is still some love
So deep inside
Ever hidden in heart
I know, I know, I know…

I don’t wanna be that better me
’cause I just wanna be
Just want to feel everything

Fly higher than dreams
And dream deeper than the sea
Write about every feel
And my own song to sing

I want to be everything
For someone who sees me real

Not love in need, but to be loved indeed
For what I am within
A bit shy and silent
Crazy, imperfect
But real in mind and deed
Sincere in every bit

I just wanna be real me
For the one who could see
A hoping soul within

Let me feel what I am
Set me free
There is none to blame
But sincerity within

Write upon my heart
With your own blood
Say through your deepest world
Every sacred truth untold

Tell me what I am
Within your eyes, within your breath
Tell me if there’s shame
To stay aside when I’m all beneath
Or it all is just a game?

Set me free
For one only dream
Let me feel
Loved and needed
Don’t leave me bleeding
Here all alone

I know this road
Long and lonesome
Endless fall without a rope
To hold on for a hope

Tell me why should I cry
Just because I’m not that only one
I couldn’t let it die
Because it’s all I’ve got for now to survive

White snowflakes fall down
Painting the world in colour of innocence
Soft blanket on the darkening ground

I wish I could tell the story of my heart, my soul
Take a step ahead and just go

Winter night embraces me with sweet velvet
Making me lose myself in this moment
I thought is gone forever

One look back through the past
Like through the spyglass
One old song takes me back
To the moment of youth
When the road had no end
And every line touched with deep truth

Come with me, dear friend
I will show you the story of my lifetime
Before the last act is played

Be mine through endlessness of time
Let me burn, let me fly
Be my hope, be my wine-like rhyme
Let me go wild
Let me feel high
With all my love shattered behind

Stay close before my days are gone
Please, just be so damn true
Even if the whole world falls down
As I open myself to you

Do you feel my heart?
I’m lonely, crackled, but unbroken yet
Do you see yourself in my eyes?
My heart beats faster even when emotions are dead

Be mine through endlessness of time
Let me burn, let me fly
Be my hope, be my wine-like rhyme
Let me go wild
Let me feel high
With all my love shattered behind

Something is missing
I’m out of course
Like losing my blessings
Drowning in all this remorse

Darkening path is lost for good
I’m losing myself like rotten black hope
But not this dawning love for you
That rises higher above this forsaken world