Lost prayer

                                   15 April 2010

My heart was there one day
But once it had dying pain
Now it’s all gone
You think it was wrong
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
My love, save me
The feelings will die in me
My dream, last fantasy
Sweet heaven lies in you
In the eyes of deep blue
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
My dear, save me
Nothing ties me to this place
Only your sad face,
One pleading look made me stay
Please, take me away
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads to your hideaway
Fading in your memory
I’m sinking in that deep sea
Oh, please, save me
None could heal
My heart, your thrill
Will kill me from inside
Pure love will I once find?
You took me
That night new star was born
Your tear still dwell within
All was lost and forlorn 
Forever I’ve prayed 
For you, whom I still need
Don’t be afraid
Your heart will be healed 
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
Oh, dear, please, save me
Soul whispered: “It’s true”
The words once said
Long ago they flew
Desire is almost dead
Although, forever I knew
I had to wait..
My heart will long for you
Save all I once prayed
Please, save all I’ve prayed for
Pure love was born before
Your words will live forevermore
Sailing away, running away
With a light of the day
My path leads me to your hideaway
Fading in your memory 
I’m sinking in that deep sea
Please, save me
Once having a hope
That was the beginning of my fall
Or maybe no
What did I gain?
Under the rain, 
Taking care of deep pain
Oh no…Not again
Drink this cup with me,
Suffer no more
Bring the end, just kill
The pain of bleeding sore
Do this last will
You know how it is, you’ve had this before
Bearing this thrill
I left you that score…

The third one

 25 May 2010

Prayer for being taken by the wind
But is that I really need?
Return me back in time
Show me my whole life

Holy soul, wild nature
You are my rapture
Why had I met you?

Deep inside 
Lies the heart of the wild
It’s hidden within
With your deep dream

Forever dark creature
Will long for you
Because you are…

My deep fear, my eternal bliss
The angel gave only one kiss
That was enough to tame
My poor soul, my deepest shame

Holy soul, wild creature
You are forever my rapture 
Oh God, why had I met you?
Why had I fallen in love with you?
Tell me why I’d felt the pain
Just dream me through
The sky, through the starlit sky again
Holy soul, wild creature
You are forever my rapture 
Oh God, why had I met you?

Bitter truth

26 May 2010

The rabble thought
I had no feeling
Telling rude words
Where left no healing 

Calling me a bitchy whore
Falling down, they told
I am a spoiled bore
But you still give me powers to hold
To hold on!

Never fading away 
The hope deep in my mind
Reminds me of that day
When I got I was once blind

Calling me a bitchy whore
Falling down, they told
I am a spoiled bore
But you still give me powers to hold, 
Just to hold on…

Forever a fool, never an angel
I, blind bitch living in her own world,
Devilish beast sitting in dark cage
Heart of stone could never hurt

Calling me a bitchy whore
Falling down they told
I am a spoiled bore
But you still give me powers to hold,
To live, to stand this all!

Forever I thought –
Farewell would hurt
But not now, not in this world
I am a bitchy whore
Like they once told
I am a spoiled bore
Give me more powers to hold,
To leave this all…
Give me more..
(I need forever more)

One kiss

8 June 2010

Hey sweetie, I’m waiting
Waiting for you
And you know what’s the feeling
So just do…

Oh, you know, darling
That I wanna be with you
I long not for dark lying
But for sweet kiss of you

[Chorus:]

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Take me now (I’m ready now)
Come closer (step by step)
Take me now (I still wanna you)
Love is now sweeter than that I’ve kept
Kiss me, I long for you

[Chorus:]

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Dark night, that time
I told that I love you
Oh, I wish that was a lie
But no, that’s holy true

[Chorus:]

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Take me now, I’m all yours
My heart still a bit hurts
Your love now burns

[Chorus:] x2

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Wonderland

11 June 2010

Silent wood, mysterious place
Whispering stars, call of those days
Take me to this land
Give me your hand

I want to come back!
Place, take me back…

Is this a dream or it’s real?
If it’s a fantasy why then
I have this deep wound to heal?
You are near till end

I want to come back!
Please, take me back

Awake me with a kiss, dream me here
Show me this unreal world
Of magic, memory of this realm is so dear
Let pass that was murdered

Take me there again
Bring me home, my dream

I want to turn back
Just dream me back

Fly to me and take to your land
Show me the magic kingdom once more
I want to turn back, give me a hand
Deep memory would never be gone
Of white snow, of blue lake, of hot sand
Make me turn back once more!

I want to turn back
Just give me a hand

The real of fairy-tales
Our mysterious place
Where all wishes come true
All dreams of me and you

Let’s fly to the land of freedom
To the place where day is night
It’s time to turn back to our kingdom
Where cold is hot and darkness is light
Dream me to the days of deepest wisdom
Spread wings and let your soul take the flight

I want to go back
To the Wonderland
Give me your hand

The realm of fairy-tales
Our mysterious place
Where all wishes come true
All dreams of me and you

Please stay

24 June 2010

Sound of guitar strings
Reminds me of old memory
Heart still believes
But it seems to be just a fantasy
Just heart still believes, still believes

River still flows taking the pain
Maybe that wasn’t so wrong
I’m a prisoner of desert praying for rain
Just a lonely bird singing this song
Still praying for rain, oh again

My nightmare faded away
But anguish had stayed
I hoped for one more day
I wished you’d stayed, just stayed
Give me one more, one day

Love it’s or not
But soul had hoped
That heart loved
Oh, I still love and want
I want to be loved

My nightmare faded away
But anguish had stayed
I hoped for one more day
I wished you’d stayed, just stayed
Give one more day, one day

Please, move this pain
Just take it away
I want just to say
“Dear, please, stay”

My nightmare faded away
But anguish had stayed
I hoped for one more day
I wished you’d stayed, just stayed
Give me one more day, just one day

Just stay with me, please, stay….

World’s end

30 June 2010 (the original version)

Sometimes I pray to be killed
By you…
Too many blood was spilled
Of me and you…

Take my hand and dream me away
To the land of neverending faith
Just take me away…

Dear, I want to die nor from
But in your arms
Don’t go, save my soul
Lie with me under the stars

Take me hand and I’ll dream you
So far through the sky of blue,
Through last night of truth
I’ll never leave you

Forever you know my tears
They are for you
Still hurted soul swears:
“I long for you”

Give me your hand and let’s fly away
Let’s be gone with the last sunray
To the world’s end we will sail

Tomorrow & Yesterday

22 June 2011

Forget it now ’cause it’s long gone
Don’t think of it again
Pale memory fading away with dawn
But why it brings me pain?
That blessed day for which I still recall

Forget to recall
Change to lose it all
Dream with me now one more time

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Angels are singing a lullaby
But I can’t sleep
Tears are falling but why
It hurts so deep
Still losing again I’ll try

I will try just one more time
To play the melody of thine
To join the game of old lie

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

I’ll follow the shade of sunset
To fall in the dark
I’ll flow with the rivers of regret
Just to break my heart

The one I wish to be with
Shining star in the sky of my heart
And forever there is one ‘if’
Like there is always another ‘but’

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Falling For Shame

23 June 2011

Say this one more time
Let me feel it again
Say this one more time
Make me dwell in shame

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

Dive with me under water
One more slaughter
Call for another fate
Fading away in the dying day

And again and again
I’ll dream in the end of way
Screaming angel’s name
For another circle of Hell

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying 
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

I cannot see, but still I feel
Darkness touching my skin
Seducing whisper to hear
Lovesong now to enter
Slowly drawing near… 

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying 
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

Whisper to me one more time
Let me feel it again
Sing to me one more time
Make me dwell in shame

In snow, in dreams…

14 June 2011

The rain is a drop
In a cup of my dreaming
The moon is a top
Of my own deep feeling

The hope is just all
That I have by now
The dream is a call
I failed somehow…

Another day, another way, another path
I’d go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?
Another dream, another feel, just another hope
I’d fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope
In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light
In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

The one who dwells in rain
Brought me only pain
Writing verse with tears again
I was burning in shame

To call, to hope, to reveal the soul
To run, to hide, to recall the dawn
I fell, I drew, I left behind
For sun, for stars, for the fading night

Another day, another way, another path
I’d go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?
Another dream, another feel, just another hope
I’d fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope
In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light
In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night
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