My Sin, My Hope

10 June 2011

Tears of rain falling down
Covering dry ground
I feel their touch so cold
Drawing path through the world
I’ve told my way
In the end of day

Passing the stars, reaching the sky
Nevermore grief, nevermore tears of pain

Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven’s gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me

Rainbow is a bridge between
Angels and demons
Single road leading into a dream
Purity of your songs
Drawing signs of time
Deep eyes so divine

Me to suffer again
For long gone pain
Lying under the rain
Me, one to blame
Me to call your name

One line is my Heaven and Hell
A verse to write well
One word is my suffering bell
A curse to bear well
Your eyes are my Heaven and my Hell

I lie in-between
Two dreams – black and white
Tears withering
But alive, calling for day and night
Forever within
My sin, my hope, my bleeding poor heart

Who Suffered Within

10 February 2012

The silent song made me forget
The pain, the sad hour
Passionate line I tried to write
The best, the perfect one
But nothing I could then get

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won’t forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

Silent steps into the dark
I followed the secret
Into the night led me that path
This light will take me there
Opening to you my broken heart

Longing for a beauty of love
Mysterious part
Lost kind glance into the night
I flew with your lonely heart

Passed away the shade of youth
The touch so kind, the hopes so high
Tries to find the deep only truth

Silent dreams belong to the ones
Who suffered within, hiding their tears
The ones who hoped and loved

Upon The Dark

2 February 2012

Through the cold
Upon my soul
My heart still burns
With an unperfect verse

In the night shade
In the silent wind
I’ll be waiting for you
In the star’s glow
In the wind’s blow
I’ll be waiting for you
My angel of heaven’s blue

Under the northern star
Before another part
My heart still longs
For the lines I wrote

In the night shade
In the silent wind
I’ll be waiting for you
In the water reflection
In the mirrors of ocean
I’ll be waiting for you
My angel of heaven’s blue

Silent wind blows whispering your name
My trembling heart cries in flame
The untold lines written not to tame

Just read the letter and burn it till dust
For the name written the last
And remember those eyes through the past

Night Song

2 February 2012

Endless trip across the ocean

Journey to the wood

To discover a secret of passion

Long travel to seek the truth

Night in the forest

Peaceful moments

Time stopped like frozen

I feel cold breath of the wind

Secret whisper of trees

Endless song of the leaves

Silent choirs of souls

Wrote my deep dream

Angel in the snow

Elf in the moonlight dance

Dark river still flows

Saving my heart once

Snowflake in my hand

Flame in heart

Path to the northern land

Lies under this star

Night in the forest

Peaceful moments

Time stopped like frozen

I feel cold breath of the wind

Secret whisper of trees

Endless song of the leaves

Silent choirs of souls

Wrote my deep dream

Light of the eyes

Lovestory times

No tears after the midnight

They left broken in the dream

Last verse of forgotten song

Drew my neverending dawn

Morning dew in the sunrise

Took back old lies

The Heart

2 February 2012

Heart’s beating like it’s the last day
Tomorrow left so far
Heart believes there is a way
To search for a star

Deathless memories and hopes
Won’t let me go

Heart weeps within, deep in me
Still it tells me the way
Leading me astray
Through the endless lovestream
I could see
What is lost in me
Forever within, forever my feel

You’re my shadow in life
You’re my one guiding light
You’re the mirror of dream
I keep forever within

Deathless memories and hopes
Won’t let me go

Heart whispers to me, deep within
Still tells me the way
Leading me astray
Through this endless sweet dream
I could feel
What I tried to see
Forever so true, forever the eyes of sky-blue

Melody

1 February 2012

Luring melody through the night
Like a whisper calling me to follow it now
Calling me to join its flight

No words, only silent tune
Weeping song of a flute
Calling me to remember it all

Old forgotten tales from the long gone past
Long gone days of love
I would make this night forever the last
If one line won’t be enough

Silent weep, soft call
I cannot feel it all
I’m now this song
Dream of a fantasy
Join this sad melody
Lovelorn of this story

Old forgotten tales from the long gone past
Never fading nights of dream
I won’t fly away from my love or deep lust
Living in me, still within

Just a melody through this night
Like a silent glow of moonlight
Just a shadow of cold midnight

Elven Lullaby

1 February 2012

Long long road

Through the pale dawn

Lost lost poet

Searching for a dream undone

Lost romance

Forgotten love

One last dance

Oh dreams fly above

Old old tale

About the maiden elf

Touch of veil

Making you hold your breath

Silent whisper of the wind

Will make you feel her song

Silenty trees will sing

For you a lullaby of long gone time

Dream will enter your mind

Will play for you old verses of night

She flew in the cold winter air

And danced in the spring night

She sparkled like a shiny star

And shared with you her light

She got lost in your shadow

And dreamt of your dreams

She sank in your words

And followed your steps

Silent whisper of the wind

Will make you feel her song

Silenty trees will sing

For you a lullaby of long gone time

Dream will enter your mind

Will play for you old verses of night

She sailed blue waters

She danced in moonlight

She got lost in the mirrors

Of a dream holding her tight

She danced with the stars

She fell with the snow

She looked at your shadow

With tears in her sparkling eyes

One Touch

5 February 2012

Through the sleep I still see
Kind eyes that watching me
Through my life of rebirth,
Through my scars that still hurt,
Through the silent night nevergone

Meadows of childish games
Lakes of tears, seas of dreams
Woods of dark sins
Unveiled mysteries

Through the sleep I still feel
Warm touch of dear lips
Through my sweet dream,
Through my endless scream,
Through the silent heart’s thrill

Taste of one kiss
I’ll remember till the last day of mine
Will be finally gone
Taste of dear lips
I’ll remember through the dream
Till it’s coming real
Taste of your bliss
I’ll keep within forever, my dear

Through the sleep I still dream
Away from there just closer to be
Through my dream to feel,
Through my sleep to breathe,
Through your touch to live

In Love, In Death

5 February 2012

In lost stories of dark nights
Where lies the past
Within secret paths of memories
In forgotten dreams
Lies my untouched oblivion
Unveiled believing

In the red sunset
In love and in death
I’ll hold your hand
Till the very last breath

Through the meadows and seas
Where the truth sleeps
Across the oceans and mountains
Where my story rests
I’ll travel this northern land
With the touch of pale sunset

With the dreams of that path
Leading to the frozen heart
Even the road is so far
I’m guided by your star
In death or in love

In the red sunset
In love and in death
I’ll hold your hand
Till the very last breath

With the dreams of that path
Leading to the frozen heart
Even the road is so far
I’m guided by your star
In death or in love

Song Of Air

5 February 2012

Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to dance in the air

Silently I got off my bed
And ran away
To the land of lost sunset
I found that way

Slowly hiding behind the veil
I’m so far away
Trying to tangle my trail
Sun leads me astray

Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to walk in the air
Silence so pure
Glance so blue
Kind whisper making me dance in the air

Woods full of mystery
Tears guiding through the memory
My undone symphony
Neverending diary

Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to walk in the air

Hold me near
Never let me go
Take me dear

Hold me near
Never let me fall
Take me dear
And never let me go

Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to walk in the air
Silence so pure
Glance so blue
Kind whisper making me dance in the air