Linlin's Poetry

Fade Away

I cannot just stay away
Hoping to feel
Fighting this thrill
Tearing between my pleasure and my pain

Painting every night with black
Every day in white
I can’t betray the light, but I can’t leave the dark
Lying in-between two worlds so far
Turning tears to stars
I can’t leave wishing to stay
Just don’t fade away

You say my name
But I feel the pain
Deep and cold but so I want
You made this choice for me
Becoming my deepest dream

I know that was wrong and it was right
Fighting every breath this very night
Painting the dawn with bloodred light
Don’t fade away…

Night’s Lullaby

Silent night fell down
Calling me to folow its path.
Talking to my heart,
Whispering with stars
I’m walking silently apart.

Let me dance under the moon,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent story about innocent truth.
Love, sleep tight.
Let me dream above the pale cloud,
Let me sing you a lullaby
Silent tale lying in a luring sound.
Love, good night.

Silent night fell down
Calling me now
To follow its call, to flow with one only howl.

Silent night fell down
With a call of an owl
White and wise
Night calling me with whispers of stars

Pale moonpath
Dreamful horizon left above
So high, so far behind
I’m following luring call through the night

Let me sing you a lullaby
Of stars so bright.
Let me sing you a lullaby
Of darkness and light.
Let me sing you a lullaby,
Kiss and wish a good night…

Evening of thoughts..

She was sitting alone in her room. Thoughts. That was the only thing that didn’t let her feel well.
So many thoughts she had in her mind, so many things she wanted to tell… But she couldn’t.
Her feelings wanted to get out, to flow free through the lines, through the words.

“I need to tell it to him. I need him to know… I want him to feel that I never told lies.
About everything… He became my world. And… I’d never feel so alive if .. if I lost this world. I would lost myself… forever if.. I lost him.
I’m afraid… every moment, every day.. I want to tell it to him, but I’m afraid that he wouldn’t believe me.
I wish but I can’t.. “
With tears in her eyes she looked at the moon. Night was silent and clear. She could see every star on the dark blue sky. And thoughts sounded so loud in her mind. Her thoughts didn’t let her do anything…. Now she had a bad headache and it made her sad. Not only headache made her sad, but also thoughts.. of him.

“Why I feel this..again? Why I need him so much? Why I still feel for him?…. Why?”

Blue Sea Of Your Eyes

Silent waves of deepest sea
Seductive whisper of night cold wind
Shadow of dear dream
Bright and sparkling and real

Calling of sea
Waves whispering to me
Deep ocean of dreams
I’m sinking within

Blue touch of deep eyes
So innocent bright
Sparkling light through the night

Whispering of sea
Blue dream of me
Seductive eyes so blue
Calling me through
A deep dream of you

Sinking in eyes so blue
Deepest dream, dreamful sea
Sinking in eyes of you
Pure innocent memory

Blue sea in the eyes
Singing a song of the stars
Whispering to me sweet lullabies
Deep sea in your eyes
I’m dreaming in
I’m sinking in…blue sea of your eyes..

Love of Katherina

Long path led her to the castle
No tales of dead dragons
But a story of dwarves and elves
If only her heart hadn’t got lost

Dreams of perfect love
Secrets of past sins
One touch is enough
To believe in pure feel

Dark night, thunderstorm
She is afraid of night so cold

Her love has a name of dawn
Her sweet suffering has the eyes of skyblue
Oh pain of her lies in the dark
Under the starlit cover of night
Oh love of Katherina
Love of Katherina

Till morn left some hours
Don’t go, let this night be ours
Write another end of this story
With a sound of guitar and violin

Dark night, thunderstorm
She is afraid of night so cold

Her love has a name of dawn
Her sweet suffering has the eyes of skyblue
Oh pain of her lies in the dark
Under the starlit cover of night
Oh love of Katherina
Love of Katherina

Rain is calling, wind is whispering
To her while she’s sleeping
Snow writing her name, waves calling to her
Making Katherina’s heart burn

Her love has a name of dawn
Her sweet suffering has the eyes of skyblue
Oh pain of her lies in the dark
Under the starlit cover of night
Oh love of Katherina
Love of Katherina

Under Golden Moon

With the first touch of night
Came his endless longing
With pale touch of moonlight
I hear again this calling

Under the cover of darkness
In the mirror of silence
I would follow this seductive melody
I would enter this luring memory

Under starlit sky
Under silver moonlight
I’m lying and see again
Your eyes through my memory
Under pale touch of golden moon
I’m waiting for you…

Dwell in silver light
Dream with me
Combine with me in one
Think of me now

Cross dark field of night
Dream of me
Entwine our paths
Seduce me now

Under starlit sky
Under silver moonlight
I’m lying and see again
Your eyes through my memory
Under pale touch of golden moon
I’m waiting for you…

Never Away

Wake up, follow me through the dream
With white path of snow, into the silence of night
Follow me, dear child
And you will see the touch of destiny

Fighting every day, flowing so far away
Through the memories of heart across high mountains

Far far away to run across the fields
Get lost in a crimson sea
Long long cold days to live
One night to believe and see
Across and above high hills
To feel once again and never leave away

Go with me into white fantasy
Call me if you get lost in this world
Follow me through a dream
Whisper to your memory
And you’ll never feel so alone

Fighting every day, flowing so far away
Through the memories of heart across high mountains

Far far away to run across the fields
Get lost in a crimson sea
Long long cold days to live
One night to believe and see
Across and above high hills
To feel once again and never leave away

Never lost, never in cold
Purity hidden in heart
Pale memory through a fantasy
Beauty lost deep inside

Never called but still needed
Not too shy, only silent
Little star so lost
Above the bloodred horizon

Fighting every day, flowing so far away
Through the memories of heart across high mountains

Far far away to run across the fields
Get lost in a crimson sea
Long long cold days to live
One night to believe and see
Across and above high hills
To feel once again and never leave away

Where Are You?

In a very moment of need,

In the cover of dark night,

Far across the sea

Hidden in the northern starlight

Where are you now, dear?

Silent whispers keep calling the name

Hoping he would come

Eyes watching through the night again

Praying he isn’t gone

Silent whispers keep on calling the name

Hoping he would return

Eyes watching through the night again

Dear, come back home

In a very moment of need,

In the cover of dark night,

Far across the sea

Hidden in the northern starlight

Where are you now, dear?

Every day, every night

I don’t turn off the light

Let it be your guide

Let it lead you astray

Just don’t disappear, don’t fade away

I need you here

Where are you, dear?

Let it be your guide

Let it lead you astray

Just don’t disappear, don’t fade away

The Last Page

The end of this silent day
Sunset is so far away
It rests now calm
In the warmth of your arms
Last lines to end this story

Last word in this line
Last verse for tonight
The last page of my diary
But not the end of all story

Hope dwells in the light of dawn
Mercy calling with the pale touch of morn
Another tomorrow without that blue
I used to belong to
Feeling your dream in my mind

Last word in this line
Last sight for this night
The last page of my endless story
Dream again to write another ending

Faith calls me a liar of a dream world
Hope let me believe in another tomorrow
Without any feel of grief or pale sorrow
But I don’t care, I dream of your soul

Last word in this line
Last verse for tonight
The last page of my diary
But not the end of all story

Last fight for this night
Last breath to enter the light
Last word to end this line
Last feel to sink in time

I touched the flame
I walked in the sky
I whispered your name
When in that dream you were mine…

Last word in this line
Last verse for tonight
The last page of my diary
But not the end of all story

Real Enough

Call so silent
Through the bright moonlight
Whisper of wind
Through the cold snowy night
Shadow on dawn
Sparkle of star
One single beat of heart
It’s only me

Silver fog above the river
Touch of pale morn
Unspoken dream of a sinner
Song of the lost soul
It’s all just me
Fading memory
Calling melody

Silent night around you
Pale memories flowing through
Forgotten tale the one once knew
Dreamy thoughts so true

Seek me
Take me
Dream me
Seduce and tame

Enter the dark
Touch silent cover of night
Join passionate dance of the light

Song of heart
Tiny path
Through the poison of night
Sparkling light
Leading you through the dark
Touch of fading memory
It’s all just me
Silver sip of dream remedy

Forgotten tale though the blue
Flowing sparkling night of love
Story of me and you
Dream without an end still real enough