A Tricky Thing

Blood to blood
Silence echoes within
Everything you loved
Turns in stardust in the wind

One moment you are on the top
Next you are falling down
Life is a tricky thing
Number of choices made by destiny

Run from your fears, but you are running in circles
Chasing the real within every nightmare that hurts more
A road to heaven turned into fall to burning flames
Close your eyes and feel like it’s a flight to the Earth’s core

Fear to fear
Year after year
We fall and rise
Losing our paths

One moment you love
Next you hate even more
Life is a tricky thing
Number of ways written by destiny

Break free from this madness burning in your soul
Close your eyes and let your heart drown silently
Beyond the restless river of time we all follow
Into quivering waters of calm ocean beneath

Seek and set free
Every dream to see
What lies beneath

Close your eyes with an open heart
Look through yourself to feel who you are
Clear your mind and follow this path

Memories

Within every memory
We lose a part of our heart
Why does it hurt so deep
When we choose the wrong path through the dark?

The flowering starfall through the night
Breaks the darkness apart
With burning sparks of light

Pain turns into lost paths
Leading us back to the start
When we were still pure with an innocent heart

Reading those ever withered pages
Forever burnt, forever gone
We seek the same old faces
In the crowd because of love

Memories hurt deep, but the lies hurt deeper
Like a hidden door to the secret nightmare
We search for relief somewhere we don’t feel lost
Trying to save our soul from pain by any cost

Sweet blossom of spring
Honey dew of summer dawn
True words of love flow with the wind
Forever dear and never gone

Pain gives us experience and a chance to see
What hides beneath every dream we turn real
Without this way we wouldn’t know how to feel

Old songs tell the same stories
Like all those darkest memories
We used to hide under dusty sheets

Lost fairytales, repeating rhymes
Echoing chords and belling charms
I lose myself in this whirl of melodies wild
Trying to escape from this mad bound
Another dream of the faded page of childhood
Cascading still with fresh petals, sweet love of youth

Memories lost within are never gone
They live deep in soul
Sometimes they heal, sometimes they hurt more

Like a long coastline road
They lead us back home
To the one dear door

Storm

When the rain drops fall on the ground
I look up into the sky to see
Where is the rainbow, where is the sun

Why all the stories end the same way
With silent regrets and no wish to stay
Why the mirror lies broken
Why all the words left unspoken
Where is the way back in time
To erase every tear, every lie

Silently I whisper a wish through the night
To reach the memory resting still deep inside
A tiny lost moment forever hidden in my heart

We choose the wrong paths
Make foolish mistakes
Write those letters with best regards
Hoping for no answers
Seeking the truth we ask the runes and the cards
But never ask ourselves

Look deep into your heart to find within
The one deepest secret memory
That makes you feel the darkest misery

I look in the mirror to see
What I ever used to be
And what I’ve become now
Asking myself “But how?”
We all are lost in some way
But once we chose to stay

We live through the pain and hidden memories
To feel the moment of our misery
Deep within where none can see
What we ever could be

Tell me what you see looking in the mirror
Turning loose your heart in the dreamless world
Burn down within that memory
That makes you feel lost and weak
Fall down into your deepest sin
To know it’s all just a dream

I see the sky getting clear and blue again
There is no storm, no tears, no pain
Life goes on still taking all the cold away

Deep In Mind

Songs in a sleep, sweet nightmare within dear lullaby
Dreamless nights in one only sigh
Leaving all pains behind

Deep within I see the door back through time
I hear the call of the secrets still blind
Cruel games of mind

I can’t take anymore
Any single teardrop
Any scream of fear
Can you hear me?

Save me from my mind
I’m sick of these games
Hide me from my mind
I’m tired of seeking all the hideaways

Find the way through the darkness
Living inside you and me
In everyone of us
Don’t leave me to die
Empty and broken aside

Silence revives a weeping heart
Drop by drop pushing blood inside
You caress my hair while I’m still in my dream

Lost in a memory trap I long for every rhyme
Every single promise hidden within each line
With awakening only I see the real

We never lose the trust in us
In who we are
Living in each thought, every word
Far above and deep beyond

We live in each glance and smile
In every poet’s verse
Below every storyline
Of a little cute artwork

We are a dream, but still real
Dwelling deep in the sea of our hopes
We play silently our own songs
To share the light from within

Hold Me Deep

Longing forever is like now or never
Dwelling within dear eyes
Falling deeper and deeper
Through all the moonless nights

Hold me deep inside your heart until my pain is gone
Love me deep so I won’t ever again feel alone
Caress my longing as I am lost without your faith and hand
Let me be the one forsaken within your heart and soul till the end

Shadows die at dawn
I am but another dreamer
The one caught yet forlorn
Hoping still through now and forever

See within blue eyes all unshed tears
All untold fears through long dark years
I am that dreamer who smiles against the worst pain

Hold me deep inside your heart until my pain is gone
Love me deep so I won’t ever again feel alone
Caress my longing as I am lost without your faith and hand
Let me be the one forsaken within your heart and soul till the end

My thoughts and dreams are more than the words can tell
Hold me tight, don’t let me fall
Every single verse is deeper than the darkest well
I cannot let it go, no, no, no

Hear my sudden cry in midnight hour
Every fear comes alive
Save me before the darkness could devour
Every tiny bit of my heart

Hold me deep inside your heart until my pain is gone
Love me deep so I won’t ever again feel alone
Caress my longing as I am lost without your faith and hand
Let me be the one forsaken within your heart and soul till the end

Let me rest at the bottom of your heart
After this endless fight for life
Let me sleep by your side after midnight
Feed my feel with one kind smile
So my sun could rise and shine
Let me touch the skies reflecting deep in your eyes

Far Across The Dales

Time runs and flows
Across misty mountains
All covered with snow
While the heart rests in silence

Dreamy-eyed child asks for a lullaby
Painting all those valleys and rivers
All the mountain tops so high
Echoing still among silver days of forever

Pale fingers touch a scar
While resting upon your chest
Dew-like rhymes caress the heart
While tired mind tries to rest
I sing in a dream of blooming trees
Sending my oath and warmth with the wind

Far away across the rivers and seas
My path lies across the mountains and hills
To find once again my heart
I’ve left there apart

Time sings of the cascading dreams
They fall down where none sees
Far beyond quivering waves
Of old memories and days

I can see hard questions in your eyes
Hush, it’s time to rest now, dear
There are gonna be better times
For answers and hopes, hold a tear

Sleep well, love
Caress your dreams
Keep within a hope
We both haven’t yet lost
Unlock my heart, here’s the key
It’s yours now to keep
Don’t lose it wandering around the world

Crimson Waves

I know I could be a problem, could be a disaster
I could be another, does it really matter
What I am if I couldn’t be someone else
Even if I could I wouldn’t change

Because it’s a play
It’s hard to be a great pretender
And make someone stay
Not one day but forever
I don’t wanna play even from the heart
Just wanna be myself in this real life art

Will you need someone like me?
In this enormous sea
Of all the other people much better in real
There is someone far way better, you see

I’m a trouble, I’m disease
A nightmare and a tease
But still I’m true
Never lying to you

Childish laugh in the middle of the night
Honey sweet lullaby, Northern star light
I play you through the midnight time

Creepy stories and sweet love ballads
I am but another tale upon silent pages
Teasing lines, bloodred rhymes torn apart
Withering still upon sharp razor edges

Drunken promises, cascading eyes
Agony turned into bliss
With all dead memories and forgotten times
I feel it so deep beyond all my feels

It’s a game, childish dream
Play with me, play with me
I know where you hide so now I seek
Play with me, play with me
In this crimson sea
Losing myself in luring melody so sweet

Two Sides

Sharp mind, wicked games
Sly smile, devil’s flame inside
A few souls know what the  heart plays
What’s hidden within blue eyes

Deep inside the shadows lie
There is darkness within tiny spark of light
Sweet moments of life
Dwelling echoes and marshmallow rhymes

Two sides of light and shadow
I know, I know, I know
It’s like looking in the dark mirror
We seek ourselves in the lines to understand our soul
Trying to find a hidden door
That leads to the depth of our own

Silent verse, honey dew rhymes
A lullaby flows still through the night
Hope lives deep inside every heart
Dwelling still in bright blue eyes

Two sides of light and shadow
I know, I know, I know
It’s like looking in the dark mirror
We seek ourselves in the lines to understand our soul
Trying to find a hidden door
That leads to the depth of our own

We hide what is dear
Deeper than anyone could see
Deeper and deeper year by year
Hiding what we ever wished to be

Two sides of light and shadow
I know, I know, I know
It’s like looking in the dark mirror
We seek ourselves in the lines to understand our soul
Trying to find a hidden door
That leads to the depth of our own

Songs are the mirrors
Leading us into the deep
We seek to believe
That light lives in the shadows

Midnight’s Eyes

Take me to bed, hold me tight
Write down my dreams, sing me a lullaby
Midnight is close, but I’m still awake
Let me feel safe with the sound of every breath you take

Time and tide
Sweet tune of a lullaby
Midnight’s eyes
Cascading starlight
Whisper my name and hold me tight

Falling asleep I bear a dream
A silent voice of a child within
Dear memories of years long gone
Shadows of the past lie now forlorn

Darkness below and withered pages
Lost in between ever gone faces
Take my hand now and lead me away
Across the golden bridge to another day

Time and tide
Sweet tune of a lullaby
Midnight’s eyes
Cascading starlight
Whisper my name and hold me tight

Peaceful scenery, blissful dream
Like a kiss of hope dwelling in me
Morning dew, silent rhymes
Hidden message lost between the lines

Falling asleep on your chest
Late night, it’s time to rest
Embrace me tight
Let me dream sweetly through the night

Time and tide
Sweet tune of a lullaby
Midnight’s eyes
Cascading starlight
Whisper my name and hold me tight

Unholy

Deep in the sleep I see
Endless white shore and silver sea
Dream or real
Is this long forgotten realm?

True or fake
Is every step I take?
Tell me if I’m wrong
Searching for hope

Deep inside I still believe every your word
Have this endless feel that you won’t hurt
All the fears are gone forever, they turn to dust
Everything I feel about you is undoubted trust

What shall I think if I feel it deep in heart
Tell me I’m mad, I’m insane
Though that’s all I feel deep inside
If it isn’t true then everything was in vain

I’m not a priest
Nothing holy left in me
No wishes, no dreams
Can’t you see?

I’m what I am
With all my dark side and sins
A walking problem
But so damn sincere in my dreams

Deep inside I still believe every your word
Have this endless feel that you won’t hurt
All the fears are gone forever, they turn to dust
Everything I feel about you is undoubted trust

Tell me I’m insane
But still sincere
Through bliss and pain
I’m always near
Dreaming and singing
Caressing you within
I’m always closer than you think

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