Alone in this place
Their paradise is my hell
Purgatory so far from pure Heaven

Another century passed by
Calling me to join this ride
Faded in darkness of time
Long gone with ashes of forlorn kings
Withering kiss of old memories

Another times, another life
But the same old story
Repeating over and over again

I’m alone in this hell
In this white place without you
Why would I love this Heaven
Where I would never see you?

This love is my only sanctuary
We are but the wolves running away
You are a hand writing my story
You are the river flowing in me

Another time, another life
Ever winter, eternal snowfall
White paths leading to nowhere
In this hell-like Heaven
In this place without you

I’m alone and lost
In this frozen cold
It’s you I dream of
In this forsaken world

Under dark veil of the night

Don’t want you to lead me to the light

Let me feel bitter taste of this depth
Let me take this deep last breath
Before I drown
Go deeper down
Before I’m all gone
Dark play is done

I’ve cried through the night
Every single time
Calling your name
Praying for all my pain
To take me away

Hear my call
At least now
Feel my touch
Just tell me how
It all could be real
This very feel…?

Call me a sinner, call me a whore
Call me the worst evil of this world
But any moment of time I’ll love you only more
Longing for your heart forever

Under cold rains of lies
Above meadows of Heaven
I’ll be waiting for a sight of your eyes
Longing for your heart forever

Hear my prayer
Dream with my soul
Follow my call
’cause I’m longing for you forever

Midwinter whispers, drying rains
Soothing waters of moonlit paths
Voice of the stars, tear of pains
Lonely dream for a hoping heart

Longing soul for a lonely hope
Forgotten tale
Slowly playing the dying song
True feel will prevail
While pure innocent heart is full of love
For a song of nightingale

Silently slowly flowing deep prayers
Breath of silence, dream of highest hopes
Through the midnight sparkle above faraways

Dream of highest hopes
For which the heart longs
In love with all sad songs
The only one for all true loves

One path to follow
Through the closet so hollow
In midwinter frozen cold to go
To find deep dream still unfound
In the sacrament of hidden bound

I need no dreams, no empty promises
There was enough of this all
I need no oaths, no lying love verses
Give me only one single hope

Don’t let me fall in love with my fears
It might even go too far
Don’t let me dream of bitter midnight tears
I could wish it with all my heart

All I need is innocence of dreams
Promises never empty
Touch of purity
A drop of mystery
And burn it all in Hell
’cause all I need so far is you
In this far northern blue

Field’s morning dew
Calling lakes’ blue
All I need so far is you

I need no pride, no lies
Give me innocence instead
I need no light, no sunrise
Just be there and give me your hand

Sometimes when the sun goes down
I see only darkest bound
All over around
I’m lost in-between daydream and nightmare
Never really alone, but too lonely to dare
To get away from this darkness

Forgotten, abandoned
In my empty room
Cold, silent, alone
In the night of fullmoon
I wish I could dare to join the ride and find…

To fly, to take the ride
Just to escape, to leave this pain away
Fading with the thirteenth strike
Just to let all memories to chase with the shade

I feel so lonely, I’m tired of it all
Listening to the silence
Hoping so dear to hear the call
I’m tired of being alone
Wishing to find the dragon

One only friend, dearest heart
Lonely soul, haunting wolf
My only guide, safest shelter in the last ride

My love, I’m tired to feel so lonely
Smiling back at every memory
Come to me, hold me dear
My lonely wolf, don’t me go
Never leave in cold so alone

Once there was a town of neverending rain
Which soothing waters healed every deep wound
Cured all soul scars that cause the darkest pain

Once there was a star shining equally for all
Guiding everyone who got lost
Rescuing them from darkness and cold
A guarding angel, a salvation

A sparkle turning hate into ashes
A sinner of the deepest prayers
Dwelling in heart of sanity
One step dividing fantasy and reality
Abyss between true feel and pretending
Forget every rule, there is no fear in a dream

Close your eyes and hear my whisper
Just follow my voice through this dreamveil
Don’t be afraid, there will be no pain anymore
No suffering like it used to be before

Forget every rule, there is no fear
No cross of guilt to bear
No pain left inside
All worries are now gone
Follow me into our sanctuary

A sparkle turning hate into ashes
A sinner of the deepest prayers
Dwelling in heart of sanity
One step dividing fantasy and reality
Abyss between true feel and pretending
Forget every rule, there is no fear in a dream

In dying flaming desire of lonely ghost
Almost ready to give up and let it go
I’ve got this dark cold feeling so lost

I want so bad
I want you back
Left behind in time on the cold morning dew
I want you

For better or for worse
I fell in love with your darkest side
Every new dawn became a curse
All kind memories left far beyond
Everything I loved so dear is broken in time

I want so bad
I want you back
Through the time and distance far
For my dying heart
I want you

In this world left no place
To feel and love
No kindness left in this Hell
All the hearts now are soaked with lust

I want so bad
I want you back
With your kindest heart and darkest soul
Forever more I want only you

You will be mine
In a sparkle of time
With this last sip of wine
You are all mine

I want so bad
I want you back
Through the time and distance far
For my dark heart
I want you

None will ever see what happened then
None will ever know
But they will feel this in the air
Awakening of their souls

I want so bad
I want you back
Your kindest heart, your innocence white
For my dark heart
I want you

I shouldn’t do that much for you
Just to stay awake from this dream
To be a greater fool to see it’s real

A beautiful mirage
Crystal clear memory
A golden cage
To feel so lonely, lost in my agony
I forgot a taste of pain
The day, the sleep, the name
I feel only deepest darkest lust
Turning my blood to the dust

How can I miss you when you hurt me so deep?
I don’t remember anything but your smile
When you ripped out my heart last time

Darkest side of your own
My only path to follow
I’m but a mirror of yours
Your guardian angel and your black curse
A reflection so perfect looking at you
Through the broken pieces of lies

A beautiful mirage
Crystal clear memory
A golden cage
To feel so lonely, lost in my agony
Your world so perfectly shaped
Of dreams never torn and virgins never raped

Through all the lies and all cold pains
Through deep dark sea of ignorance
I’m still calling your name, forevermore
’cause I’m lost in your darkest lovelorn
’cause you’re the world I’m longing for