Wild memories flowing through the night
Fleeting melody calling for light
Silence made innocence lost
In the deepest bound of heart

Pale dream of winter morn
Forgotten tale of frozen soul
Wish longs for a sin
Recalling last memory I wished to be

Sunrise wrote the end of day
Painting steps on the water grave
Lost words were nevergone
Sparkling in the rays of dawn

You made my dreams of lost sunshine
Collected memories in the heart of mine
Wrote reality’s hopes in me
Forever yours I wished to be
Within a dream, in deep blue sea
Painted veil through dark night of sin

… By her own she was sitting by the window looking at the starlit sky.

“What if I could fly… would I reach the stars? Would I walk the sky so easy? What if I could touch the light of moon dreaming of someone.. like me. Why am not I sleeping right now? Why I can’t even think of sleep? Aren’t such thoughts weird?.. Of course it’s weird. Because I’m weird.”
Her thoughts were tearing her heart more and more, because she wasn’t so curious about that fact is it weird or not. Her mind tried to escape from that thing that made her cry, made her beg to be just a dream.
“Does he think of me? Only once…”

‘Fool… blind fool in love… Why does he need you? Why does anyone need you?’ – whispered she weeping. – ‘How could someone like you? You’re strange. And dreamy… Who needs someone living a dream? Yes, that’s right.. None. So why are you crying? If you know this truth.’ – wept she looking at her wall. She closed her eyes and tears fell down. In dead silence of the night her crying was like a very sad song, howling of loneliness, lost dream of a child chasing by nightmares.

Suddenly her phone blinked and she saw one new message.
‘It’s impossible.. why? Much better to feel this emptiness.. this terrible feeling of need… you know one pure truth – you dependon him. Yes…. he is like a drug to you. Sweet poison on your trembling lips that makes you suffer and wish only more. You know that you can’t live without this.. It’s like the air, bright sunshine, seductive dream of night… Just a fantasy calling for you everytime. You know that you’re going crazy. You’re sleeping…’

She was sleeping on the floor near the window still writing his name in the air…
That was the strangest night in her life. Like most of her nights… Weird and long.

Weep of a violin broke the cold silence
Moon shining bright made no difference
For the heart locked inside my chest
Hidden deep in the breast

Through the whisper of wind
Across the voice of a dream
I’m living a fantasy
I’m lost in this sad melody
Sinking again in the ocean of pain
Cold chains tied me never letting go
Deep passion never fading away

Sparkling glass in young eyes
Falling down breaking the ice
Dance of moonlight and stars
Wrote that story of a lonely heart

For another sunrise
I’ll give up my everything
Just to feel this paradise
To join the purity of feel
Bathing in innocence of sin
To touch the stars above your head
Lead me to your Neverland

Forgotten tale, forlorn story
Of lost fame, broken glory
Diary written for a long lost love
Dreams shared with deep sky above

Piano weeping through the night
Led violin to the bed of love
Wrote a dream longing for light
No symphony I need
No golden heart to bleed
No memories so bright
One look was quite enough

No sound remains,
No dreams, no tales
No whisper of voices
Just silent song of the trees
Frozen dance of the leaves

Silence, cold queen of dark ball, luring masquerade
Pale mirror of the night, mysterious dream parade

Moonpath paints horizon blue
With stars shining bright through
The sky so dark and clear
Writing silent melody through the air
Dreamy voices of wind flowing through my hair

Dark night’s dancing above the wood
Pale mysteries under pale moon
Silent night surrounded my heart with a dream
Writing deep verses to sing

Silent life will dwell till the touch of dawn
Hiding cold memories behind ice wall
Beneath the dreamveil to sleep another day
Till next sunset they passed away

Together we are or apart
You’re forever in my heart
Even if you never know
Of my suffering so cold

That is better for me
You never see
My tears at night
Shattered glass sparkling bright

Together we are or apart
You’re forever in my heart
Even if you never know
That I wrote “I love you”

Only in dreams I see you
Sinking in that holy blue
Of deep night sky
Your eyes became my sweet paradise

For you I’ll do everything
For you I’m going through this suffering
But you never know
That I cry at night alone

For a dawn so calm and pale
For a rest in your embrace
For a lifetime by your side
I’ll enter dreams of bloodred tide

For a night of passionate love
I’ll fall to fly above
I’ll fly with grace of dove
Just to be your only one

Silent dream of rest so calm
For a nightime in your arms
I’ll feel for you again
Through the tears and pain

Bring me the dawn
Make me feel forevermore
Take me now and never let go
Just make my heart-feel flow

Fingers entwined, eyes sparkling so bright
No secrets to hide, no mysterious lies
Just let the feel enter your heart

Innocent swan brought us a new dawn
Pure and bright, sunrise of another love
This night will write one more dear hope… 

For a new dawn I’ll give my hope
For another feel I’ll give you my love
For a sleep in your embrace I’ll give my everything
Just hold me near, just never ever let me go

Share this night with me
Feel sweet blow of wind
Touch the moonlit sky
Walk through the starlight
Join me in this fantasy

Come with me into the night
Dive with me in this calm waters
Whispering of waves, calling of heart
Share with me cold stars
Take my hand and feel eternal delight

For a silent night around me
For a sweet taste of sleep
I’ll give all I’ve ever had
For a calm rest in the warmth of your arms
For a lifetime by your side I’ll give all the stars
I’ll turn the sky just to feel again

 

Through the pale, through the dark
She was dancing in the night
With white moonlight
She was flowing with song of heart
For another sparkling star

Under dreamy moon I was praying to the angel
Flying above my head, healing dark heart of sinner

Take me, angel
Dream me high
To the pale white moonlight
Take me, angel
Bring me high
Dream me now through the sky

Walking dreamriver waters
Diving into deep slumber
I hold your hand and feel your sigh
Old memories come alive once again right through the night
Whispering of love forever and ever

Under dreamy moon I was hopimg for an angel
Flying above my head, taking all cold pain

Call me, angel
Whisper now
Through the dark, through the distance
Take me, angel
Dream me high
Don’t let me go through this silence

Burning down all past memories
No line to a dream diary
Lost verses rest now in dust
Becoming a pale part of my past
Recalling silent evening from that autumn
Heart told then that night was special
One only fatal

Dream’s embrace so tight
Sweet calling of the night
I knew the whole story already then

Fantasy’s dance seductive and bright
Sparkles in eyes, reflection of moonlight
I feel now what that meant then

Dreaming of paradise I remembered you
Every nightbound memory
Turned me back to you
Every silent melody
Made me feel this ever truth
That you’re the only
That only one

Silent dawn, secret hidden deep
Heart’s calling, it’s longing
For a calm silent sleep
Hand in hand journey to the stars
Just to rest calm on your shoulder
It’s all I ever need

Starlit path through the sky
Sunset and dawn – you and I
Nightdream became so bright
Innocence so pure made darkness sparkle with white

Cold angels writing with snow so pale
On my heart cutting deep your name
Drawing bitter touch of pain, fading away

Autumn dressed into spring so pure full of hope
Writing down lines about sweet night of love
Calling me to come, whispering to turn back home
Even this only life wouldn’t be enough

To forget you, my angel from the night
Writing every your word with my blood
Tying me tight, calling me every night
Hiding deep sorrows into my open heart
Turning dark black into bright white

Cold angels writing with snow so pale
On my heart cutting deep your name
Drawing bitter touch of pain, fading away

Silent whisper of you is my midnight prayer
Your eyes are my gates to Heaven
Come to me and cover me with white wing
Make me believe once more, let me feel