30 June 2010 (the original version)

Sometimes I pray to be killed
By you…
Too many blood was spilled
Of me and you…

Take my hand and dream me away
To the land of neverending faith
Just take me away…

Dear, I want to die nor from
But in your arms
Don’t go, save my soul
Lie with me under the stars

Take me hand and I’ll dream you
So far through the sky of blue,
Through last night of truth
I’ll never leave you

Forever you know my tears
They are for you
Still hurted soul swears:
“I long for you”

Give me your hand and let’s fly away
Let’s be gone with the last sunray
To the world’s end we will sail

22 June 2011

Forget it now ’cause it’s long gone
Don’t think of it again
Pale memory fading away with dawn
But why it brings me pain?
That blessed day for which I still recall

Forget to recall
Change to lose it all
Dream with me now one more time

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Angels are singing a lullaby
But I can’t sleep
Tears are falling but why
It hurts so deep
Still losing again I’ll try

I will try just one more time
To play the melody of thine
To join the game of old lie

I’ll follow the shade of sunset
To fall in the dark
I’ll flow with the rivers of regret
Just to break my heart

The one I wish to be with
Shining star in the sky of my heart
And forever there is one ‘if’
Like there is always another ‘but’

Falling For Shame

23 June 2011

Say this one more time
Let me feel it again
Say this one more time
Make me dwell in shame

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

Dive with me under water
One more slaughter
Call for another fate
Fading away in the dying day

And again and again
I’ll dream in the end of way
Screaming angel’s name
For another circle of Hell

Falling, losing white wings

Calling, swearing, praying

Crying I’ve erased all sins

Living, hoping, staying

For another beautiful dream

Making world unseen

I cannot see, but still I feel

Darkness touching my skin

Seducing whisper to hear

Lovesong now to enter

Slowly drawing near…

Falling, losing white wings

Calling, swearing, praying

Crying I’ve erased all sins

Living, hoping, staying

For another beautiful dream

Making world unseen

Whisper to me one more time

Let me feel it again

Sing to me one more time

Make me dwell in shame

In snow, in dreams…

14 June 2011

The rain is a drop
In a cup of my dreaming
The moon is a top
Of my own deep feeling

The hope is just all
That I have by now
The dream is a call
I failed somehow…

Another day, another way, another path
I’d go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?
Another dream, another feel, just another hope
I’d fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope
In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light
In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

The one who dwells in rain
Brought me only pain
Writing verse with tears again
I was burning in shame

To call, to hope, to reveal the soul
To run, to hide, to recall the dawn
I fell, I drew, I left behind
For sun, for stars, for the fading night

Another day, another way, another path

I’d go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?

Another dream, another feel, just another hope

I’d fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope

In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light

In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

My Sin, My Hope

10 June 2011

Tears of rain falling down
Covering dry ground
I feel their touch so cold
Drawing path through the world
I’ve told my way
In the end of day

Passing the stars, reaching the sky
Nevermore grief, nevermore tears of pain

Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven’s gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me

Rainbow is a bridge between
Angels and demons
Single road leading into a dream
Purity of your songs
Drawing signs of time
Deep eyes so divine

Me to suffer again
For long gone pain
Lying under the rain
Me, one to blame
Me to call your name

One line is my Heaven and Hell
A verse to write well
One word is my suffering bell
A curse to bear well
Your eyes are my Heaven and my Hell

I lie in-between
Two dreams – black and white
Tears withering
But alive, calling for day and night
Forever within
My sin, my hope, my bleeding poor heart

Who Suffered Within

10 February 2012

The silent song made me forget
The pain, the sad hour
Passionate line I tried to write
The best, the perfect one
But nothing I could then get

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won’t forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

Silent steps into the dark
I followed the secret
Into the night led me that path
This light will take me there
Opening to you my broken heart

Longing for a beauty of love
Mysterious part
Lost kind glance into the night
I flew with your lonely heart

Passed away the shade of youth
The touch so kind, the hopes so high
Tries to find the deep only truth

Silent dreams belong to the ones
Who suffered within, hiding their tears
The ones who hoped and loved

Upon The Dark

2 February 2012

Through the cold
Upon my soul
My heart still burns
With an unperfect verse

In the night shade
In the silent wind
I’ll be waiting for you
In the star’s glow
In the wind’s blow
I’ll be waiting for you
My angel of heaven’s blue

Under the northern star
Before another part
My heart still longs
For the lines I wrote

In the night shade
In the silent wind
I’ll be waiting for you
In the water reflection
In the mirrors of ocean
I’ll be waiting for you
My angel of heaven’s blue

Silent wind blows whispering your name
My trembling heart cries in flame
The untold lines written not to tame

Just read the letter and burn it till dust
For the name written the last
And remember those eyes through the past

Night Song

2 February 2012

Endless trip across the ocean

Journey to the wood

To discover a secret of passion

Long travel to seek the truth

Night in the forest

Peaceful moments

Time stopped like frozen

I feel cold breath of the wind

Secret whisper of trees

Endless song of the leaves

Silent choirs of souls

Wrote my deep dream

Angel in the snow

Elf in the moonlight dance

Dark river still flows

Saving my heart once

Snowflake in my hand

Flame in heart

Path to the northern land

Lies under this star

Night in the forest

Peaceful moments

Time stopped like frozen

I feel cold breath of the wind

Secret whisper of trees

Endless song of the leaves

Silent choirs of souls

Wrote my deep dream

Light of the eyes

Lovestory times

No tears after the midnight

They left broken in the dream

Last verse of forgotten song

Drew my neverending dawn

Morning dew in the sunrise

Took back old lies

The Heart

2 February 2012

Heart’s beating like it’s the last day
Tomorrow left so far
Heart believes there is a way
To search for a star

Deathless memories and hopes
Won’t let me go

Heart weeps within, deep in me
Still it tells me the way
Leading me astray
Through the endless lovestream
I could see
What is lost in me
Forever within, forever my feel

You’re my shadow in life
You’re my one guiding light
You’re the mirror of dream
I keep forever within

Deathless memories and hopes
Won’t let me go

Heart whispers to me, deep within
Still tells me the way
Leading me astray
Through this endless sweet dream
I could feel
What I tried to see
Forever so true, forever the eyes of sky-blue

Melody

1 February 2012

Luring melody through the night
Like a whisper calling me to follow it now
Calling me to join its flight

No words, only silent tune
Weeping song of a flute
Calling me to remember it all

Old forgotten tales from the long gone past
Long gone days of love
I would make this night forever the last
If one line won’t be enough

Silent weep, soft call
I cannot feel it all
I’m now this song
Dream of a fantasy
Join this sad melody
Lovelorn of this story

Old forgotten tales from the long gone past
Never fading nights of dream
I won’t fly away from my love or deep lust
Living in me, still within

Just a melody through this night
Like a silent glow of moonlight
Just a shadow of cold midnight

World’s end

30 June 2010 (the original version)

Tomorrow & Yesterday

22 June 2011

Falling For Shame

23 June 2011

In snow, in dreams…

14 June 2011

My Sin, My Hope

10 June 2011

Who Suffered Within

10 February 2012

Upon The Dark

2 February 2012

Night Song

2 February 2012

The Heart

2 February 2012

Melody

1 February 2012