I’ll Watch You Behind

29 October 2011


Only in such moments of fear
I could now see
What dwells in mess and what is so dear
That melody
Sounds forever in me
Being waiting for so long
I heard only one pure song
Still dwelling in me
Like drop of cristal sea
Like clear tear on dawn
So cold and forlorn
So soon, I know
I could never go
No step away
No move aside
Till the end of my way
I’ll watch you behind
Lost lines of a poet unknown
Don’t blame me for this
But dream nevergone
Will be my ever bliss
Long years of longing
Cold nights of dreams so cruel
They stil tear my heart
But I will never be apart
’cause I know the meaning of loneliness
Broken emptiness
So soon, I know
I could never go
No step away
No move aside
Till the end of my way
I’ll watch you behind

Elven Night

18 December 2011
  • Old tale of elves and magicians
  • Painting bright child’s imagination
  • Dream or real truth
  • Story happened so long ago
  • Sounds of guitar strings
  • Silent melody broke through the glass
  • Of cold empty silence
  • Lonely elf playing old motives
  • He played and suddenly
  • He raised his eyes up to me
  • Not saying a word, just kind smile
  • I looked in his eyes and saw their shine
  • Deepest blue sparkling with a dream of mine
  • Streams of memory brought me to that winter time
  • First night, lonely light dwelling in the dark
  • Still caring, still warming my heart
  • Little girl turned to pale butterfly
  • Whole life seems like one night
  • But what she could do
  • Longing for that clear blue
  • Dancing in pure moonlight under the stars
  • She lost her silent cry
  • Falling asleep on the dew of fresh grass
  • She saw those blue eyes
  • Stiill playing his tune
  • He gave me one look
  • Just only one warm glance
  • So calm like a snowflake’s dance
  • With a sound of flute
  • Night draws secret truth
  • Silent winter days gave my heart hope
  • Peaceful nights drew for me dear love
  • Lonely elf playing his song
  • Making my sorrow long gone
  • Painting silently my soul with joy
  • Endless sunset in the neverland
  • Little girl knew it still is somewhere
  • Now I know where lies it all
  • The forest, the dawn
  • And elf with pure eyes and kind smile
  • He played and suddenly
  • He raised his eyes up to me
  • Not saying a word, just kind smile
  • I looked in his eyes and saw their shine
  • Deepest blue sparkling with a dream of mine
  • Streams of memory brought me to that winter time
  • First night, lonely light dwelling in the dark
  • Still caring, still warming my heart
  • He played and suddenly
  • He raised his eyes up to me
  • Not saying a word, just kind smile
  • I looked in his eyes and saw their shine
  • Deepest blue sparkling with a dream of mine
  • Streams of memory brought me to that winter time
  • First night, lonely light dwelling in the dark
  • Still caring, still warming my heart
  • He played and suddenly
  • He raised his eyes up to me
  • Not saying a word, just kind smile

Will Never Leave

18 November, 2011

  • Within these cold days
  • Deep in dark shadows of ways
  • Lost in white bound of snow
  • I lie frozen alone
  • I will never hurt, will never leave
  • The only who made me once feel
  • In Eden and in Hell
  • My heart will always dwell
  • With the name of the one
  • Whom I dream about with love
  • Forgive me for another line
  • And the touch of tears this time
  • And the heart for this sad song it sings
  • With last verse of it I will dream
  • I will never hurt, will never leave
  • The only who made me once feel
  • I will never leave, will never let you down
  • In sorrow and grief I won’t let you drawn
  • In the coldest silence I’ll give a whisper sound
  • Never letting you be alone being forever around

Eyes Making Me Mad

25 December 2011

You know you’re making me go wild
Sing flying through the blue sky
Dance in the darkness of night

You, one-night dream
You, sweet desire within
I, vampire running for blood
I, heart needing to be loved

You know I’m going wild
When you look at me like that
You know I’m full of desire
And this kiss drives me mad

I know those dear eyes
That make me go mad
I know one of all the nights
The only I can’t forget

They said it was fake
Cold illusion, but I’m on fire
One only hand to take
One road to join desire

You know I’m going wild
When you look at me like that
You know I’m full of desire
And this kiss drives me mad

I know those dear eyes
That make me go mad
I know one of all the nights
The only I can’t forget

You, angel of Heaven
I, devil from Hell
You, tear of Eden
I, toll of bell

I live to take, you live to give
I want to hope, you try to do
The dream is me, and you’re my belief
The only I’m running for is you

You know I’m going wild
When you look at me like that
You know I’m full of desire
And this kiss drives me mad

I know those dear eyes
That make me go mad
I know one of all the nights
The only I can’t forget

You know I’m going wild
When you look at me like that
You know I’m full of desire
And this kiss drives me mad

I know those dear eyes
That make me go mad
I know one of all the nights
The only I can’t forget

I know those dear eyes
That make me go mad
I know one of all the nights
The only I can’t forget

I know those dear eyes
That make me go mad
I know one of all the nights
The only I can’t forget

30.03.2010


Will I see you once more?
Why do I spell this pain within?
But you shouldn’t believe in
These my words… as you maybe did before…

“Could I trust you?”
Tell me what could I do
If the pain lives in me
Pure love lies so deep

Old promises –
Now they are gone…
Secret deep sins –
They were for the only one…
Pure sense –
Does it matter, if now I’m alone?

Do you know
Why tears sparkle in my eyes?
If I should go
So tell me this, but no more lies…

Let me go
Or make me stay…
But don’t kill the hope
My heart will pray

30.03.2010

Last night of my feeling
So catch the moment
For you I’d give my everything
Now there is only one second…
I’ll do all that you want 
But the heart wishes to be loved
Give me this death, so slow and long
Make my soul be reborn
I need you
You know it’s true
Give me one more life
To live this one night
Night hides the lust
I love, but could I trust?
God, please, give me one more day
To make my own way
Adoring heart prays for
You and your soul 
I’ll feel for you forevermore
Our time isn’t gone…

But…

 28 March 2010

The moon, dark night
Your love, my heart
But why do you
Still ask me if I feel for you?

All secrets, all feelings we knew
Every word was forever true

Hiding still in the dark
Shining star is so bright
You know that’s my heart
Not a flame, but still light
Shines for you, but…

Bright sun, morning came
I would never betray
Every moment of that time
When you keep on asking why

All secrets, all feelings we knew
Every word was forever true

Hiding still in the dark
Shining star is so bright
You know that’s my heart
Not a flame, but still light
Shines for you, but…

You keep on asking why
Still knowing my answer
Let me bleed if I tell a lie
Before the dream is gone forever

Hiding still in the dark
Shining star is so bright
You know that’s my heart
Not a flame, but still light
Shines for you, but…

To love and to go…

29 March 2010

To love and go
To hate and stay
What is life for?
Just give me one more day…

Flying away from all lies
Lying on cold ice
My hope was still for you
My dream of you
(Forever you)

What do we live for?
What is the sense to give forever more
To be lost in time
In those  cold moments of night

But warmth of the blood
That whisper so hot
Drink this red wine –
The blood of mine 

Spend this last night 
With me in the dark
Help me to hide
Give me one more path

The night of the lust
Last flash of the trust
All believing burning to dust

You’ve cut me deep
You’ve left my tears
The only heard my weep
My soul will bleed for years…

Lost prayer

                                   15 April 2010

My heart was there one day
But once it had dying pain
Now it’s all gone
You think it was wrong
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
My love, save me
The feelings will die in me
My dream, last fantasy
Sweet heaven lies in you
In the eyes of deep blue
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
My dear, save me
Nothing ties me to this place
Only your sad face,
One pleading look made me stay
Please, take me away
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads to your hideaway
Fading in your memory
I’m sinking in that deep sea
Oh, please, save me
None could heal
My heart, your thrill
Will kill me from inside
Pure love will I once find?
You took me
That night new star was born
Your tear still dwell within
All was lost and forlorn 
Forever I’ve prayed 
For you, whom I still need
Don’t be afraid
Your heart will be healed 
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
Oh, dear, please, save me
Soul whispered: “It’s true”
The words once said
Long ago they flew
Desire is almost dead
Although, forever I knew
I had to wait..
My heart will long for you
Save all I once prayed
Please, save all I’ve prayed for
Pure love was born before
Your words will live forevermore
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
Please, save me
Once having a hope
That was the beginning of my fall
Or maybe no
What did I gain?
Under the rain, 
Taking care of deep pain
Oh no…Not again
Drink this cup with me,
Suffer no more
Bring the end, just kill
The pain of bleeding sore
Do this last will
You know how it is, you’ve had this before
Bearing this thrill
I left you that score…

The third one

 25 May 2010

Prayer for being taken by the wind
But is that I really need?
Return me back in time
Show me my whole life

Holy soul, wild nature
You are my rapture
Why had I met you?

Deep inside 
Lies the heart of the wild
It’s hidden within
With your deep dream

Forever dark creature
Will long for you
Because you are…

My deep fear, my eternal bliss
The angel gave only one kiss
That was enough to tame
My poor soul, my deepest shame

Holy soul, wild creature
You are forever my rapture 
Oh God, why had I met you?
Why had I fallen in love with you?
Tell me why I’d felt the pain
Just dream me through
The sky, through the starlit sky again
Holy soul, wild creature
You are forever my rapture 
Oh God, why had I met you?
Create your own website, free on WordPress.com.Create your own website.
Start free