So deep within I still feel
Like I’m dying
For everything, for every sin
I’ve never done to be forgiven
Or they’re lying
Spring rain will erase every teardrop
As I lie on the ground still hoping
But knowing that no one will come
Even how much the heart is loving
Promise me
And I will believe
Hold me tight
So I’ll feel alright
Ever needed and loved
Every feel was once a child’s dream
So pure, so divine and clear
Every smile had some joy behind it
Before there fell the first tear
Promise me
And I will believe
Hold me tight
So I’ll feel alright
Ever needed and loved
Make me feel something more
Than another year of pain
Bring me warm, I’m so cold
Please, make me feel loved again
Wild Child’s Heart
Deep passion lives inside
Like burning fire
Flames of your heart
Make me feel this desire
I’m burning in your flame
Tell me, tell me your name
Let me feel you deep inside
Without regret and fallen pride
Darling, I’m longing for you
So madly that I’m losing my mind
You make me fall for you
So badly that there’s no time and tide
Your deepest wish became the prayer on my lips
Desire dwelling within the sweetest kiss
Take me now and make this flame our bliss
I cannot wait so long
Dear, be mine through this night
And again once more
But this time through a lifetime
Oh dear, I long for you
With my whole heart
Believe or not, it’s true
With you I’m another wild child
Don’t Hide
Time erases the border between us
Every step makes it closer
The moment when the victory sparks
And time flows slower
Like the touch of midsummer stars
I see the shine within your eyes
Deeper than the sea
Softer than a dream
And I lose myself completely
To this deep sincerity
Please, believe
Every line opens up my heart
More than everything
Please, don’t hide
Like the touch of midsummer stars
I see the shine within your eyes
Deeper than the sea
Softer than a dream…
I’m here all the time
Hoping and waiting for a moment to be
Just stay for a while
To feel this storm I hide within
Take away my pain and see
The way we both can be
Every moment we share
I keep within with care
Stay a little bit longer
Just to see
The feeling growing stronger
With every dream
I want to share with you
And you know it’s true
Rusty Wire
What if there is no end
Of all this inner pain
What if I’m not sad
But just have nothing to say
Nothing else left within
Not for what I’ve used to be
Tell me, darling
What keeps you stay alive?
Playing like you’re dying
What makes you survive?
Tell me, dear
What do you feel
Walking on rusty wire?
What if this all is but a dream
A scary one, bad nightmare
What if it was never real
It was, I know, but still aware
Nothing else matters deep in
But this one pure feeling
I wish I could be true
I wish I could dare
But I can only stare at you
Looking for love and care
I wish I could be
This sweetest dream
For you the one so fair
My Dearest Scar
How many days should pass
So I could feel relief?
How many months should pass
So I could breathe free?
My dearest love, my deepest scar
From love to pain
Through poor hoping heart
Should I feel for you again?
You brought me warmth
You gave me a sense of home
I thought it’s love
But everything’s gone
You left a deep wound in my heart
A long still bleeding scar
And I cannot move on
Please, just let me go
It’s killing me
Still hurting deep
I wish to be
For you, my friend
But you’re not here
You are somewhere else
For me forever dear
But I’m not in your space
I thought we were like Jones and Dunn
But this story was gone
Reflecting in those lines I wrote
And wished to be loved
Cannot Hide
Sometimes it’s hard to confess
To tell what lies in heart
This fear could be deep, unless
You know you’re loved
Deep inside
My great fear lives
It’s all just a game of mind
A well-written play
A dream of a madman
But no one would say
It is so, though again
And again I hope you’ll stay
My mind goes blind
As I feel it could be real
That dream of mine
I still keep deep within
Beyond the layers of pain
I keep a tiny spark of light
They call hope and try again
To believe it’s gonna be alright
It’s just in my mind
So deep inside
I cannot forget or hide
I Want You Real
No matter what
I want you real
As far as I’m caught
With all this feeling
You see, my intentions are clear
I’m just tired to fear
Let me come closer to you
Silent lines come like a hurricane
Yet I cannot deny
I wanna you to stay
I’m losing my mind
No matter what
Let me feel you real
It’s all I ask you for
Please, stay near
Don’t let it go
Let me know you real
And touch your soul
You see, my intentions are clear
I’m just tired to fear
Let me come closer to you
Fading
Trying to find the way
I wander in the dark
Thoughts lead me astray
Away from the promises of my heart
I longed for memories once
But now I’m tired and done
That I’m almost gone
Listen to my lines
My tale is about to end
Read it in my eyes
Before you understand
It’s not a fairytale
But silent farewell
I’ve lost my hope beyond
There is nothing to tell
I bid this farewell
I have no place to go
No path to lead me home
So I just stay beyond
Resting still alone
Down this lonely road
Still lost and cold
Nothing can set me free
I’ve lost my last dream to feel
That I could be something real
With You, I am Home
With you I am more
Than a name on the page
I don’t feel alone
I’m like on the stage
Bathing in bright lights
Captivated and mesmerized
You light my fire
And make me complete
You fuel my desire
I barely could breathe
You make me believe
Everything is real
It’s all such a relief
Just to feel
With you I still hope
I’m not just alone
In this all
And I want you to know
With you I am home.
If I Could Foresee…
Through the night I miss your shadow
But still the silence remains
I don’t know wherever I should go
To forget all my feelings
Every single moment we’ve shared
I still don’t pretend
Leave me be or take me
Please, I cannot handle this
Just let me feel that it’s still real
Day by day
Those memories fade
But I keep on writing
Every teardrop, every dream
Collecting them dear
So I could then disappear
And none would know
Wherever I could go
But you’ll know
There is still cold and dark
Every spark fades inside
Locking those memories in my heart
So I could clear up my mind
Before I realize
That all promises die
I wish I could foresee
It wasn’t meant to be
But still it remains just a dream