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I cannot just stay away
Hoping to feel
Fighting this thrill
Tearing between my pleasure and my pain

Painting every night with black
Every day in white
I can’t betray the light, but I can’t leave the dark
Lying in-between two worlds so far
Turning tears to stars
I can’t leave wishing to stay
Just don’t fade away

You say my name
But I feel the pain
Deep and cold but so I want
You made this choice for me
Becoming my deepest dream

Painting every night with black
Every day in white
I can’t betray the light, but I can’t leave the dark
Lying in-between two worlds so far
Turning tears to stars
I can’t leave wishing to stay
Just don’t fade away

I know that was wrong and it was right
Fighting every breath this very night
Painting the dawn with bloodred light
Don’t fade away…

Painting every night with black
Every day in white
I can’t betray the light, but I can’t leave the dark
Lying in-between two worlds so far
Turning tears to stars
I can’t leave wishing to stay
Just don’t fade away

Silent night fell down
Calling me to folow its path.
Talking to my heart,
Whispering with stars
I’m walking silently apart.

Let me dance under the moon,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent story about innocent truth.
Love, sleep tight.
Let me dream above the pale cloud,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent tale lying in a luring sound.
Love, good night.

Silent night fell down
Calling me now
To follow its call, to flow with one only howl.

Silent night fell down
With a call of an owl
White and wise
Night calling me with whispers of stars

Pale moonpath
Dreamful horizon left above
So high, so far behind
I’m following luring call through the night

Let me dance under the moon,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent story about innocent truth.
Love, sleep tight.
Let me dream above the pale cloud,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent tale lying in a luring sound.
Love, good night.

Let me sing you a lullaby
Of stars so bright.
Let me sing you a lullaby
Of darkness and light.
Let me sing you a lullaby,
Kiss and wish a good night…

Let me dance under the moon,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent story about innocent truth.
Love, sleep tight.
Let me dream above the pale cloud,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent tale lying in a luring sound.
Love, good night.

She was sitting alone in her room. Thoughts. That was the only thing that didn’t let her feel well.
So many thoughts she had in her mind, so many things she wanted to tell… But she couldn’t.
Her feelings wanted to get out, to flow free through the lines, through the words.

“I need to tell it to him. I need him to know… I want him to feel that I never told lies.
About everything… He became my world. And… I’d never feel so alive if .. if I lost this world. I would lost myself… forever if.. I lost him.
I’m afraid… every moment, every day.. I want to tell it to him, but I’m afraid that he wouldn’t believe me.
I wish but I can’t.. “
With tears in her eyes she looked at the moon. Night was silent and clear. She could see every star on the dark blue sky. And thoughts sounded so loud in her mind. Her thoughts didn’t let her do anything…. Now she had a bad headache and it made her sad. Not only headache made her sad, but also thoughts.. of him.

“Why I feel this..again? Why I need him so much? Why I still feel for him?…. Why?”

Silent waves of deepest sea
Seductive whisper of night cold wind
Shadow of dear dream
Bright and sparkling and real

Calling of sea
Waves whispering to me
Deep ocean of dreams
I’m sinking within

Blue touch of deep eyes
So innocent bright
Sparkling light through the night

Whispering of sea
Blue dream of me
Seductive eyes so blue
Calling me through
A deep dream of you

Sinking in eyes so blue
Deepest dream, dreamful sea
Sinking in eyes of you
Pure innocent memory

Blue sea in the eyes
Singing a song of the stars
Whispering to me sweet lullabies
Deep sea in your eyes
I’m dreaming in
I’m sinking in…blue sea of your eyes.. 

Long path led her to the castle
No tales of dead dragons
But a story of dwarves and elves
If only her heart hadn’t got lost

Dreams of perfect love
Secrets of past sins
One touch is enough
To believe in pure feel

Dark night, thunderstorm
She is afraid of night so cold

Her love has a name of dawn
Her sweet suffering has the eyes of skyblue
Oh pain of her lies in the dark
Under the starlit cover of night
Oh love of Katherina
Love of Katherina

Till morn left some hours
Don’t go, let this night be ours
Write another end of this story
With a sound of guitar and violin

Dark night, thunderstorm
She is afraid of night so cold

Her love has a name of dawn
Her sweet suffering has the eyes of skyblue
Oh pain of her lies in the dark
Under the starlit cover of night
Oh love of Katherina
Love of Katherina

Rain is calling, wind is whispering
To her while she’s sleeping
Snow writing her name, waves calling to her
Making Katherina’s heart burn

Her love has a name of dawn
Her sweet suffering has the eyes of skyblue
Oh pain of her lies in the dark
Under the starlit cover of night
Oh love of Katherina
Love of Katherina

With the first touch of night
Came his endless longing
With pale touch of moonlight
I hear again this calling

Under the cover of darkness
In the mirror of silence
I would follow this seductive melody
I would enter this luring memory

Under starlit sky
Under silver moonlight
I’m lying and see again
Your eyes through my memory
Under pale touch of golden moon
I’m waiting for you…

Dwell in silver light
Dream with me
Combine with me in one
Think of me now

Cross dark field of night
Dream of me
Entwine our paths
Seduce me now

Under starlit sky
Under silver moonlight
I’m lying and see again
Your eyes through my memory
Under pale touch of golden moon
I’m waiting for you…

Wake up, follow me through the dream
With white path of snow, into the silence of night
Follow me, dear child
And you will see the touch of destiny

Fighting every day, flowing so far away
Through the memories of heart across high mountains

Far far away to run across the fields
Get lost in a crimson sea
Long long cold days to live
One night to believe and see
Across and above high hills
To feel once again and never leave away

Go with me into white fantasy
Call me if you get lost in this world
Follow me through a dream
Whisper to your memory
And you’ll never feel so alone

Fighting every day, flowing so far away
Through the memories of heart across high mountains

Far far away to run across the fields
Get lost in a crimson sea
Long long cold days to live
One night to believe and see
Across and above high hills
To feel once again and never leave away

Never lost, never in cold
Purity hidden in heart
Pale memory through a fantasy
Beauty lost deep inside

Never called but still needed
Not too shy, only silent
Little star so lost
Above the bloodred horizon

Fighting every day, flowing so far away
Through the memories of heart across high mountains

Far far away to run across the fields
Get lost in a crimson sea
Long long cold days to live
One night to believe and see
Across and above high hills
To feel once again and never leave away

In a very moment of need,