Left Behind

I hear the voice beautiful and clear
It sounds in my mind
Childishly naive and so pure
It calls me and I cannot hide

Like old songs from long gone time
Forgotten but not every one
They play painfully still in my heart

I hear the voice calling me to find
The only right way to follow
It says to forget every pain, it’s blind
Every dark moment is hollow

Every pain and memory has been already written and told
Everything inside is all dead and forever gone
Fading beyond the sparkling edge of the world

No more tears
I promise myself, as the voice told
No more fears
I shed them enough weeping for love of old

Yesterday left behind
The road goes on
Painting my days so bright
The voice sings a song
Of every way still resting deep
Cascading with sweet dreams while I’m lying asleep

Within every hopeful scenery I see
Every forgotten dream as a memory
Of everything I wished once to be

Like a snake it coils within
Old pain, untold words and paintings unseen
I pray to be the one with my dream
Just to be loved for real

Lonesome, Lovesome

I cannot breathe
Drowning in this mad world
Every sip is a little death
You know, you know, you know

Fall down to rise
Like warmth of spring
Like dear embrace
Of dear old friend

Lonesome, lovesome
Dear misery
You know, you damn know
What it feels like to lose a dream
Oh, you know, you damn know
My darkest fantasy
Through every scar underneath

Listen to another song
Of darkness and love
Save a little space for me
Let me dream like I did

Lonesome, lovesome
Dear misery
You know, you damn know
What it feels like to lose a dream
Oh, you know, you damn know
My darkest fantasy
Through every scar underneath

So I play hide and seek again
Falling into all my pain
Not for glamorous fame
But to know what I’m gonna gain
As I seek the same dark and lonely soul
Wondering through the Web the whole world

Hear me, come and fix it
Fix me
Heal the scars I hide underneath
Don’t wanna bleed
Not anymore, save me

Lonesome, lovesome
Dear misery
You know, you damn know
What it feels like to lose a dream
Oh, you know, you damn know
My darkest fantasy
Through every scar underneath

Where I Belong To

I know where my heart lies
I know where my road leads to
Everything is hidden in blue eyes
Just take a look

You will see the great land and the sea
Long years of longing
Endless melody never dying

I know you feel the same deep within
The pride for who we are
Who we were born to be
And what we bear within through life

You read it all in my eyes
The blue of the sea
Like predawn sky
The most beautiful melody
Yet unplayed, unsung

You will know it from my heart
What the words cannot tell
Those wishes and dreams undone
And every untold farewell

I long forever for those places I’ve been to
Don’t even need the whole world to see
To know where my heart belongs to still through
The only place where I always wished to be

Endless Flow

Suicide silence dwells beneath
None calls, no echo sounds
Just darkness still
Within every hell bound

Bloodred sunrise
Upon the dying land
Black raven flies
High in the sky before the end

The song of rise and fall
Will dwell above the stars like an eternal call
Reflection of once great world

I will paint the perfect rhyme
Through the endless flow of time
Just to see it dying upon the thorns of life

Dance with me on broken glass
Laughing without tears
Fly with me higher than stars
Through all forgotten years

There is no way back to see
The same dream twice
It’s only a moment to feel and be
Like a sweet kiss of paradise

Drunken bliss of midnight
Will take you deep into fleeting happiness
Let it show you true light
In the fading blossom of life so blessed

The song of rise and fall
Will dwell above the stars like an eternal call
Reflection of once great world

I will paint the perfect rhyme
Through the endless flow of time
Just to see it dying upon the thorns of life

I will kiss you deep to see
This fading light beneath
And show you the truth of letting you be

The Feeling

I don’t want another
I want this one
Dark like midnight passion
Dangerous and kind

Let’s walk together
Until the days are gone
Art of beautiful obsession
The sweet dream of mankind

I’m going crazy
Even from one word
Every wish is a dangerous fantasy
So deep, but never told

Lie down and let me do everything
I want to do with you
Let me give you what you need
Close your eyes and guess what I am up to

It’s not just physically
This is all abnormally
The wish, desire and feeling
I cannot tell what it’s like within
But it feels like the most beautiful need

Fading Bliss

Suicide silence dwells beneath
None calls, no echo sounds
Just darkness still
Within every hell bound

Bloodred sunrise
Upon the dying land
Black raven flies
High in the sky before the end

The song of rise and fall
Will dwell above the stars like an eternal call
Reflection of once great world

I will paint the perfect rhyme
Through the endless flow of time
Just to see it dying upon the thorns of life

Dance with me on broken glass
Laughing without tears
Fly with me higher than stars
Through all forgotten years

There is no way back to see
The same dream twice
It’s only a moment to feel and be
Like a sweet kiss of paradise

Drunken bliss of midnight
Will take you deep into fleeting happiness
Let it show you true light
In the fading blossom of life so blessed

The song of rise and fall
Will dwell above the stars like an eternal call
Reflection of once great world

I will paint the perfect rhyme
Through the endless flow of time
Just to see it dying upon the thorns of life

I will kiss you deep to see
This fading light beneath
And show you the truth of letting you be

Promise

Times running wild
Like a bright kite
Flying high in the sky
A little dear sign
There is always a hope to find

From the bottom of my heart
I write every word
Even a tiny part written meanwhile
I mean it all

Like a promise to stay
Even being far away
Through every tough day
I know I can believe every word you say
Like a once painted way

I am not blind
Being fooled so many times though
I still can find
The truth in every little word untold

Someone hides their fear
Or deepest of all pains
Living with it all year by year
Like in ever pouring acid rain
They hide their unshed tears

Verses of scarred heart and soul of dreamy child
Flow through the time, but are never really gone
I’m the one to write my own part
Just don’t let me fall, don’t let me drawn

Nothing more I could ask for
But for compassion and holding hand
So I know there is a place I can call home
There is nothing to regret

On My Mind

Tell me what’s on my mind
I cannot see, cannot decide
Where to go within my own world
Trapped in my dreams I’m lost deep beyond

I stepped on this road
Lost in the middle of nowhere
Bring me back home
Let me get rid of my despair
I’m so damn done

Find me in between dreams and real
I just want to love and feel
Let me breathe, let me feel alive
I want to touch the stars high in the sky

Within my dreams
I follow you like it’s for real
But then I’m an echo of thrill
It’s just a fantasy
It’s only in my head
And I’m losing control
And it’s the dead end
I’m afraid to lose it all

It’s all like a fall
Into the void
It’s like a mesmerizing song
Calling to another world
Precious and far
Like a dream of dear heart

Tell me what I am here for
Why I deserve this love
I’m lost and confused
I don’t wanna be abused

Boom! Boom!

Listen here now
Do you hear any sound?

Boom! Boom!

Done with their lies
Done with hypocrisy
Their filthy promise slowly dies
In flames of our ecstasy

Done with their bullshit
Done with their so called sacrifice
Accept this final defeat
Look now up to see it in our eyes

Hear our coming now
With the only sound

Boom! Boom!

Done with all those lies
Done with hypocrites like they are
Let them burn, let them die
From the bottom of the heart

Let it burn now so beautifully
In those flames of love
Let them suffer quite enough
So they could see
How cruel kindness could be

Make them weak
Make them squeak
Make them beg
Make them cry
Soundlessly

And pretend there is just a calm sound of silence
Nothing remains to dwell in dark ignorance
No more scars, none cries, nothing else
But sweet dreams of peace

Boom. Boom.

Just a heartbeat
Just a song on repeat
Smile back at me
With another melody
Nothing left to bring
But tomorrow to meet

Boom!

Nothing To Regret

I cannot sleep, cannot rest
Until it lives deep in my chest
That fear and misery
I feel I’m living in

Though I don’t regret anything
Yeah, don’t regret anything

Deep in my heart I feel this bliss
Like paradise, lost inner peace
I know nothing yet know the truth
I regret anything but youth

Those years of loneliness and pain
I feel like I have nothing to gain
Like everything I’ve had I’ve lost
And still walk with this deep remorse

Though years passed by and changed me
I’ve learnt to be with what I see
Every dream I couldn’t keep
Rests within so deep asleep

Nothing I can regret by now
Not youth, nor any lost bound
I’ve got it all and should move on
Across the fields of years and through the storm

To find bliss within my heart
I should go through the time of love
Like a blooming garden in the middle of spring
I should awake my dear dream
To feel that I shouldn’t regret anything

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