Piano plays in a silent hall
Echoing verses dwell till dawn
We couldn’t know before
That the world would fall
Playing forever from the heart
Like it’s our last night

Ceasing melody fades away
With the last chord sound
Verses lead you astray
Till dead silence dwells around

I choose this path for me to go through
To leave the past behind
For better days of flowing youth
Fading day by day in time

Like first summer nights
The most precious time ever
I play my part all from the heart
Like I used to do forever
Winning by losing from the start
I write in silence to be heard again
I sing deep inside to be forgiven

For all my sins, for all selfish dreams
I wish I could forgive myself first
Before the world falls down breaking in pieces
I wish I were never broken and lost

Broken mirrors show the darkest reflection
No more chances to see compassion
In that illusion of diamond shimmering
As everything is just a lie still withering
Through the moment of fall
In one blink before it’s gone

Forgive me for all I did and haven’t done yet
My life is changing like a mountain river
I tried so hard that I almost disappeared
Hold me now before my soul withers

This time I’ll find the right way still hidden
Following this feeling
This time I’ll do everything right to be forgiven
Without dark pain within

Promise me I won’t be lost
Tell me it’s not my fault
I won’t be the last or the first
To fall into this dead cold
Just hold me away from the edge
That could become my final page

Life is withering away
Like sundown in a hideaway
Every day, every moment I try to get 
Is but a step away from my true self

No begging on my knees
Like I did it before
No more tears
I’ve shed enough
Now I have my pride to go

You saw smoke in the mirrors
And a closed door
I am living in this cage for so damn long
Having no other place to go

Memories fade away
Seconds slip away
Year by year, day by day
Everything withers away
And I feel like I’m gone too
Through the lost day of youth

I have secrets to keep still
So none else knows
Deep inside hidden beneath
Behind all the closed doors
I keep my dreams within

As nothing matters, but the heart
Thrice broken and healed
Though not the next time
Another fall it won’t survive
Yet I have no fear

I don’t wanna be a selfish whore
Or a shy virgin
I wanna be the one and only forevermore
The one you will be afraid to lose
So I could be yours
Your hidden dream
The sweetest sin
Love me deep to see
How different I could ever be

I’ll be your misery
Your greatest pain and desire
Your tempting melody
Flowing through the midnight hour

I’ll be your hope
Your sweetest bliss and guiding light
Leading you home
I’ll be the dream of your heart
Just let me in
Like a fleeting feel

I’m the awe
You long for
I’m the dawn
Upon your throne
Golden light in dark eyes
Starlit lullaby echoing in the night

Close your eyes and call my name
I feel you through the lines you write
This never was a game
I see your eyes and smile so bright

This time you’ll see it’s all for real
The wish and dreams
Your soul knows the way
Through the dark of night and light of day

You will see
What you mean to me
And what I am to you
It’s all true

Come closer, dear
Let down your guards
None ever saw your fear
But a pair of blue eyes

Come closer, dear
Let me rest in your arms
Before they draw near
To rot behind the bars

You know, I’m not a saint
Long gone are my years of innocence
My hands are bloodred from sins
Too far from your dreams
Are you here for that child
Or your partner in crime?

Come closer, darling
Do you see it now?
It’s a good bargain
But they call it love

Close your eyes to see the real me
A feasting beast, ever greedy and hungry
Kiss me deep to feel the taste
Too good to waste
But you should understand
This road has a dead end

Sometimes I feel
Like it’s all not real
Sometimes I feel
I’m getting thin
Like a trembling string

All I hear is a sound of alarm
I cannot breathe and fall down
All the sights are gone

Beaten, broken and not fixed
Like a puppet
They shout “just dance!”
But I can’t, I can’t
A puppet is tired and triggered
Not innocent and a little bit mad

Sometimes I feel
Like I am not real
Sometime I see
There’s left so little of me
Like one trembling string

Alarm, alarm, alarm, alarm, alarm
Sounds in my head
Damn, damn, damn, damn, damn
Where is the end?
Oh, no, no, no, I cannot take it anymore
When it’s all just be gone?!

They shout
“Just dance!”
Get lost, stupid moron
Call the police
There is gonna be hot like in hell
Just watch it till the end

Sometimes I feel
This isn’t real
It’s just a dream
A game of mind
Funeral of the mankind

Alarm, damn, alarm
It’s all now gone
No ringing sound
Just peaceful silence
Come and watch my dance

Alone and still breathing
Is it so unusual nowadays?
Hoping for true feeling
In my dark hideaway

These dreams live within like a miracle
So tender, yet unbreakable
Escaping from reality
I still believe in a happy ending story

In love but still dreaming
Is it so bad to have a heart?
A storyteller, but no deceiving
Always true in my art

I know there are too many roads to go
Withering in an endless flow
Though still seeking the one path through
To find the only one truth

Living in hopeless believing
Tears cascade down like mountain streams
Bitter but always pure
Like that childhood cure
I know it hurts, but it won’t be worse
Silence hurts more than any angry words

Alone, but never lonely
It’s a usual thing nowadays
Drifting in the sea of lost memories
It’s like living in a circle of endlessness

In dreams so close, though still so far
I always write it all from the heart
Alone, but never lonely
Like unplayed melody
I dwell in this echo of dreams
Still living in me

Blood to blood
Silence echoes within
Everything you loved
Turns in stardust in the wind

One moment you are on the top
Next you are falling down
Life is a tricky thing
Number of choices made by destiny

Run from your fears, but you are running in circles
Chasing the real within every nightmare that hurts more
A road to heaven turned into fall to burning flames
Close your eyes and feel like it’s a flight to the Earth’s core

Fear to fear
Year after year
We fall and rise
Losing our paths

One moment you love
Next you hate even more
Life is a tricky thing
Number of ways written by destiny

Break free from this madness burning in your soul
Close your eyes and let your heart drown silently
Beyond the restless river of time we all follow
Into quivering waters of calm ocean beneath

Seek and set free
Every dream to see
What lies beneath

Close your eyes with an open heart
Look through yourself to feel who you are
Clear your mind and follow this path

Within every memory
We lose a part of our heart
Why does it hurt so deep
When we choose the wrong path through the dark?

The flowering starfall through the night
Breaks the darkness apart
With burning sparks of light

Pain turns into lost paths
Leading us back to the start
When we were still pure with an innocent heart

Reading those ever withered pages
Forever burnt, forever gone
We seek the same old faces
In the crowd because of love

Memories hurt deep, but the lies hurt deeper
Like a hidden door to the secret nightmare
We search for relief somewhere we don’t feel lost
Trying to save our soul from pain by any cost

Sweet blossom of spring
Honey dew of summer dawn
True words of love flow with the wind
Forever dear and never gone

Pain gives us experience and a chance to see
What hides beneath every dream we turn real
Without this way we wouldn’t know how to feel

Old songs tell the same stories
Like all those darkest memories
We used to hide under dusty sheets

Lost fairytales, repeating rhymes
Echoing chords and belling charms
I lose myself in this whirl of melodies wild
Trying to escape from this mad bound
Another dream of the faded page of childhood
Cascading still with fresh petals, sweet love of youth

Memories lost within are never gone
They live deep in soul
Sometimes they heal, sometimes they hurt more

Like a long coastline road
They lead us back home
To the one dear door

When the rain drops fall on the ground
I look up into the sky to see
Where is the rainbow, where is the sun

Why all the stories end the same way
With silent regrets and no wish to stay
Why the mirror lies broken
Why all the words left unspoken
Where is the way back in time
To erase every tear, every lie

Silently I whisper a wish through the night
To reach the memory resting still deep inside
A tiny lost moment forever hidden in my heart

We choose the wrong paths
Make foolish mistakes
Write those letters with best regards
Hoping for no answers
Seeking the truth we ask the runes and the cards
But never ask ourselves

Look deep into your heart to find within
The one deepest secret memory
That makes you feel the darkest misery

I look in the mirror to see
What I ever used to be
And what I’ve become now
Asking myself “But how?”
We all are lost in some way
But once we chose to stay

We live through the pain and hidden memories
To feel the moment of our misery
Deep within where none can see
What we ever could be

Tell me what you see looking in the mirror
Turning loose your heart in the dreamless world
Burn down within that memory
That makes you feel lost and weak
Fall down into your deepest sin
To know it’s all just a dream

I see the sky getting clear and blue again
There is no storm, no tears, no pain
Life goes on still taking all the cold away

Songs in a sleep, sweet nightmare within dear lullaby
Dreamless nights in one only sigh
Leaving all pains behind

Deep within I see the door back through time
I hear the call of the secrets still blind
Cruel games of mind

I can’t take anymore
Any single teardrop
Any scream of fear
Can you hear me?

Save me from my mind
I’m sick of these games
Hide me from my mind
I’m tired of seeking all the hideaways

Find the way through the darkness
Living inside you and me
In everyone of us
Don’t leave me to die
Empty and broken aside

Silence revives a weeping heart
Drop by drop pushing blood inside
You caress my hair while I’m still in my dream

Lost in a memory trap I long for every rhyme
Every single promise hidden within each line
With awakening only I see the real

We never lose the trust in us
In who we are
Living in each thought, every word
Far above and deep beyond

We live in each glance and smile
In every poet’s verse
Below every storyline
Of a little cute artwork

We are a dream, but still real
Dwelling deep in the sea of our hopes
We play silently our own songs
To share the light from within