Redeem me in that night again
Move my tears, ease deep pain
Dry the sorrows into my eyes
Make me see withering beauty of pale sunrise

Redeem me in that night
Dream of me one more time
I pray to the angels to see you again

Redeem me in that night again
Move my tears, take the pain away
Dawn will come once more, I guess
With or without deep feel I confess

Redeem me in that night again
To touch love deep, to revive memories pale
To kiss the dawn, to seduce the night
Of dream, of love, of fading delight

Redeem me and feel that love wasn’t a sin
That dream was so real
That truth hides within
Redeem me and take my innocence away
Lead once beating heart astray
Take me again to a dreamer’s hideaway

Redeem me in that night
Dream of me one more time… 

Sleepless night holding me dear
Neverfading shame and shy look
Through the silent emptiness
Beaten breath, silver sigh I took
Still dwells in silence

Words gone with the dark
Cold cold world around my hoping heart
Entwined with longing and hope
Coiled around my chest poisoning me

Welcome my friend, I’ve been waiting so long
Secret engraved on deepest core of my longing soul
Whispers and sighs, weeping and screams
Walking along the shore of withering dreams

Take a step ahead, don’t be afraid
Don’t seek for life in the dead world
As I tried to find innocence in a black whore’s heart
Don’t waste your time in vain

No mercy have their hearts
No purity lies there
Where dreams slowly die

One great verse to end the suffering
One single sight to see your face one last time
Beaten breath, hoping faith living still in me
Dwelling still within, but slowly dying

Sleepless night holding me dear
Neverfading shame and shy look
Through the silent emptiness
Beaten breath, silver sigh I took
Still dwells in silence

The end, the path dies in the dawn
So pale and cold
Feeling so lost in this cruel world
My dark cage where I’m alone and locked

Save me from this loneliness so cold
Rescue me, let me feel
Give me faith to live
Rescue me, make me believe
That it’s not too late
It’s not over
Come to me, share a breath with me
Save me from this cruel world so cold

I don’t know where to go
I’m so lonely all the time
Endless missing, eternal longing for
The dreamer of the last rhyme

Touch my hand
Take my deepest pain away
Dream me to Neverland
Guardian angel, lead me astray

Save me from this loneliness so cold
Rescue me, let me feel
Give me faith to live
Rescue me, make me believe
That it’s not too late
It’s not over
Come to me, share a breath with me
Save me from this cruel world so cold

Don’t give me hopes undone

Day by day passes slowly by
Stars drown in madness of the dying night
Making me walk on the ice of cold edge
Heart hopes that new dawn won’t fall with tears of rage

Walking empty streets, fading in crowd
Slowly falling down
I’ve lost my heart in your eyes
Oceanborn paradise

Heartseeker, lovelorn
Shy dreamer, pale memories
Vanishing verse never born

Night by night passes slowly by
Hope flows with silent river waters
Silver snow rests with a tear in dreamer’s eye
Dreams and wishes walk with angels

Walking empty streets, fading in crowd
Slowly falling down
I’ve lost my heart in your eyes
Oceanborn paradise

My sweet peace I found in one heart
Still hoping, forever loving, still longing for
A poet’s hand and weeping piano
Keeping every rhyme within my blood
Take my hand and dream me away
To another world, to another dawn

Walking empty streets, fading in crowd
Slowly falling down
I’ve lost my heart in your eyes
Oceanborn paradise

I’m searching for answers
Living deep in my mind
Walking along this long road
No soul to join this ride
None to lead me through

I feel your presence near
Right behind
I feel you are here

Cruel and selfish
Deep curious wish
To run across the field
To fly above the sky
To make love to the stars so high
Cold and forlorn magic untouched
Innocence revealed in silence
Closed eyes of fate
Forbidden steps ahead
Your ever dream lies in me

I’m searching for answers
Gone with time long ago
Walking alone in this cruel world
None to call, none to save
I’m falling for all the fallen angels

I feel your presence near
Right behind
I feel you are here
Deep in my mind

Join this last ride of the day
Fall to lead me astray
Live like it’s the last day on Earth
Tomorrow will never hurt
Take a step, touch my hand
Open your eyes, my child, don’t be afraid

Cold and forlorn magic untouched
Innocence revealed in silence
Closed eyes of fate
Forbidden steps ahead
Your ever dream lies in me

As well as I don’t bother everyone with my poetry only I’ve decided to write a little list about me, my life. 😉
I guess that it could be interesting or just fun. Once my friend shared this tricky idea with me and I hope she was right with it, hehe.
Let’s start!

1. I like to read stories about The Moomins listening to Imaginaerum by Nightwish before a sleep. That makes me feel better and believe in fairytales. And also it’s just a perfect combination to my mind. 🙂

2. I sing in the shower.

3. I grow pepper mint on my windowsill. Neverfading reserve of mint for tea.

4. I’m a very emotional person. Watching movies, cartoons, series etc./listening to the music I cry if it touches me deep. I cry really often, hah.

5. Also (if someone doesn’t know) besides poetry I write short (and not very short) stories. They look more like that kind of diary where you write your deepest wishes and secret dreams. Melancholic, emotional, sincere. Maybe one day I’ll post them here.

A dreamy child falling asleep
Tiny fists on a snow white pillow
She holds tight pale veil of sweet dream
Flowing below the dark cover of the night
Following her innocent heart

Sins turned to dust, silence broke down this night
She listened to his midwinter lullaby
Walking in the air every dream

Bare feet running the the cold floor
Just to see where the nightingale sings
Childish fears awaiting behind dark door
Taking care of cruelest deadlist sins

She fell asleep dreaming of untouched love
Of wise owl and pure innocent dove
Of dreamy nightingale locked in the cage

A dreamy child falling asleep
Tiny fists on a snow white pillow
Bare feet walking cold floor
Hearing voices behind the door
She’s following his innocent heart

Listening to his midwinter lullaby

Deep silent dream resting in me
With a feel, coldest sin
Winter wind, autumn chill
Your word walking through my memory

A kindest heart made me feel
Everything I used to hope for

Hope singing deep within
Kiss of a heart I used to love
Beauty of never gone memory
Silent thrill of my feel isn’t enough

A purest heart made me forget
Everything I once believed

Wind will bear my breath
So far across the ocean to West
To make you feel my hidden presence
To walk in midwinter air
To catch my faith
Just take a step ahead
Touch my hand
Just to know I’m real

A kindest heart made me feel
Everything I used to hope for
Made me forgive
Every sin in a broken mirror
A purest heart made me forget
Everything I once believed

Wind will bear my breath
So far across the ocean to West
To make you feel my hidden presence
To walk in midwinter air
To catch my faith
Just take a step ahead
Touch my hand
Just to feel that you’re here