Let me stay and caress every dawn
With a silent song full of hope and awe
They say it’s all sadness and pain
But there is always light in the dark hidden to chase

Let me stay for a little bit longer
I will paint another day with a silver-like chord
Playing still a silent love song of a loner
Who weeps and smiles at the new dawn of this world

Gaze at the stars above
What is it but true love
Great wonder of this world
To see a falling star reflecting in your eyes

Let me stay in your arms tonight
This dream won’t fade with awakening
Caress me still and play on your part
Like there are no scars, no longing

I look at you with tenderness and awe
Listening to the stories and letting it go
Every memory and pain
Everything I used to carry within
All the drama is gone

Let me stay by your side
Gazing at the stars tonight
Untold words on faded pages
Silent sigh of a hoping heart
Still nothing else matters

A drop of dew trembles on the leaf
A reflection of new birth
Cascading with ancient echoes beneath
Upon the edge of the earth

Restless road away from home
Where I belong to having nowhere to go
Endless years on the road
To rest in silence from the buzz of the world

I bid farewell
To the valleys and dales
Leaving them to dwell
Forever in the past days
I choose another path to go
Finding my true home

Let me in, darling
I will curl up on your couch
To rest from hiding
From the end of the world
Longing still for your touch

Take my hand and let’s go
Leave ghosts of the past behind the door
The world lies beyond your porch

Forgive and forget ever gone days
They are but shadows of feels without pain
Let them draw far away
Remember nothing is ever in vain

Take me in, darling
As I stand on your porch
Lost and tired of trying
To be better me, but no more

Feelings are hard to fake
If you are a great pretender
But so easy to break
To make you surrender

I don’t wanna erase my mind
From the memories of this time

Give me a moment another step to take
How many ways I should walk before
The better chance will correct this mistake
Leading me right to your door

Dreaming within a dream
I run away for all sake
Where none can take in
While I’m still awake

Delicate shell is easy to break
For another hit to take
But do you still care
If you once dare?

Would you enter this door if you have nowhere else to go?
Like an option not a matter of choice
Darkness always lives in us like a voiceless shadow
Until the moment we stop to rejoice

The storm comes next taking everything so dear to you
You lose control falling into the blue
Like in first years of wild and careless youth
Losing yourself in drunken promises too far from truth
So none can see
What lies beneath

Beyond the borderline
Still shakes a bloodred rope
That tied me for a long time
Far beyond empty hope
And bones still shake within
Like a withered dream

Daydreaming yet awake
Every breath that you take
Wait until fear drowns into the misery
Until it’s gone to the vanity

The path goes on through the broken glass
All torn town hall
Grey streets all in ruins and burnt grass
None to find, none to call
This place is long forsaken
Like a lost paper lantern

Empty shell, silent tune
Flowing away with the wind
Through the storm to burn
With every untold dream
I long for so long

Daydreaming yet awake
Every turn you take
Waiting silently until it sleeps
That dreamless fear making you weep

Lost story to tell
Silent magic spell
Never spoken lines dwell within
Until the silence breaks with a feeling
You’ve never told anyone
Mystery of your misery is gone

Piano plays in a silent hall
Echoing verses dwell till dawn
We couldn’t know before
That the world would fall
Playing forever from the heart
Like it’s our last night

Ceasing melody fades away
With the last chord sound
Verses lead you astray
Till dead silence dwells around

I choose this path for me to go through
To leave the past behind
For better days of flowing youth
Fading day by day in time

Like first summer nights
The most precious time ever
I play my part all from the heart
Like I used to do forever
Winning by losing from the start
I write in silence to be heard again
I sing deep inside to be forgiven

For all my sins, for all selfish dreams
I wish I could forgive myself first
Before the world falls down breaking in pieces
I wish I were never broken and lost

Broken mirrors show the darkest reflection
No more chances to see compassion
In that illusion of diamond shimmering
As everything is just a lie still withering
Through the moment of fall
In one blink before it’s gone

Forgive me for all I did and haven’t done yet
My life is changing like a mountain river
I tried so hard that I almost disappeared
Hold me now before my soul withers

This time I’ll find the right way still hidden
Following this feeling
This time I’ll do everything right to be forgiven
Without dark pain within

Promise me I won’t be lost
Tell me it’s not my fault
I won’t be the last or the first
To fall into this dead cold
Just hold me away from the edge
That could become my final page

Life is withering away
Like sundown in a hideaway
Every day, every moment I try to get 
Is but a step away from my true self

No begging on my knees
Like I did it before
No more tears
I’ve shed enough
Now I have my pride to go

You saw smoke in the mirrors
And a closed door
I am living in this cage for so damn long
Having no other place to go

Memories fade away
Seconds slip away
Year by year, day by day
Everything withers away
And I feel like I’m gone too
Through the lost day of youth

I have secrets to keep still
So none else knows
Deep inside hidden beneath
Behind all the closed doors
I keep my dreams within

As nothing matters, but the heart
Thrice broken and healed
Though not the next time
Another fall it won’t survive
Yet I have no fear

I don’t wanna be a selfish whore
Or a shy virgin
I wanna be the one and only forevermore
The one you will be afraid to lose
So I could be yours
Your hidden dream
The sweetest sin
Love me deep to see
How different I could ever be

I’ll be your misery
Your greatest pain and desire
Your tempting melody
Flowing through the midnight hour

I’ll be your hope
Your sweetest bliss and guiding light
Leading you home
I’ll be the dream of your heart
Just let me in
Like a fleeting feel

I’m the awe
You long for
I’m the dawn
Upon your throne
Golden light in dark eyes
Starlit lullaby echoing in the night

Close your eyes and call my name
I feel you through the lines you write
This never was a game
I see your eyes and smile so bright

This time you’ll see it’s all for real
The wish and dreams
Your soul knows the way
Through the dark of night and light of day

You will see
What you mean to me
And what I am to you
It’s all true

Come closer, dear
Let down your guards
None ever saw your fear
But a pair of blue eyes

Come closer, dear
Let me rest in your arms
Before they draw near
To rot behind the bars

You know, I’m not a saint
Long gone are my years of innocence
My hands are bloodred from sins
Too far from your dreams
Are you here for that child
Or your partner in crime?

Come closer, darling
Do you see it now?
It’s a good bargain
But they call it love

Close your eyes to see the real me
A feasting beast, ever greedy and hungry
Kiss me deep to feel the taste
Too good to waste
But you should understand
This road has a dead end

Sometimes I feel
Like it’s all not real
Sometimes I feel
I’m getting thin
Like a trembling string

All I hear is a sound of alarm
I cannot breathe and fall down
All the sights are gone

Beaten, broken and not fixed
Like a puppet
They shout “just dance!”
But I can’t, I can’t
A puppet is tired and triggered
Not innocent and a little bit mad

Sometimes I feel
Like I am not real
Sometime I see
There’s left so little of me
Like one trembling string

Alarm, alarm, alarm, alarm, alarm
Sounds in my head
Damn, damn, damn, damn, damn
Where is the end?
Oh, no, no, no, I cannot take it anymore
When it’s all just be gone?!

They shout
“Just dance!”
Get lost, stupid moron
Call the police
There is gonna be hot like in hell
Just watch it till the end

Sometimes I feel
This isn’t real
It’s just a dream
A game of mind
Funeral of the mankind

Alarm, damn, alarm
It’s all now gone
No ringing sound
Just peaceful silence
Come and watch my dance

Alone and still breathing
Is it so unusual nowadays?
Hoping for true feeling
In my dark hideaway

These dreams live within like a miracle
So tender, yet unbreakable
Escaping from reality
I still believe in a happy ending story

In love but still dreaming
Is it so bad to have a heart?
A storyteller, but no deceiving
Always true in my art

I know there are too many roads to go
Withering in an endless flow
Though still seeking the one path through
To find the only one truth

Living in hopeless believing
Tears cascade down like mountain streams
Bitter but always pure
Like that childhood cure
I know it hurts, but it won’t be worse
Silence hurts more than any angry words

Alone, but never lonely
It’s a usual thing nowadays
Drifting in the sea of lost memories
It’s like living in a circle of endlessness

In dreams so close, though still so far
I always write it all from the heart
Alone, but never lonely
Like unplayed melody
I dwell in this echo of dreams
Still living in me