Linlin's Poetry

Swansong White

Dear diary, why the world

Is but a cold cruel whore

Making me die behind dark door

Deep within that closet of memory

Silence is slowly withering

In dreamless flow of time

You don’t see how much you mean to me

The mountains, the forest, the sea

You cannot feel my deepest faith

For only one touch of your breath

You don’t see but I feel

You don’t feel what lies beneath

But I feel

In withering memory

In dying dawn

With secret tears of me

Your fear will be gone

Last prayer dwells in silence

And sweet presence left no more

Steps through the darkness

To the ancient time’s core

We will flow

After the journey we will fly

Across the pale dawn sky

Under water we will drown

Deeper down

To feel, to breathe, to dream, to believe

I need you, I whisper through the dark

Writing swansong white

I need you more than I can say

And I want you to stay

Just don’t vanish, don’t fade away….

In withering memory

In dying dawn

With secret tears of me

Your fear will be gone

Autumn Magic

Raindrop on a frozen leaf
Kiss of warm wind on my lips
Tear from the sky on my cheek
Deep through the dark one midnight belief

Run with the wind
Fall with the skies
For a dream, for the first meet
Fly with a fallen leaf
With the first snowflake
One silver sip to take
Poison sparkling in eyes
Reflection of twinkling stars

Magic resting in the end of this dark road
Gold in the end of the rainbow
Shelter behind the Heaven’s door
Comfort beneath the angelwing

I want to dream in midnight high
To run across the sky
I want to reach the feel
Lying in-between
Heaven’s door and Hell’s depth
First sigh and the one last breath

Run with the wind
Fall with the skies
For a dream, for the first meet
Fly with a fallen leaf
With the first snowflake
One silver sip to take
Poison sparkling in eyes
Reflection of twinkling stars

Run with the wind

Forget the tears in the nights of sin

Scars of heart so tragic

Flow with golden autumn magic

Run with the wind
Fall with the skies
For a dream, for the first meet
Fly with a fallen leaf
With the first snowflake
One silver sip to take
Poison sparkling in eyes
Reflection of twinkling stars

Wish you were here
To bear with me this dream
Wish you were here
To comfort me before a sleep
Wish you were near
To float with fantasies crystal clear
Wish you were near
To drown with me in bittersweet sea so deep

Within this dream, deep through the night
I bear this dream till the last fight
Covering scars, hiding them from others’ eyes
Deep wounds to reach healing touch of paradise

Deep into the dying sunset
I draw pale memories so clear
Fleeting moments before the very end
To fall into warm embrace so dear

I wish you were here
For me to feel
To reach silence deep
I wish you were here
For me to dream
To touch the skies full of weep
I wish you were here
For me
My dear…

Holding You Dear

In the darkness I will lead you through
Through the darkest night I will lead you astray
Being a moon beam, a withering light shining for you
Every sunrise, every sunset fading away

“Are you still here?” shouted I
“I’m forever here for you..” whispered the heart

Call me if you need me
I will fly through the night
To ease your pain, to revive dear memory
I will be forever your only light
Leading you through the rain of sins

“Are you still here?” shouted I
“I’m forever here for you..” whispered the heart
Forever near in the dark, right behind you
Just close your eyes and you’ll feel

In dreams so unreal
Across the faith of thrill
I’m forever with you holding you dear

Neverland’s Night

Moon beam knocking at my window
Mirror of lake beyond the horizon
Silent dream resting still on your shoulder
Sweet tears of joy dwelling in eyes forever

Golden leaf fallen beneath
White piano, black sky
Heart-shaped medallion
Holding deep eyes so dear
Dream floating like a kite
Through the tameless blue

Dearest dream within your eyes
Purest feel through my beating heart
One look is a step to the paradise
White flight through Neverland’s night

Wrong choice – eternal remorse
Endless suffering in Hell will be a fairytale
While tears fall for dark cold curse
Forgive me my pain, forgive me my name

Love given from Heaven
Will write eternal Eden
Deep in heart
Even being apart
One word through the miles
Against darkest times
I am with you

Dearest dream within your eyes
Purest feel through my beating heart
One look is a step to the paradise
White flight through Neverland’s night

Golden leaf fallen beneath
White piano, black sky
Heart-shaped medallion
Holding deep eyes so dear
Dream floating like a kite
Through the tameless blue

Over The Sea

Walking on cold ice, floating in stormy sea

Following the calling songs of sirens

Living in a cave of healing hope, longing for a world of dreams

Dancing with the wolves under violet moon

I devoted all the rhymes to you

Over the hills, over the sea

Through the flames

Through the rains

My soul belongs to you

Over the hills, over the sea

Through the dreams

Across the fields

Beneath cold core of the world

I’m following you

The violin, a poet’s hand

Holding my dream so dear

Leading me to that Neverland

Drying deep heart’s tear

Storytime wrote my nights

Pure love took every beaten breath

Where is the wonder of every sigh,

Where is the awe of deep faith?

Dreamland is awaiting still

In that mysterious thrill

Hold my hand and take a step ahead

Through the mountains high

Across the blue sea

Through the deep sky

Beneath the fantasy

Through the hills afar

Across the fields white

Through a kindest heart

Beyond the dark frozen night

Over the hills, over the sea

Through the flames

Through the rains

My soul belongs to you

Over the hills, over the sea

Through the dreams

Across the fields

Beneath cold core of the world

I’m following you

Over the sea and far away

To the end of the day

Over the hills into an embrace of a dream

Through the night just come to me

Over the sea…

Through The Frozen Morn

I walked alone through the years
Away from ages, through the centuries
Reaching the sweetest memories
Oh, I cannot stand it anymore

Never let me go, never leave me alone
Never let the dream go, never leave me forlorn

I won’t leave you alone in this cursed world
Forever in warm embrace of pale winter morn

Whenever sunrise will come
Pain is forever gone
On the dreamshore, beneath a frozen door
I’m still awaiting…
Wherever you are
My dear northern star
Close to heart, but still too far
I’m still awaiting

I walked alone but one day
Found the path leading me astray
Through the stars to a dreamer’s hideaway

I cannot stand it anymore
Cold and alone on that white shore

I love you forever more…

Come to me, make me believe in tomorrow’s dawn
In kind heart’s embrace
Come to me, make me feel through the frozen morn

Hello

On an autumn leaf I wrote ‘hello’
I sent an anonymous letter
A secret note
From nobody

Tell me a story
Write a fairytale for me
Revive lost memory
Rewrite this memory of me

With a silent whisper
I will once disappear
With one call of dawn
My tear will be gone

Tell me another story
Write a fairytale for me
Dream of me on dawn
Send me warm “hello”

Feel the heart so lonesome
While lips wish a kiss
Dream of eyes nevergone
While soul adores pale bliss

Letter To…

So many words to say
Till the end of a dying day
Too much I just want to say
Oh God, I wish you would stay

And I just cry through the night
Shouting to the stars
Weeping, screaming, singing from the heart

And I feel broken in this silence
Because heart of autumn is always lonesome
Golden cage around that frozen soul
And I feel broken in this ignorance
Until dark fear is gone

Heal old wounds
Of me
Heal deep scars
Within
Fix me ’cause I’m broken

And I feel broken in this silence
Because heart of autumn is always lonesome
Golden cage around that frozen heart
And I feel broken in this dreamless darkness
Until shadows are gone

Among the stars I found you
The shade, the dream, the light
Among cold lies one truth
Laughter, tears, pain to hide

And I feel broken in this silence
Because heart of autumn is always lonesome
Too many words to be said
And I wanna just hold your hand

And I feel broken in this silence
Because heart of autumn is always lonesome
Too many words to say
And I wanna just take your pain

Winter Dream Of Autumn Sky

With silent whisper of wind
Into flowing stream
Song of memories through the soul
Resting deep in his heart

Cold rain of tears
Touch of calling dreams
Frozen morn, hope of dawn
Sleeping within her heart

Write my love for those wounds
Paint my dreams through the scars
Rest with me beneath the moon
Draw my withering shadow on dawn
Call me when you need me
Dream of that spring night memory

Silent wind to catch dark hair
Pale veil to cover blue eyes of autumn sky
Winter dream to run in the air
Deepest memory to live dreamlife

One world we both live in
The same pain to feel
The same air to breathe
One dream to share forever
One life to spend together

Write my love for those wounds
Paint my dreams through the scars
Rest with me beneath the moon
Draw my withering shadow on dawn
Call me when you need me
Dream of that spring night memory