Never matters how long
Never matters how far
Longing forever more
For what and who you are
Drown in bliss with me
Let’s dwell in awe together
Promise it’s not a dream
Or get lost with me in this madness
Forever and ever
My lonely dream
A way through the lost world
Untold, unseen
Lifetime memories undone
Where I once chose to be
But not anymore
My soul, my dear
Find me before dawn falls
Wipe away my tears
And caress all hidden hopes
My love, my only home
Like it was so long ago
I see you deep inside
Like a promise to my heart
Come in, my love
Forget long road
Dear, rest now
Welcome home
Crazy
Tell me I’m crazy
Tell me I’m a psycho
I know, I know it
Babe, I know it all
In the dark of the night
I think of you with sweet sigh
In midnight awe I imagine you’re here
Right by my side, so near
Tell me I’m crazy
Tell me I’m a psycho
Oh, baby, baby
I know it all, love
I’m just so crazy about you
Falling deeper into madness
Close your eyes to feel it’s true
I’m not telling lies
I feel so deep for you
Tell me I’m crazy
Tell me I’m psycho
And you’re right, dear
And I know it all
Sacred
I remember all the pains, all the scars
Like the taste of wisdom on bloody lips
I feel it still deep within, reflecting in eyes
With ashes of love and light of bliss
Darkness within helps me move on
The one that lives so deep
My eternal inner night, dear awe
Hidden dream of mine, my sin
Please, please, please
Help me to release
This inner hell
My darkest pain
Please, please, please
Forgive my sins
Give me light
Save my life
Sweet kiss on lips
To touch those hidden strings
And feel relief long gone
Forgotten truth of pure love
Please, please, please
Help me to release
This inner hell
My darkest pain
Please, please, please
My soul longs for every drop
Of deep and sacred love
I keep inside the world once lost
Among long forgotten hopes
Please, please, please
Help me to release
This inner hell
My darkest pain
Please, please, please
Forgive my sins
Give me light
Save my life
Cradle of Youth
Another day, another time
I lie on the ground
Again loosing my mind
Through hopeless dreams
Still hidden within
I long to see what’s lost in me
Unleash the truth
Let yourself just be
The cradle of youth
Was always that we hide deep in
I long till the end
For someone to see
The real me
Not their own dream
And offer their hand
Without regret
Without hesitation
To release and forget
To find compassion
I long till the end
For someone to see
The real me
Not their own dream
And offer their hand
Broken Yet Not Torn
I am just dust in the wind
Silent whisper in midnight still
I am but a white feather
Slowburn dream with high fever
I am not a sin, but a too far dream
Broken yet not torn apart
Darling, what do you see
When you look at me
With your ever open heart?
Not a masterpiece, but still some kind of art
Something beautiful yet crackled inside
Tell me if there is still a hope deep in heart
If I have completely lost my mind
I don’t believe in me anymore
But oh this damn hope
Something that still keeps me in this world
Never letting me go
Darling, what do you see
When you look at me
With your ever open heart?
Not a masterpiece, but still some kind of art
Something beautiful yet crackled inside
Tell me if there is still a hope deep in heart
If I have completely lost my mind
I’m lost to the core
Not rotten yet, but cold
Take me home
And make me warm
Any Sin I’ll Never Forget
Before it’s not too late
Forgive me, Lord
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget
Darkness helps me to see
What I’ve lost long ago
Those who were never real
But they still gave me hope
This long empty black road
Leads me there
Where we see the end of the world
Before it’s not too late
Forgive me, Lord
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget
Before I lose myself to the core
Like a child that was never meant to be born
I long for some hope still lost deep
Tell me that I’m still real
Before it’s not too late
Forgive me, Lord
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget
My soul feels so cold
Like it’s made of stone
Beyond the edge of the world
Please, hold me on
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget
Used To Be
I used to be like a mother
To those who are lost so deep
And they don’t even bother
Open their eyes to see
I used to be a good one
To save them from themselves
But I searched for love
Where was no better chance
One day the mirror showed me
A ghost of real me hidden so deep
That even I cannot reach
Dark deep ocean
Quivering within
Blessed with passion
Of an endless dream
Just a touch of hoping child
I’ve lost so deep in my heart
Echoes of the past
Shadows of yesterday
Kisses of dark lust
Covered with ashy veil
Of black torn scars
My soul lives beyond crystal petals of cherry blossom
Where pure innocence still lies uncovered, untouched
Dear hope rests deep within, somewhere on my heart’s bottom
I used to be the one so kind
So understanding and forgiving
I used to be naive like a child
But no more, oh, my sweet darling
Dark deep ocean
Quivering within
Blessed with passion
Of an endless dream
Just a touch of hoping child
I’ve lost so deep in my heart
Lie About I’m Ok
It’s been so long
This longing within
For the one I’ve never seen
It’s time to let it go
Not forget, but leave it silently behind
Just to let poor hoping heart feel one more time
I’m standing in front of several doors
Ones from the past
Still caressing old scars
Searching for the one among all the souls
It’s hard to believe
There is a way
So hard to forgive
Myself for every day
Of tearful longing
I’ve been through still
Lying about I’m okay
Now I close my eyes and fall
To let it all go
I let it flow
Through every inch of my soul
Just to release it all
Or at least be gone
I close my eyes and let it go
My heart doesn’t want it anymore
No more games in pain and hope
Bring me home once more
Make Me Feel
So deep within I still feel
Like I’m dying
For everything, for every sin
I’ve never done to be forgiven
Or they’re lying
Spring rain will erase every teardrop
As I lie on the ground still hoping
But knowing that no one will come
Even how much the heart is loving
Promise me
And I will believe
Hold me tight
So I’ll feel alright
Ever needed and loved
Every feel was once a child’s dream
So pure, so divine and clear
Every smile had some joy behind it
Before there fell the first tear
Promise me
And I will believe
Hold me tight
So I’ll feel alright
Ever needed and loved
Make me feel something more
Than another year of pain
Bring me warm, I’m so cold
Please, make me feel loved again
Wild Child’s Heart
Deep passion lives inside
Like burning fire
Flames of your heart
Make me feel this desire
I’m burning in your flame
Tell me, tell me your name
Let me feel you deep inside
Without regret and fallen pride
Darling, I’m longing for you
So madly that I’m losing my mind
You make me fall for you
So badly that there’s no time and tide
Your deepest wish became the prayer on my lips
Desire dwelling within the sweetest kiss
Take me now and make this flame our bliss
I cannot wait so long
Dear, be mine through this night
And again once more
But this time through a lifetime
Oh dear, I long for you
With my whole heart
Believe or not, it’s true
With you I’m another wild child