Every time I look at my life
I see every single lie
All the things I’ve tried to hide
To paint darkness with light
Every time we talk after silence
A few days apart in madness
I know I’m alone in this
Eternal cascade of dreams
I hate myself for this hope
Every thought about you
For this anguish longing for you
You feel heavy because of this love
Every dream I write for you
Every verse I paint with you
I hate myself for this world within
Living in me with a blossom feeling
For every unspoken word and song unsung
I cry in the night until I’m done
I hate myself for this hope
Every thought about you
For this anguish longing for you
You feel heavy because of this love
Every dream I write for you
Every verse I share with you
When I stop dreaming of your voice
I don’t really know
This is my swansong heart choice
To keep in a flow
Belong to this smoke in fading echoes
I hate myself for this hope
Every thought about you
For this anguish longing for you
You feel heavy because of this love
Every dream I write for you
Every verse I share with you
I stop only if my heart has no rhythm
And the world fades with all my believing
Is there any chance not to be just a dream?
Everything I love lives in you
Every scar, every song, every tale
All the memories we share
I love everything I find in you
Every sin, every wound, every pain
Every movie time and coffee day
I love everything with you
Wild Heart
Deep waters seem still and calm
None could ever deny
It’s true what they see
But a wild heart is what it used to be
Still beating
Keeps on dreaming
A wild heart is what it is
They used to call me a geek
Shy and cute, I wish it were true
Come closer and you could see
What was seen by a few
Wicked smile, spark in blue eyes
Sweet whispers and silent lullabies
Words that never were a lie
An angel
For someone
Cold danger
For another
A dream or a beast
You can choose what you’ll get
A lover or a disaster
A wild heart longs for long journeys through life
Playing hide and seek with time
With burning eyes and the brightest smile
Catch me up, don’t let fall
Before the moment is gone
Burn me up with one call
Let’s entwine in a pure song
Heart of wild and innocent soul
Heart’s Light
In the darkness of your eyes
I see the light
Tell me I am a fool in love
But I still feel no lies
Even if it’s only in my mind
I know still my heart
That you make beat with one sight
I’ve lost my path in the dark
So long ago
Saying it not for a lark
I wish I could go
One day to wake up
And never be alone
You dwell in your real
I drown in my dream
Forgetting all the pain
At the end of each day
These lines will flow back to your heart
Right from mine
Reaching it once in time
I walk alone along this path
In morning dew and pale sunrise
To know for sure you are alright
I’ve lost my path
But you show me the way now
Sharing the light from the heart
Every time I fall down
You always help me to rise up
And I’m still grateful for
All you do for me though this time
Two Sides
Like two sides of a coin
Like two parts of a puzzle
As deep as the void
The story that life is based on
Tell me if my heart is broken
If yes, then have it like a token
And follow your dreams
It will help you live
Like darkness and light
Like dream and reality
We’re walking side by side
Through life as it used to be
Tell me if there is no hope
I will come with this and go
Leaving it all behind
Like a sad song in my mind
Tell me if I’m wrong
And there was no reason to hope
Tell me if my heart mistook
When I’ve got my eyes on you
Like two parts of one soul
Like two verses of lovesong
We come together along
This long, long road
Tell me if my heart is whole
And there is a path to follow
I will be guiding light of your own
Shining so bright for your soul
The Door
Silent call
Endless fall
Cold and forlorn
I’m just a broken doll
It’s just one pill
And a bright way to the light
Every dream turns real
Bringing you back to life
One, two, three
Just leave me be
Four, five, six
It was just one kiss
Seven, eight
Lead me to the gate
Nine, ten
It’s just farewell
Welcome home
I’ve been waiting for so long
Lost and torn
Tell me once more that I’m wrong
Bleeding, pleading
Asking for more
Breaking, believing
I still need a bit of love
It’s just one pill
That will make you dream
Take it in and feel
Drunken bliss rises within
One, two, three
Let me be
Four, five, six
Leave me one kiss
Seven, eight
It’s not late yet
Nine, ten
One step closer to heaven
Take my hand and lead me home
Once again bring me back my hope
I’ve never been asking for more
Just stay with behind this door
Together
Back to back
We stand against the whole world
Until the end
There are just us both
From childish years
Through all unfair tears
We walked this road together
Through the tough days
Across this bloody field of fears
We walked this road together
Side by side
We go now
Hiding in front the crowd
Loving every scar in the night
We walk now
Across the ashburn field
To touch that flaming dream
I forget who I am with you
Just a lonely traveller, a hopeful child
Still innocent, still pure
You are my caring wolf
Forever walking by my side
Even when everything is ruined
Side by side
We go now
Hiding in front of the crowd
Loving every scar in the night
We dwell together now
Among ever lost paths
We seek that trust
We’ve found in each other’s heart
Falling
I wish I could forget
I wish I could regret
But I wanna fall into you
Tell me I’m wrong
Tell me it cannot be real now
Though I won’t leave hope
I just wanna drown
In this endless flow
Don’t make me forget
Don’t push me away
I still will be there
Walking this long way
Just to be near
I won’t regret my choice
Dwelling with your voice
I melt together with your play
Chasing all the fears away
I would give my everything
The hope, the love, the whole world
But nothing of this you need
I wish I could ever let it go
Though this is what I feel
I won’t regret
I won’t forget
Falling deeper in you
Dark, Weak, Lonesome
Tomorrow dawn tastes like
Sweet honey dew and bitter black coffee
Seasons go with time and tide
Just another way to feel and dream
You see the way, but it’s too far
None can step, none can reach
Like wandering among the shadows in the dark
Searching for silver light of the bridge
You hide your tears
Not because of fear
But of that paralyzing weakness
The one can see in your eyes
The way takes you far
Right through the dark
Where you dwelt for long
Bold, drunk and high
Telling yourself lies
Every fucked up dawn
Not a saint, unholy, yet true
The one who knew the dark side
I wish I could paint you
Through the beat of heart
Those memories live within
Tearing and weaving another path
And pain is slowly ceasing
Leaving a long pale mark
Unseen and deep print
Upon black heart
None dies without scars
Upon our soul or our skin
Yet we all have our marks
Unforgotten, unforgiven
Look through the mirror and see
The endless way across dead field
Of untold tales, of all the human pain
All those fallen in vain
Leaving this world in time
Is but a greatest pleasure
Just to vanish with tide
Without any pressure
To drown silently in quivering waves
Of ever fading dreams of our last days
We seek another world
To be heard and forgiven
The words dwell now untold
But so deep and pleading
Like Drops Of Heaven
Silent words like drops of heaven
Fall down on the ground
Like old chords forsaken
Breaking without any sound
I was alone in the darkness
Longing for a glimpse of hope
I walked like lifeless
Without meaning in this world
One moment turned my life upside down
I’ve heard long forgotten sound
That were you playing in the crowd
So focused like there was none around
That moment I was lost and mesmerized
Like drunk or paralyzed
I couldn’t get my eyes off you
And believe that it’s true
You came into my life
And broke the ice shell
I’ve lived in without light
Torn in that closed well
In my darkest hour
You were there to give me your hand
Until all the pain was devoured
And I finally could find strength to stand
You brought me back to life
Showed me paradise
Oh, I was so damn blind
Before I looked in your eyes
I dared to face the truth
And look deep in me
It’s all because of you
I can let myself dream
Seek better future within
Give a child’s heart a hope
You make me believe
In the best of this unholy world
The Others
I remember those years
When days of youth were bright
Everything seemed so real
Like a path in pale moonlight
In this insanity of the mad world
I see the way across
When none could say a word
Dwelling in faded echoes
I saw the beauty yet unseen
Like through a child’s memory
Beyond the edges of life
We seek pure light
Wandering blindly in the dark
Chasing the past we lose our future
Longing for all gone days
In the end we are never so pure
We forget ourselves
I long for the day when I can see
The better world I still believe in
Like I used to when I was a kid
In this insanity of the mad world
I see the way across
When none could say a word
Dwelling in faded echoes
I saw the beauty yet unseen
Like through a child’s memory
You walked through thorns and broken glass
I cried in the night longing for a dream
Yet in these mad past years we look in each other’s eyes
Seeking that we’ve lost in that endless sea
So close, yet so far
I look like in the mirror
Deep into your heart
Still we are the others