Deep within I see
Lost dreams are real
Deep within I know
What’s meant to fade will go

All the untold words I will memorize
Deep inside my bleeding heart
Like a path to paradise
The dream leads me to the start
Where hidden wishes lie

I see another dawn
I want to go
So far away now
Not to feel, not to see
Every pain within
Tell me, please, I’m loved

Strings weep by the fire
Of my flaming soul
Burning still with the same desire
I’ve heard once in the song

Tell me, please, that I deserve this
To be loved, to be the one to kiss
I need it all, everything and more
I wish to be one’s whole world
But now I wanna go home

I know it’s been too much
The great desire, this wish to touch
I’ve played this game to feel so high
But in the end I’ve lost my mind

This night is dark
Like a dead bride’s gown
No light inside
But this eternal frown
I see it deep within dark velvet eyes
Of black still starless skies

The truth was there from the start
Right in my hoping heart
But I was blind to see it then
Too naive to send farewell

My search goes on
Through all the open doors
This hope for love
Like the river of light it still flows
And leaves a dream so sweet within
To share it with a special one yet still unseen

We haven’t met, but I know for sure
I’ll love you back, your heart so pure
No pain, no hesitation
Just be the one who shows action

I long for deeds, not words
Speak less, do more
So I could leave those distant hopes
Save me, be my home
I’ll be the key to your closed doors

One day I’m gonna be fine
Everything will be alright…

But now I’m losing my mind
I’m selling my heart just for a kind smile
I’m crying through the night
I’m not fine, I’m not fine

Deep inside I knew
It was true
But I couldn’t realize
I was badly mesmerized

I know one day
Everything’s gonna be okay
But now I’m lost and torn
Like broken hope unborn

One day I’m gonna be fine
And everything will be alright
It won’t hurt deep inside
Tearing me fucking apart

Oh, please, save my heart
Let me dream alive
Let me be fine
One more time…

One day I’m gonna be fine
Just one more time

Empty within, eaten by sins
No love for myself, no love for anyone
I’m losing my mind
I’m gone with the wind

I’m crying, I’m crying still
Wishing to be the one
For the one I love
But there is nothing within

We seek the only path
Like it’s gonna be for lifetime
We believe so and long for
This fateful meet just like before

Tell me it’s not in vain
Tell me feelings remain
Tell me there left no pain

I long for another promise
So bad I miss, so bad I miss
Everything you gave me once
The faith, the hope, inner peace

Tell me I can be fine
Tell me I’m not losing my mind
Tell me my heart goes right

Suffocating alone in this misery
I long for one breath just to feel
This is just a bad memory
That it’s not real, it’s not real

I will tell you my soul
I will sing you my world
Tell me your name
While we are still awake

Both lost in destiny’s dance
Dancing bare feet on broken glass
We laugh and kiss
This is our bliss

Pleasure and pain
Tears in vain
Falling down
Upon a golden crown
We search for hope
In the point of no return

Playing cold we fall
Before the last call
We dream of being loved
Where none has a heart

Forget the way we went
There will be no regret
Just tell me the truth
As I still miss you

Pleasure and pain
Tears in vain
Falling down
Upon a golden crown
We search for hope
In the point of no return

We run from ourselves
From what lives in us
The hope under the stars
Ever dreaming in our hearts

Losing my mind in this whirl of faces
I’m loosing the laces
To release and feel free
At least

I’ve never realized I’m broken
Within every prayer unspoken
I’ve never dared to dream
To break free

I’ve been burning within all my life
And have none by my side
Who’ll say I’m fine

Cleanse my mind
I’m crying in the emptiness of the night
In my last resort hidden within
Carving deep scars on my skin

I’m losing my mind
I cry begging for one time
To find my heart
I’m crying to be that one right path

I’m fucking losing my mind
Running across and falling over the edge
I’m crying in the dark of the night
Through the fear and rage
To feel free to say I’m fine

I was burning within all my life
Am I not worth truth and love?
Come closer and say I’m fine

I just wished to be
The one with a dream
Where I could feel

I just dreamt of love
That I tried to find
Seeking everywhere so hard

No more tries
I’m tired of this
No more cries
I won’t seek
As I’m tired of it all
I’m going home

Don’t promise me everything
It all will be gone
Something never changes
And I’m done

Sunset on the roof
Tales through the truth
I wished to believe
But feel like a thief
Taking that was never mine
Maybe with time…

I cannot see any hope
I’m tired of it all
Please, take me back home

Silent cry, distant sight
No guiding light
There is no more love
One look, one step
This is the end

Closed door, empty window
Lonely hope lost long ago
And the heart made of stone
That’s all I’m made of

Midnight fears and frozen tears
Lonesome longing through the years
The rhymes are still the same
But flowing from the heart of pain

Lost in my own darkness
So deep I still caress
Those hopes and dreams
Long lost beliefs
I still keep within

A kiss of love
My only hope
To dwell in awe
With the one I long for

Find and face your destiny
Recall deep memory
That only dream I used to be
For everything I lived and loved
I give my heart once more

In the mist of dying memories I walk alone
Searching for long lost home
Stuck forever in a broken moment of time

In the darkness I look at them all
Those ones who come and go
Leaving everything behind slowly to die

They live their lives
Singing for their dear ones
Forgetting those who left behind
So far from their shiny eyes
Like a shadow in the night
Ash of hope silently dies

I long for everything I’ve written from the heart
For that pure and innocent love
Living in bliss of that hidden awe

Trying to save a tiny drop of hope
For all I long for now and before
Just to believe again once more

Writing every verse like confession
I hope for redemption
Once again to feel free
Just to find the real me

Poems of true love
Written upon my veins
I carve them deep falling down
Through my lonely days
Wandering across the world like blind
Lost in my own delirium I forget about time

Before the mountains fall
Write but only one word
Before I break myself into pieces
For all my dreams and secret memories

Verses and chords
Flowing from the heart
Reverbating echoes
They dwell deep inside

Every secret I keep
They would never see
Every true word they would never hear
As I promised myself to hide it deep

Every feeling, every unshed tear
They won’t see, won’t hear my cry
Before the only one stays near
To comfort me and hold tight

Poems of true love
Written upon my veins
I carve them deep falling down
Through my lonely days
Wandering across the world like blind
Lost in my own delirium I forget about time

Far away through the darkest void into the light
I lie here awaiting for better times to come…