The first memory will never fade
Within a hoping heart
The one who believe will never hate
Their fate for its art

We will never reach the highest high
Without faith in strength of our hearts

The first memory can never fade
Without hope
It will always live until the end
The last memory will never change
The core of the world
As we still walk on thinnest edge

We will never fall
We will never call
As the first memory never dies
We will never forget
We will never regret
As the past never changes the world

Until the last day we will sing
Of the world within every heart
Until the last drop of life dwells within
The first memory can never die

You know we all have our past
The burden lying on our shoulders
Sometimes it’s hidden
Sometimes it’s all upon the surface
It’s never forbidden
To hide it within

When you feel like walking on the edge
When you feel like falling down
From this high
Form your own tower you’ve been building so long
You are finally done, you give in the pain
Look down
There is no end

You have the past, so do I
Close your eyes and I will open mine
Open your heart, here I am
All torn here for you
All divine, unforgiven
All broken for truth

You see your past
And don’t want to look at mine
Why? Fears?
I have none
Thousand and one and one and one
But still your fears are more

Hatred, despair, pain
I know none, of course
Too many roads and still there is no way
Despair, pain, loneliness
I know none, of course

You know it all and so do I
So open your eyes for the first time
We all do have the past

I wish to imagine you were never here
I wish to imagine you were gone
I wish but I cannot
I wish but I am done

No memory hurts me more
No rest of it feels
Like I was never here
Like I was forever gone

You sang like a nightingale through the eternity of the night
You seemed so sane, almost divine
Until the curtain fell and truth poisoned my heart

The verses dwelt in lies
The chords were all rotten
Bloodred tears ran from my eyes
When heart lied torn and forgotten

You looked through me as I were a ghost
And spoke me no verse
You talked but to silence
I was there no more

I wish to imagine there was pain
I wish to imagine there were no tears
I wish to imagine these scars were not vain
And all my fears will be gone one day

The pain slowly faded
After years it is almost gone
Only a ghost, a little memory does not wither
Of the time, of those dreams that never were mine

Once upon a time there was a dream
A tale of flight, but silent thrill
Hidden and deep
A lonely feel
Of another touch of sky

We were once more
Than we now long for
Magic and wings
Desires unseen
We dwelt in another world
Caressed and awed

We were once more
Than dreams could tell
We longed once for
The world of spell

We wished for more
For untold lore
For memories bold
For the world
That ever was ours alone
Before it was ever gone

Once we had wings
Not only in dreams
Once we were more
Above the ancient world

We were more than just a world
We were more but once
Dreams of awe, prayer to gods
We sang through the words
To be the one with a song

Sing with the rain under my wing
Sing, o, sing
Little thing
We are still more that they will ever see

Of all the pain
Forget, forget
Of a lost tale
Without an end
Do not cry

We all are but a shadow
We all are but a blur
Of the world ever dwelling below

A dance upon starlit glow
A memory faded beyond the back door
A song of the past, a dream long gone
We are, we are all but dew of dawn

Starlit rain sparkles still upon the veil
Of time and dust
We all forget it day by day
Silent memory of the past

We sing it through
We dream it true
From deepest corners of pure mind
From dreamless silence of dark night

We sing it well with sweet sadness
As silence will still caress
The perfect verse of lost light days

Of old lost days
Cry never more
As once again
We’ll reach the shore
Of light so pure, innocent
Just wait…

All I wanted to be noticed
To be appreciated and loved
Through the time
I sang my dreams through world’s lullaby
Melting them from silver and gold
To be the first one from them all

All I wanted to be useful, the first one
Among them all
But none saw my soul
None but one, who read me from the first sight
From the first look
He saw me through

The ways went apart
The light of old days left behind
Their glory and dreams of golden light
Forever left on that shore
Forgotten and gone
Nothing but a precious memory
As my heart flames with another dream

Lost in time with broken desires
With torn wishes
I seek the truth
Give it to me, I beg so bad
I need you and you need me too
It is so in the end

You found me broken all in tears
I knew you well, but had no fear

I only wished to be needed
To create, to make things perfect and divine
To be the one of free in mind and dreams
I’ve opened to you my heart
You smiled at me and whispered silently
One and only – “mine”

Forever that shore left behind
So far beyond the sea
Like a pale shadow of past life
Distant golden dream

We sing together as one
We create our own world
From the songs of our souls
And time flows of rivers of gold

As I always dreamed to be the first one of them all
You made me the greatest one among them all

There is a bird
Under my window
Under my window
It always sings
Of winds and snow
Of beauty of moonlight glow
Of green spring and snow-white winter

There is a bird
Under my window
That sings so sweet
Of dew and of rainbow
Of dreams from the past
Of sunset and sunrise
It sings and it sighs
A little bird under my window

If I could fly, if I could sing
The same songs of the little bird
I would sing in moonlit night
Of silent rain and whispering wind
Of spring and winter
As the bird still sings
Under my window

We used to play beyond the world’s boundaries
Deep in the void’s mouth
Where felt no sound
Under my beaten breath, within that single memory

We used to sing the same theme
In quivering choir
The same old song from deepest dream

You see I’m still the same
You see I’m broken, torn, but rose again
Against the whole world by your side
Back to back I will always fight with you
Hand in hand we will cross eternity’s heart
To share the same life through serene blue

While I whisper through the night
On my lips still plays only a sweet sound of your name
Like a prayer of sinner I cry it loud
In ever gone whisper for only you to hear again and again

Walk with me now
Without a word, I ask nothing more
Just a walk under the stars
Hand in hand, heart to heart
To sing in silence of the night

You’ve asked me if I love you
I gave no answer then
And you ask again
And I don’t know still what to say…

How to tell that I would give all my life and youth
All the pride and dreams
To be only with you
Only to be with you
Forever yours

We walked then silently ahead
Hand and hand
And my heart prayed
The road would never end

How to tell you you’re my life
My breath and heart
Everything I need and want
My dream and soul
You are my everything

Far shore I seek so bad
My eternal sea without an end
My purity and sin
My curse and deepest wish
I fall onto my knees and pray to see you in a dream
One more time to know
Your soul is still entwined with mine
Beyond the world
Beyond the time

I’m still yours
Beyond all words

Believe me, love
You are the one
Don’t ask, just take my hand and hold
We were entwined
Before this world

Flying so high
Every chord dwells in the night
So pure, divine
Though forever lost in time

Where are all those songs I used to love?
All the lullabies I longed for are gone

The same three notes hit the strings
But not of my soul
They flow away with the wind
To remain forever gone

Forgotten name falls from searching lips
A fading memory
Nothing left within
Just one among thousands dreams

Where are all those verses I used to whisper through the night?
Where are all the lullabies I sang hundred of times
Over and over again
To heal the pain?

They are gone forever and will remain beyond
As that love caressed and torn
Resting forever in the ashes of forgotten world

Three notes are all the same
Yet the world goes on
There left no pain
As now I know
Nothing lasts forever, but time
As the day turns into the night
Circle by circle, turn by turn
The world goes ever on

Another chord hits the strings
Pulling my soul higher
To the deepest desire
Where the dreams are flying still