Never ending, never gone
Through the sundown, across the dawn
It’s always within, it’s never gone

Eating me
Haunting me
Killing me
Always in me
Forever within

Thirst and hunger
Through my veins
Eternal guilt living forever
Never gone, never away

Burning inside
Deep within stone heart
Sleepless nights
For a life of lust

Give me another name
Change my life
Rewrite my fate
Path through the world
Path through the cold
Forgive me for that who I am
Change my life, revive my soul

I search the path to salvation
To cleansing waters to pure my soul
No more sins, no more bloodoceans
Just another road to reviving dawn

Save me
Guide me into the light
Set me free
Show me this world in arms of night
Just save me

Give me another name
Change my life
Rewrite my fate
Path through the world
Path through the cold
Forgive me for that who I am
Change my life, revive my soul

Say my name, the sign of my soul
Whisper through the frozen air
And I will come through the dreamworld
To become a spring shade

A spring shade or a midwinter wonder
Magic of faith, mysterious maze
A song of mountains high
Deep eyes looking so shy
A heart of a lonely nightingale

Give me your hand to set me free
To open this cage
To break out, to run free

For love and faith
For a final dance of fate
For a dream alive
For a taste of life
I want to survive
I want to break free

Walking on the edge
Leaving my golden cage
Falling into fate’s arms
Warm embrace of life

You’ve opened this door for me
You wrote my deepest, my dearest memory
Stay not only on my diary’s pages
Leaving me alone and lost for ages

For love and faith
For a final dance of fate
For a dream alive
For a taste of life
I want to survive
I want to break free

Falling into this madness
Deep abyss
Sweet rest lies in silence

All I ever needed is a call
One last breath, a story so old
One final step away from it all

All I ever needed is your call
Your silent whisper through the dark
All I ever wanted is moon song
Your voice of heart
Storypath through the time
And I’m here half alive
And there left no place to hide

To become just a memory
Another midnight melody
To be a drop of remedy
You’ve been searching for
So long long long….

All I ever needed is your call
Your silent whisper through the dark
All I ever wanted is moon song
Your voice of heart
Storypath through the time
And I’m here half alive
And there left no place to hide

…And I’m here lying broken
Forever lost and open
Far away from the shore lonesome
Without way back home…

Words are hopeless, useless
Dwelling forever in silence
Storypath through the time
And I’m here half alive

All I ever needed is your call
Your silent whisper through the dark
All I ever wanted is moon song
Your voice of heart
Storypath through the time
And I’m here half alive
And there left no place to hide

Slow flame burning deep in
Turning a soul into ashes
Whispering desire deep inside
Homeless and lonesome to find any place hide
Pain dwelling in every thrill
Sweet hope seemed to be so real

Blood on my hands is enough to cover all the lands
In the whole world forever lost in cold

A drop of guilt
I never had
A kiss of memory
Remorse, neverfading cold
Tearing apart my soul
And the voice is so real

Walking like in a dream
Hiding in every moonlit sleep
Flowing through, escaping so far from it all
In the world lost in cold

Slow flame burning deep within
In my chest without any tiny rest
Eternal recall, hope of silent melody
Forlorn secret remedy
To cure the wounds
To break up this curse

Give me your hand to feel the warmth
To take this taste of freedom and honey

An angel of lost will
My ever hidden thrill
Ever feel, ever dream
My home, my hope so real
Illusion, passion, oceansoul
For another dreambound

Weeping on dawn
While memories aren’t gone
While destiny’s dream
Slowly walking within

Crying on dawn
’cause you cannot hear my call
Writing this part undone
To run away from it all

Hoping heart lying still
In that remorse dying thrill
For a dream
For a feel
For all so dear hidden within

While you cannot see
While you cannot hear
I’ll drop another tear
Through the snow memory field

It dwells in me, living deep in me
Tearing apart all the humanity
Blurring last drop of reality in me
Dark and cold thirst deep inside
Deep within my heart

It’s in my blood
Calling, howling
Weeping and screaming
In my veins so cold
Through the times old
Since the beginning of the world

Ancient curse resting still
Until your warmth is apart
But the feel, the dream and the thrill
Never sleeping in my heart

It’s in my blood
Tearing and dreaming
Crying and dying
In my heart so cold
Under this curse of the world

Chained in this prison
All alone and forgotten
I feel like it’s dying deep in me
The heart while the thirst is growing

Ancient curse resting still
Until your warmth is right here
Beating above my heart
Never ever apart

It’s in my blood
Calling, howling
Weeping and screaming
Thirst in my veins so cold
Through the times old
Since the beginning of the world

It’s in my blood
Calling, howling
Weeping and screaming
Thirst in my veins so cold
Through the times old
Since the beginning of the world

I walked into the dark to find the truth
I sacrificed a heart and now I’m in that gloom

Silently suddenly being all alone
Broken and lonesome
Melody of memory is forever gone
I walk this way alone

In the snow I found a broken dream of heart
It wept and smiled at me
Touched every wound deep within

In the river I saw stars, sky shining gold
They greeted me with their light
Innocently pure and white

In the wood I met winter wind
Cold and proud looking at me
Eyes so silver and pure
Face so dear smiling at me

Child of Mother Nature
Love of the night, passion of moonlight
Dreamer of life lost in this world
Storyteller, magician, master of rapture
My only path to the Heaven

Silently suddenly being all alone
Broken and lonesome
Melody of memory is forever gone
I walk this way alone

I walked into the dark to find the truth
I sacrificed a heart and now I’m in that gloom

Kissing my neck every dream or nightmare
Or biting deep drinking my heart right from the vein
Following me through the distance and time
Or haunting me across the land of dreams

I walk into the dark to find you
I sacrifice a heart and now I’m in this gloom
In this cold snowland bound

Through the midnight
For the farthest point of journey
To the light, to the highest star
Through the coldest winds
To the lost day of faraway

One final step into last illusion
One touch, the last kiss before the final destination

Dawn of dreamy-eyed tomorrow
Love of life, lust for night
December nights long flowing with tears sorrow
New age will enter child’s heart

Through the midnight lights
For the lost innocent pride
Through the long winter nights
For another place to hide
To break the world
To awake in lost cold

Into a pale fearless memory
Dear child of frost
Through the dreamless night’s agony
Long years flow lost

Through the midnight lights
For the lost innocent pride
Through the long winter nights
For another place to hide
To break the world
To walk through this midwinter maze

In a cold black mirror 

Last night like a fall into a snowstorm
Frozen cry through the mirror of coming dawn
Shadows and whispers reflecting in lost memory
Not now, no time won’t be a remedy

I’ve tried to break the curse
Still lying on me
I’ve tried to run away
Across the memory
But there is no bridge over the abyss
No rope, no sign, no path to forgotten bliss
Only untouched dream breathing with warmth
And a soul used to live in this ever told cold

In the end of this road
We all will find truth untold
But written once so long ago

In the end of this path
We will find that missing part
Of once cold broken heart

Running through a snowstorm
To the end of the world

Don’t forget the sign of my star
Let it shine for you through the dark
Don’t miss the voice of my name
Awakening your deepest memory
Don’t ever let the pain
Break your heart’s melody

Running through the snowstorm
None will survive
But still in the end under shade of dawn
We will rise alive
Hand in hand, heart by heart
We will follow another dreampath

Follow my lost star
It’s shining for you in the night
Through the clear dark sky
After a snowstorm till the cold winter morn…