Linlin's Poetry

Sweet Burden Of Love

Cold stars took all pain of past betrayals

Releasing me from this dark bound

Sweet curse of memories walking through my mind

Wide alive they wrote my deepest circle of Hell

Seductive pain has a bittersweet taste

Frozen kiss of wind whispers into my ear

Don’t go, don’t flow, don’t fade away

While frost is still walking in the air

Fading away with the last days of winter

Daring to touch a veil of spring

Dark rapture of lost awe resting in forever

Sweet kiss of luscious dream

Dearest words left untold

In cruel bound of winter cold

Lost or hidden is my pain forbidden

Sweet curse, ever burden to bear

Northern star’s light whispers to you to try, to dare

One step between abyss of lies and ocean of love

Lost hopes and lost cravings

Carving deep, drowning deeper

Rape me gently in the night

Take me, hold me tight

Don’t let me go, don’t let me go… never!

My Hell In Heaven

Sweet memories, hard burden for white wings
To bear, to carry through the water deep
Love in despair, last night of unseen dreams

Lost is the path leading to nowhere, but still promising
Cruel is the life without a hope, without a memory
Sweet is the love entwined with heart of the one who feels
True love, my hell and my Heaven

Bury the pain I hide inside, I cannot bear it anymore
Write the rhymes until they are gone with dark midnight shore
Remember the day when we used to play in the field
Innocent and careless, dreamy-eyes kids

Lost is the path leading to nowhere, but still promising
Cruel is the life without a hope, without a memory
Sweet is the love entwined with heart of the one who feels
True love, my hell and my Heaven

The life in bound, a dream not found
Forgotten lines of lost creature
I want to stay, but I have to leave
Without any dream in heart
Forever in this bittersweet rapture

I’m losing my breath, no pages have left
For a poet’s heart to read
I’m losing the path, pale ground under my feet
No silent whisper for your relief

Lost is the path leading to nowhere, but still promising
Cruel is the life without a hope, without a memory
Sweet is the love entwined with heart of the one who feels
True love, my hell and my Heaven

True love, my hell and Heaven
My Hell in Heaven
Without you there is no paradise for me

A Soul Of Nightingale

Silently in the middle of the night
Running steps along the wall
To turn back, to unlock the door

Never knew the taste of freedom
Never touched the wing of wisdom
No morning dew flowing through my fingers
No kiss of dawn, no flight across the fields

A soul suffering in this bound
No hope, no chance to hear a sound
Following the path the gods once wrote

Never knew the dream above the sky
Never felt the wind blowing in my face
Never caught the touch of dawn through the fading night

A child of light, free soul of a nightingale
One wish to fly far across the sea
To join the freedom of snow and northern lights
To live once written lines of a forgotten tale

A journey, one last ride
Across the dawn to the tide
Lost in time, forever wild
A child of love, I’m an escapist, a longing dreamer
Lonely wandered, lost paradise seeker
Hoping to hope, to dream, to love

It’s time to take a step and fly to the stars
Away from time, away from light, away from all lies

Wind in the wings
Away from all child’s fears
Morning dew through the fingers
Dawning hope among the thrills
Purest wish of all the dreamers

The Way

In the dark I follow the light

Sparkling in the window

Like a star in midnight sky

I follow this path through the cold

To come back home

Twisted tongues of flame

I join to burn

Dark dead waves

I enter to drown

Midnight sky so blue

I walk to find the way…

The way to touch the stars

To break out of this prison cell

My soul wants to fly free, just to escape

A shadow upon a forest is calling

In whisper lies now my name

Every night they are calling, the wind is howling

Making me feed that dark serpent

That cursed feel of guilt

The way to escape lies so close

But the rest in lies is closer

Everything is but a darkest symphony

And I’m that evil blackhearted composer

Make me feel, make me forget

The shame, the blame, my every scar

Every single verse tearing my heart

Making me weak, making me regret

This life is not for me

All I ever wished to be

All I need is to be free

Twisted tongues of flame

I join to burn

Dark dead waves

I enter to drown

Midnight sky so blue

I walk to find the way…

The way to escape

To leave all the pain

And dream far away

Above the hills, across the sea

The Same Fairytale

Sky turned grey after warm day
Of fake spring in the end of winter
And again it started to rain

I sat by the window
Looking outside and falling asleep
Every drop turns to echo
Of lost memories still alive
I dreamt of snow white shore

Walking cold sand of dawndream
Cold amber chill deep within
Comes with grey awakening

I fall asleep in dear embrace
Looking at the morning dew face
Dwelling in dear eyes, in that calling ocean deep

Darkness is gone but you’re here still
Sleeping on an angelwing
A dearest melody, a kindest memory
The same fairytale, a childish story
My purest dream through all past times

Pale Touch

“Last toll of bell risen above the ocean depth.

Lost souls torn beyond the end, rotten in their grave.

Forgotten bound beneath the cursed deadline

Where we are all lost, we are out of time.

Silence took the breath of me, now soul rests in peace

And heart dreams to beat again, once a thousand years.

End of story. Save me.”

Lost fairytales are gone

With rhymes forlorn

Where is my home now, where is my life?

Why has the sense become so cold?

My path is lost between the chapters one and two

Eyes longing to endless ocean blue

Forgotten pages of universe are told

I’m but a poisoned dart in this fake world

Fire is frozen, all mirrors are broken

Dark door left half-open

Gardens once breathing with life are now lonesome

One road, one path bringing us to the Heaven’s door

Welcome back to this white pure shore

I’ve been waiting for so long

Save your heart, find your shore

Don’t try to save them all

They are dead and torn

Pray for your own soul

Search for beauty while it’s ungone

In the dreams neverending I feel a touch of truth

Till the end I will always love you

Save this story deep in heart
Remember the eyes of mine
And feel once my love…

Letter To Nobody

Burnt page from old diary

Fragile glass of memory’s ice

Words draw the same old story

Door is closed

For all of those

Who thought, who wishes so much

To control me

Music wrote down my life

Piano drew my love with white

Rhyme is haunted by shadows of time

And the dawn of neverending dream

My path leading to nowhere else

Door is closed for all of those

Who tried so hard to make me fall

My world is gone, vanished for them all

It’s hidden deep beneath

From their sight, from their breath

My world lies in-between

Darkness and light, life and death

Door is closed and the key is too far

Where my heart longs for ice and snow

Those Territories I’m living for

In love with my hope forevermore

Music wrote down my life

Piano drew my love with white

Rhyme is my guide

A kind poet’s hand covers me every night

My seer is near and I’m never too far

From that pure innocent heart

Recalling the memories without an end

Telling the same old story

Still writing a letter to nobody

Withering pages by a poet’s hand

Childstory

Silent whisper of wind
Warm breath on my hair
Voice of last year spring

Still calling me
In every dream
Silently whispering

Wanderlust, another journey
A fairytale is that lost key
To the every man’s heart
A path leading us
Back to the stars
A child’s story that reads you real
A secret memory that you hold dear

Lost drop in the morning sky
Lovedream with a colour of midnight kite
Clouds are floating through Heaven’s deep sea

Still calling me
In ever dream
Silently whispering

Another journey, one last ride
Once upon a time, another tale of magic life
Dream of wonder, live with the awe
Bear this passion symphony in your soul
Run to reach dear heart’s dawn

A path leading us
Back to the stars
A child’s story that reads you real
A secret memory that you hold dear

Frozen

Why is it so being close for so long
Facing another moment, walking down the street
Looking at each other without any sympathy
Cold ignorance, senseless look, no warmth left in heart

Is it broken, is it gone?
Is it forgotten, forlorn in time?

Empty promises, broken oaths
Words fading away with the last breath
Bleeding heart is just a dark souvenir
From an ocean deep

Is it broken, is it gone?
Is it forgotten, forlorn in time?
Faces of ones loving us so
We will never recognize next year
Why is it so, it’s always so
Is it frozen, is it forgotten?
Is that secret magic door still open?
Leading us, taking us back to pure innocence white
Through the dark sinful lust of the night

The moment of love, neverending kindness
Purity untouched, innocence dwelling in darkness
Midnight is fleeting, but this moment is frozen
Forever inside, deep in the heart where the door is still open

For you…

Broken

Days turned grey
They slowly faded away
Becoming so pale
Withering shadows in time

And I see the world behind the window
Betrayals, lies, murders, I’m ready to go
Just to escape from this madness into the dawn

Broken, broken
This world is hopeless
They all are rotten
Burnt pages of history
Broken, broken
Tears are flowing in silence
Save me while the door is still open
Rescue me from this insanity
Broken wings of the same old story

I see frozen leaves on the cold dark ground
Sky lost its brightness, white purity is gone
Night took away all the colours and sounds

Nightingale didn’t finish his last song
Last steps are fading away in this dead silence
My wounded imagination draws the shore to which I belong

White mirrors of innocence
Lost verses of old tales
Ghost of memory never fading
Northern lights are slowly withering
Above my head and I’m falling asleep

Forever in your arms feeling so real