The end of this silent day
Sunset is so far away
It rests now calm
In the warmth of your arms
Last lines to end this story

Last word in this line
Last verse for tonight
The last page of my diary
But not the end of all story

Hope dwells in the light of dawn
Mercy calling with the pale touch of morn
Another tomorrow without that blue
I used to belong to
Feeling your dream in my mind

Last word in this line
Last sight for this night
The last page of my endless story
Dream again to write another ending

Faith calls me a liar of a dream world
Hope let me believe in another tomorrow
Without any feel of grief or pale sorrow
But I don’t care, I dream of your soul

Last word in this line
Last verse for tonight
The last page of my diary
But not the end of all story

Last fight for this night
Last breath to enter the light
Last word to end this line
Last feel to sink in time

I touched the flame
I walked in the sky
I whispered your name
When in that dream you were mine…

Last word in this line
Last verse for tonight
The last page of my diary
But not the end of all story

Call so silent
Through the bright moonlight
Whisper of wind
Through the cold snowy night
Shadow on dawn
Sparkle of star
One single beat of heart
It’s only me

Silver fog above the river
Touch of pale morn
Unspoken dream of a sinner
Song of the lost soul
It’s all just me
Fading memory
Calling melody

Silent night around you
Pale memories flowing through
Forgotten tale the one once knew
Dreamy thoughts so true

Seek me
Take me
Dream me
Seduce and tame

Enter the dark
Touch silent cover of night
Join passionate dance of the light

Song of heart
Tiny path
Through the poison of night
Sparkling light
Leading you through the dark
Touch of fading memory
It’s all just me
Silver sip of dream remedy

Forgotten tale though the blue
Flowing sparkling night of love
Story of me and you
Dream without an end still real enough

Bittersweet taste on my lips
The call of the night
Howling of old past sins
Whispers of songs awakened the hunger

Sharp teeth going drawing deep
Dark streams flowing down
Slowly pain turns into a dream,
The only wish of the night

Eyes so bright
Like the full moon’s light
Pain is the innocent path
To join this part
Of this crimson night

Can’t see your face
But feel your breath
Strong wish, the call wish
Of neverdreamt desire

Lying calm in tight embrace
No move, I feel every heart beat
Hot breath on my skin
Don’t stop this seductive delight

Eyes so bright
Like the full moon’s light
Pain is the innocent path
To join this part
Of this crimson night

Innocence is the path to the pale desire
White river to the sinful sea
Heart’s burning with dark fire
I’m lying on the pale bed of a dream

Blood still sweet on your lips
Painting my neck with red
Awaken me with a calling kiss
Break the story’s end

Eyes so bright
Like the full moon’s light
Pain is the innocent path
To join this part
Of this crimson night

Star falls – make a wish.
She knew that. Still she had never seen a falling star, but always knew her wish.
If only she could see the falling star…
That was exactly that night. Night of a lost star.

…Wishes. Our deepest truth, the only we want, our great delight and dreamful desire.
Wishes are the mirror of our soul.
Riita’s wish was her deepest fear and desire at the same time. That made her suffer.
She tried to hide her feelings about that, but in the end she showed it up and secrets of her heart were torn and unveiled.

‘It would have been much easier if I had no feelings at all. No and never.’ – thought she.
She was waiting knowing that this night he wouldn’t come. Still she hoped and kept on waiting.
Mariita needed to talk to him, she missed him. Maybe she didn’t miss anyone so much like she missed him.
‘Almost 1 AM. He won’t be here tonight.’ – sighed she. – ‘well, maybe tomorrow…’

They hadn’t talked for a couple of days and she thought why he couldn’t be there that time.
‘I’m tired of this game. I’m tired of writing a diary. I cannot write anything but “I love you more than life, more than everything on Earth..” I can’t stand this anymore.’ – typed she on her profile. ‘It’s all just stupid. It was wrong… My heart played a cruel joke on me… or not?’
Suddenly her phone blinked. A text message.
“You’re heart wasn’t wrong. Listen to it.”

Hold me near
Whisper my name
While hands feel this warmth
Hold me now
Till this moment doesn’t fade in the past
Because every day couldbe the last

Care of promise given once
Give the dream to a child
Find the way to tell the truth of the past
Make this dream alive

Embrace the moment dear
Whisper my name
While the time isn’t gone
Hold me near
Till the reality gives us a chance
Every day could be the last

Don’t hide the words unspoken
Don’t try to fix all that was once broken
Feel the dream alive, play it through this night
Bring the hope, give me neverfading light

Face the pale dawn
With a smile never torn
While breath of life is still living in you
Hold me, dear
And whisper my name

Every day could be the last
For me, for you, for us
Don’t dream of the past
Live this day, be here and now
While this day isn’t the last

Hold me near
Whisper my name
While hands feel this warmth
Hold me now
Till this moment doesn’t fade in the past
Because every day couldbe the last

Through these long years
Of secret dreams, hidden tears
Through these long days
Of thoughts and pains
I’m still going through
Trying to find any sign from you

All those dreams were so bright
For this only night
I want to be the one
Whoever brings the light

I’m afraid to lost the light
Shining deep in your eyes
The only sparkling path
To go, to follow this call

All those dreams were so bright
For this only night
I want to be the one
Whoever brings the light

How it could be
That I miss the one I’ve never seen
What could I do
If the memories are flowing through

Since that day I thought a lot
Of silent shade of tomorrow
But no answer I had got
Still waking through past memories
I saw your eyes so clear
Through all these long years

I cannot loose this fight
Between wish of the night
And my bleeding heart
Following this call of hope

All those dreams were so bright
For this only night
I want to be the one
Whoever brings the light

Silent night still calling me
For a dawn of dreams so real
Child’s naive heart still keeps a feel
The promise I once dared to give

Step by step behind the door
Silent wind to feel the cold
Run away and follow me

Deep in the past of midwinter snow
Dreams keep calling for a hope
Nevergone for the moments of love
Everwritten in the heart, I know

Flute and strings of guitar
Calling me, tearing my heart
For a silent night to dream again

Fourteen days and pale dawn
Fourteen nights and touch of morn
Sweet taste of wind from the north
Seductive eyes, embrace so warm

Silent night still calling me
For a dawn of dreams so real
Child’s naive heart still keeps a feel
The promise I once dared to give


Poet’s lines to tell the untold
Dreamer’s hand to help and hold
Silent word to keep from cold
Forgotten song forlorn and old

Silent night still calling me
For a dawn of dreams so real
Child’s naive heart still keeps a feel
The promise I once dared to give

“Cold and dark. Just christmas lights are sparkling near. Still looking weird in the beginning of March, but I love their shining. I cannot sleep because of different thoughts flowing in my head. 

…She felt the thirst. She hadn’t drunk any drop of blood for last 3 days and now she was very weak.
She tried to get up but she couldn’t, chains on her wrists were too tight and she felt her blood running down on her hands.
Her mind was slowly covered with grey for of insanity and hunger. She was lying here for a long time, all alone in the deep shade of the forest.
She couldn’t see him standing behind, but she felt him watching her…. He…

.. He walked up to her and touched her shoulder. Milklike skin was soft and had a seductive scent. He looked in her face knowing about different abilities of vampires. He wasn’t still afraid of her.
He looked in her eyes deep and luring. She was looking at him with great interest without any shade of fear. He couldn’t know about her power even when she was hungry.
But she didn’t want to hurt him, not now.
– Hello. – said he still looking in her eyes.
– Hey.. Who are you? – asked she silently, almost in whisper.
– I don’t want to hurt you. You look not very well.
– I’m hungry.. I haven’t eatten anything for 3 days. I need some…food.
– What exactly?
– Your blood. – whispered she and pounced on him and slowly touched his neck with her lips…
She couldn’t bite him. Of course, she could drink him if she wished, but she couldn’t. Something deep inside didn’t let her do this.
– Why did you stop? – asked he calm.
– I can’t… – wept she. – I need but I can’t.
– Why? I’m.. wrong? – smiled he looking at her.
– No. You’re more than right. – she blushed. – You.. you’re … I can’t.
He looked in her eyes full of tears and understood everything.
– I’m sorry.. Let me be. Let me die here.
– No. I’ll get you some blood. I won’t let you die…
She gave him a look full of surprise. 
– Why? I could kill you.. why do you need to save my life?
– Why I should kill you if you didn’t kill me? – answered he with a question and blinked.

She was sitting near the window looking at falling sparkling snow. White snowflakes slowly covered the ground still cold in the beginning of spring.
“Great start… just awesome.” – thought she annoyingly.
Mariita was thinking about songs and dreams, lines and forgotten tales she described once in her verses. Weird feeling, just too odd. Even for her.

Something was tearing her those last days, some strange feeling she had for a pretty long time.
She walked across the room and sat down on the bed. Day was pale and she wasn’t in a mood to do anything.

“So, some music would be very nice. And a book…” – decided Riita opening a book she bought yesterday. Pretty nice one, actually.
Soon she felt that she was falling asleep.

… Lost in a forest of her dreams and nightmares Mariita saw every single wish of her own. She hadn’t so sweet dreams for a long long time. Only a couple of times she woke up with a smile on her face.
This one was so.
She knew that when she woke up it’s all would be gone.Happiness was a temporary fact here, in her life. At least she thought so.

– Tell me why.. – wept she.
– Just let the right time come. – whispered a silent voice.
– I want to… – she paused and looked in his eyes still deep and so real. Why she felt him so real everytime they met in a dream? That was a mystery for her. So it was so now. She felt his touch, his warmth, his taste..
– Let the time come.. – told he again.
Tight embrace made her hold her breath. Tears were falling silently down, but she knew that she would see him again.

Riita opened her eyes and noticed that it was such a late time. Still a bit sleepy she tried to see something in the dark, but realizing that it was just a dream she turned to the other side and fell asleep again.
She even didn’t notice a jacket lying near her and pale light behind her door….
When he came back she was sleeping embracing his jacket.