Oh solitude
What will you do
If I disappear once
Into nothingness?

Razorblade kiss, bleeding dreams
I close my eyes and see all these years
Just fleeting by me with a blink of an eye
One moment you live, another one you die

Oh solitude
What should I do
If nothing changes within
Like the circling dream
That drives you insane
Day by day

My solitude is my cage
To cover me from other’s rage
From pain and dismay
That haunts me every day

Lying on cold snow I see
What’s wrong with every feel
And where I always wished to be
Every hope that could heal
Ugly scars deep within

Oh solitude
What should I do
If the heart is bleeding too bad
Like this is the end
I cannot stand it anymore
Chasing the wind every dawn
Losing myself in every spark of hope
Save me, please, and take me home

Once so long ago
I wished to love, to be the one
It was before
But that time is gone

Through my darkness I go
To become the one for my lost heart
I seek the truth just to know
There is no more lies deep inside

I follow my own path
To become whole once again
I follow once hoping heart
To find the right way
Through the darkness back to the light

Seeking love deep within
I know there is always a sin
Behind every good deed
But not always it’s an evil seed

Once long, long ago
I wished to be loved
Without any score
Just to be the one

Find me, I know you’re walking somewhere
I ask God every night in my prayer
For the one and only
Come to me through the dream

I don’t seek anyone anymore
But myself through the therapy
Trying to feel love so warm
Just to know that I can feel deep

Burning deep in desire
Sharp like the wire
I feel this hunger inside
Like last call of life

Taste the fire within
Blinded by love and devotion
You can see it, feel it
Like in slow motion
Just caress this sensation
And keep it deep

Close to the fire
I dance on a wire
Looking down
I feel alive right now

You know this feel
You know its taste
Take another pill
This is the last chance
Don’t waste it

Bring me down as I feel the misery
So deep within my rusting heart
Tell me another tale from rotten memory
Dying over and over again for the name of art

Broken in pieces
Lost in old hopes
Soul longs for what the peace is
Drunken from empty vows
Cascading with all undone promises

Find me in your fire
Taste my desire
Let our voices entwine
With every single line

Feel me through the night rain
That washes every tear away
With all the sorrow and pain
Just let it all be gone away

I know the way
Right through the dark
I know what to say
Deep in my mind

But in the everyday life
I’m lost and frighten child
Take a look just to see
This is the real me

Unlock a new level
And get another achievement
Are you good or evil
To become a new beginning or a dead end

Losing myself every time
The heart tries to find
Its own way to be right

Falling down I rise again
Through all the worst pain
Just to see the light within
No matter how hard it’s gonna be

Dare to see what lives deep in
What lies beneath
Deep in your core
Face your true world

Losing yourself every time
You just live your life
Catching every chance to survive

Chase me, find me
I won’t escape
Catch me and believe
No lines were fake
It’s all always real

Every moment of life
Always remains in us
In you, in me, in everyone
Written down like on the mirror glass
Just recall it in your heart

Memories living deep
Usually call for us when we are down
Like the sweetest dream
Becomes a remedy for the one

Signs of the fortune are hidden inside
All you need is to read them right
Just listen to your own heart

We search for different ways and paths
Chasing what we cannot get
Take a breath and let it pass
Don’t let the misery write a bad end

The door is always within
Unlock it with one look, one dream
And life will give you all you need

Believe in a dream
You are the purest thing
The one so true, so innocent
Like an awe of first kiss moment

You are the dream
The one and only unique
So beautiful and divine fantasy
’cause it’s all about me

Open your eyes and look at me
Silver glass of the mirror smiles back
The whole world now I see
Deep inside my mind without regret

The world is not for you
It’s turning for all, all around me
Flaming heart full of truth
Too hot for you, don’t you see?

I won’t be left apart
No more
I won’t be denied
‘Cause I’m much more
Than you can get

Through years of pain and rejection
I walked slowly through the thorns
Just to get other’s reaction
But I’m done, this shit won’t break me anymore

Never again I will break down
Never again I will bow
Need me? Just call
Or find the way to come

I won’t be denied
I’ve been surviving not for this
I won’t be broken apart
Longing for one more kiss
‘Cause I deserve much more
Than empty longing for a hope

Don’t you see the real me?
No more longing
No more dreaming
There is no dreamy-eyed child anymore
You’ve turned the scars into the score

Through all the lines
Above the waves of time
The heart will sing of hope
When the world tells nevermore

Another lonesome part
One more lovesong chord
I’ve played and left apart
Slowly walking away at dawn

It’s something new
Every path, every sound
It’s all about youth
Every single thread of this bound
It flows through
The endlessness of time and tide

Tell me where is the way I should take
What is true and what is fake
Where is the end of this misery
I’m drowning in slowly

Tell me what path to follow
To shine and glow
Tell me where is the hope
I used to live for

This bound, this longing
Miserable flowing
Through the night of the world
I’m in love with my own despair no more

Even black heart needs some light
To feel, to dream, to love
One more day to touch the sky
One more night to save the soul
Take a sip of my bliss to reach this high
One more time

Tell me another story
That flows like a winter melody
Of Northern winds in the middle of the summer
Sing through Aurora Borealis forever

None else cares
None sees those tears
Falling down with silent hopes
Untold and gone
Nothing matters
Nothing cuts the thorns
Making heart bleed forevermore
Before it turns to stone

Let me tell you a tale
About lies and pain
And all the lost trust
That burnt bright world to dust

None cares, none sees
What lies beneath
That porcelain beauty
Crackled so deep within

Nothing matters, nothing remains
But you standing face to face with your broken self
No way to escape, no way to forget
But let it flow slowly away

Tender slaughter
Something pathetic that was dead
So deep inside
Like a pale kiss of frozen night

Time and tide
Tell me how to hide
From the demons inside

Sweet pain, dear poison
Hopes and dreams are all gone
Fever in heart, dead light in eyes
Welcome to my rotten paradise

Kiss the dead hope
Missing once precious world
Give me something to live for
Or let me fall
I won’t go further anymore

Heartbreaking, soultearing
I smile and break another nightmare
While another dream is slowly withering
I wish I could still care

Memories die
Dreams fade away
Every hope is but a lie
Last glimpse of day

Weak, torn and blind
There left nothing more
No way to find
But into the void to fall

Let me be real before I fall
Let me dream one last time
There is no wish I can recall
But one desire inside
One drop of love I haven’t got

Within every word tiny lie hides
Untold, unseen
Yet flaming like fire of all midsummer nights
Feverish dream
As sweet as bloodred sin

Welcome to my world
See it through my eyes
Enter and behold
Beauty of madness

Within every dream is a drop of nightmare
Wistful and terrifying
Come closer if you dare
Feel the pain purifying
So deep like slow dying

Welcome to my world
Of, my misery unseen
Unpainted but foretold
The darkest pit of sin

Look deeper within and see
The way we used to be
The life we used to live
Every moment of pleasure hidden
Lust for pain secret and unforgiven
Be the one to share this madness with me