Whole life is like a prison cell
Every day is gone with a tear
And memories turn into shadows of Hell
Behind the closed door of my fears

A lonely road to go till the end
With pouring rains of sorrow and grief
And moonlit path leading me to Heaven

I promised you to breathe
To walk among the wolves
I promised you not to lose my faith
To join this ride without an end
To run away, to fly with the wind
I’ve been longing for you
And will forever belong to…

If only I had a chance to put on my coat
And go out, to fly to you
To see your eyes one more time, my love

They come and go with endless time rivers flow
With cold cruel wind’s blow
Days are passing by but nothing changes

Time runs over me
With a spring silent melody
Blood covers my kneels
Kissing with a love so deep
Of a child of a century

Time runs over me
Like an endless stream of memory
Pains run over me
With cold rains pouring down in me
Just let me see another dream

Empty hearts won’t love again
Cold hand won’t share kind warmth
Child’s heart learns a taste of pain
While they make love to my dying dawn

Time runs over me
Like a dream, white night fantasy
Your memory runs over me
As if it was real

Would you save me or better kill
My heart, my ever thrill
For the moment of love to turn real

Angel tear, northern star
Fallen there where you are
A dream, a breath, a midnight song
My secret life hidden beyond the dawn

Dark cold home, a lonely road
Silver deep touch of dead hope
A poison drop in the heart of dreamer
Rotten letters to the love forbidden

My secret sanctuary
Lost child’s memory
A lonely resort for me to hide

Reveal to me the place I long for
Healing hope to dream, to love
Dark symphony, just the same old song

Cleansing waters to heal the wounds
Shadow wings to cover the night
Lost and forlorn in thousand worlds
Lonely path to follow the light

Reveal to me the world I long for
Dark crimson shell, my secret home
Wolf’s eyes, last resort to what I belong

Your life is my secret mirror
Your heart is my darkest side
A soul guiding me, lonely path to follow
Midwinter night of northern lights

A soul guiding me, a blow of fantasy
When story turns into history
Lost heart’s forgotten melody

One dream to share, the same life to live
One world to create, the same fantasy to believe

In the horizon I see a shadow of you
Dying sunset drew old pain away
Touch of ghost joy, tears I cried
All is gone, only cold emptiness left inside
Dream of purity remains in heart
Never gone, never faded
Forever reminder of all past sins and ever pain

Betrayer I am, a heartbreaker
Little murderer, a paradise seeker
Dreamer of ancient times

Lost sword without a blade
Dead poet without a rhyme
One sinner against a thousand saints
My everlasting shame and crime

I see your shadow fading away
I see your tears falling apart
Don’t leave me in pain
For a child’s still beating heart

I see you fading away
I feel your tears breaking apart
Disappearing with a dying day
You’re the one who I dearly love

I see your shadow fading away
I see your tears falling apart
I feel your hand showing me the way
Guiding path to the child’s heart

I’m your memory, unfaded mystery
Autumn lullaby, the same old story
Snow winter symphony, dark night melody
A fairytale you hold so dear
My barefoot boy, my little dreamer
Living still in my heart, still and forever

We live and dream with memories in us
How don’t we recognize the ones loving us so?
One moment, a fleeting flash of time
And world is faded in dark crimson cold

Why don’t we remember the promises
Once given in the hour of love?
Why don’t we hold deep memories
Once so dear to our torn souls?

How bitter, how cold
It is when heart is sold
Dearly given to the ones we love so

Every day on my way to the dream
I never dare to give up my only hope

Wherever my road goes
To the sparkles of joy
Or shadow of sorrows
I wonder why they cannot see
In what I dearly believe
Whenever my story ends
No matter how far
At the very moment you are
My heart flows to yours

In the mirror of pride left no sign of light
Only shadows of murderer’s nights
Fallen stars beyond the depth, tears sparkling in eyes
For the ungone still filthy cold lies

Every day on my way to the dream
I never dare to give up my only hope

It’s always hard to light a candle
Easy to curse the darkness instead
Following the path of sinners, still running ahead
Knowing those ones are all dead

Never dare to leave giving up my last hope…

A shadow from dark blue
Coiling around my heart, black dawn
Deep silent voices of fatum
Still whispering within leaving only cold

Broken in pieces hope is dead
Letter lies burnt among the ashes
Bitter taste of pain flaming deep inside

Every story has an end
Every door has a key
Every heart lives the same old story
Dark days will turn pale
Cold rest in hellish flame

All the verses I’ve devoted to you
All the diaries are burning now for you
Cleansing waters filling my lungs, cold healing blue
This last sacrifice I do it for you

Every time I close my eyes
And see your face
Smile, sad sight, dark grace
And the only wish of mine
To die in your arms
Resting forever in your heart

I cannot take this last breath until
You are far from this eating feel
I cannot see the moonlight while
You cannot hear my last cry

Every time I close my eyes
And see your face
Smile, sad sight, dark grace
And the only wish of mine
To die in your arms
Resting forever in your heart

Darkest bound that I found in you
My only path through this land of snow
Back to the world of dreams, my last resort

Lonely night will whisper to you
Silently wind will tell
Voices of stars that dwell
In dumb midnight blue
Sundown’s farewell

Silver frozen leaves will send a fleeting memory
Just remember I’m never too far
Old oak behind your window still whispering
That I’m never too far

The seer for every sinner
A voice from the deepest blue
The last farewell, angel’s whisper
Flowing to heart of you
Coiling with darkness and white snow

Silver frozen leaves will send a fleeting memory
Just remember I’m never too far
Old oak behind your window still whispering
That I’m never too far

Dreams will guide you into the light
Whispers make sure oaths given to the stars
Eternity of mortality let you know that I’m never too far

A life, a tiny sparkle of Universe
Turns into ruins with one only move
Angels fall weak before this curse

Destiny pure and divine
Or devil’s dark game
Wrote down the verse of life
On cold stone forsaken

A curse or a gift
Sorrows relieved
Before this opened door
Barefoot prints of dark floor
Leading away…

Away to ever snow land
Wishing to be so far somewhere
Lying on the cold white sand
I couldn’t even breath there
Knowing there left no healing hand
That hopeless moment brought us together
Fate’s voice whispered “Meant to be forever”

One single night, eternal ride
Every tear looks like a little crime
Through the ancient times
Forever you and I, you and I

Fateful night’s hand wrote us together
So that meant to be forever

Why should I suffer this very night
Still longing for days passed by?
Why should I survive this life
Being so far this place, I’m empty inside

I’m getting weaker while they get stronger
Wishing fly higher I drown deeper down
I fall lower, lower, lower

Damn it all
I’m tired of this cruel world
Damn it all
For lies and betrayals
For wearing fake faces
Pretending and hypocrisy
Damn it all
Damn eternity, immortality
I feel so empty inside
Without you in my life

It’s not even living
Dark senseless dreaming
Walking in the nightmare
Where I cannot dare
To feel and breathe

Damn it all, just hear my call
Only you instead of whole world

I will beg you standing on my kneels
I will light the stars in the skies
Fire the deepest desire of your secret dreams
Making you mine, only mine

The whole life is the endless ride
Eternity will reveal the end someday
So follow me to join this night
When destiny wrote together our ways

Cannot break what is already broken