Yesterday turned to ashes
Flowing away with the wind
Everything goes and changes
With a fleeting moment of time

Silence and dust
All that remains
From that who were us

Darkness below rests deep in the void
Crushing the still of another night
Every sound of laugh, every moment of joy
Is gone in a minute with spark of light

Do you see that blooming garden
Within every verse written and gone?
Do you feel the pain beyond smile
When all masks finally fell down?

Memories turn faded in this silence
And the melody dwells still in those echoes
But the world is slowly dying
Reflecting in dark ash shadows

You know the truth
I wrote those verses through
All the memories of youth

Forgive me for every word
I’ve never lied, you know
And never wished to hurt

Forget every rule I wrote once for you
Forget every second of damn hesitation
Let you be just you
Turn loose all your passion

Turn off the lights
See only the fire in my eyes
Please, set you free
Make me believe
We are here and now

Forget every rule you wrote for me
Forget every tear we dropped in a sleep
Let me have another chance
To drown in your glance

I long for another dream
To make it real
I long for this moment dwelling in us
Like sunlight plays on the glass
I don’t wanna be forever gone

Forget every rule, every taboo
I want you by my side
I just need you
To be my only guiding light

Take a step from this void
Take my hand to hold
Hold it tight
Through many a night
Don’t look behind

Forget all the pain we were once through
It’s gone now
Forget every single rule
Just listen to this sound
This silent song I’m playing for you
This silent song you’re playing for me

Losing myself in first dawn dream
I cannot reach the truth through this feeling
Reading in dark glance every thought
I cannot catch a moment when I’m lost

Like a shooting star
Desire burns within desperately
I’m lost in this beautiful dark

Longing unconditionally for a touch
I try to find the right approach
To dive deep into the sea of hopes
Without any remorse

Lead me through the shadows
To the lights along the road of thorns
Lead me to the land of dreams
To ease this pain and thrill

Make the impossible real
Make me forget every single tear
I want to live, to breathe, to feel
Make my heart dwell with relief
I haven’t felt for many a year

There is a key to feel better
Time and distance doesn’t matter
If there is a hope to see the light behind
I can wait for a lifetime

Just come to me and stay by my side
For a moment or forever
Leaving every tear behind

Losing myself in first dawn dream
I cannot forget this awe within
When I read in dark glance every thought
I knew that moment when I was lost

Wind takes away tears from the past
Making heart free from pain at last

You see it looking at me in the first rays of day
While I lie sleeping in your arms
The sorrows and old fears are fading away
With sweet kisses through long nights

Like promises told yet undone
We flow with time above
Caressing and healing each other’s scars so old
We’ve got long, long ago

Touch the strings of my soul
Play another chord
Looking deep in my eyes
While I look back at you with a smile

Taste the spring from my lips
It’s like wine, like endless bliss
Join me in this fight
Fearless dance for life

Forgotten yet not abandoned
We walk along this long road
For years of loneliness in the crowd
Till one day the string broke with a trembling sound

Eyes to eyes, soul to soul
The world parted into before and now
Every tune flows with a memory forlorn
Dwelling with innocent blossom of time

Into the darkest void I will follow to bring the light
To heal your heart from sorrows and pain
We can bring hope and sweet awe of life
Just catch my hand and don’t fade away

Now you should know
That you won’t ever be alone

Into the unknown
We roam along
As the time slowly flows

We follow our own road
Into the madness of this world
Trusting in who we are
Marching across the bars

With the flame in eyes
And fire in hearts
We rise against the cold
Roaming around the world

Into the unknown
We follow an endless road
Mesmerized with every chord

We follow our own road
Into the madness of this world
Trusting in who we are
Circling from the end to the start

Time flows by unstoppable
Reflecting in every moment
Like a drop of child’s tear
Breaking all the walls year by year

Against the cold touching to the bones
We walk along this road
To come back home

We keep on walking along
With tears unshown
We walk along this road
Leading us back home

So here we are
Wandering around and trying to gather the words to make it right

I told my truth of what I am
And all the pain burning me deep with hellish flame

Long talks, laugh and tears
Mind issues and pills
Midnight whispers and songs
That tell about us more than words

Just like petals of forget-me-nots
Tender and blue
No matter how it hurts
I know better days are true

Thank you for your support
With a tiny forget-me-not
On your porch by the door

You help me to go through
When I’m down in my blue
Sharing your wings to cover from the cold
To save my bleeding soul

You saw me when I was high
And when I was down
You can read now my heart
Like a guitar strings sound

I’m grateful for
Every day, every moment of light
We share together

You know me like none ever even tried
That’s much more I wish to hide
I know for sure you make me whole

Let’s make our way to the top
Writing this story that hits the core
Every verse, every rhyme I’m grateful for

You told me that cruel truth
I told the story of fucked up youth
When days felt like years
And broken bones turned into tears

I remember that fall and bitter taste
Of every sweet mistake
When every day was like a daydream
Do you need such a sin like me?

Ghosts of the past still remind within
Like a bittersweet symphony of a sin
I still remember the taste of blood on my lips
Like a black one’s kiss

I remember those days unclear
Like a fall into the void
Losing control turned into the deepest fear
Blessed youth so spoiled

Lifeless memories kiss me in a sleep
I try to shatter them, but their claws go deep
Awakening brings no relief, as the claws remain
Like an endless misery of old pain

I remember the fall and that dark place
With a bitter rotten taste
When every day was but an endless spin
Do you need such a sin like me?

Broken glass and shattered pieces
All I remember are those fading voices
Withering in warm spring breeze
They brought me blessed release
Echoing still with a shadow of a dream
I want you to see it deep in me

One night stands, broken glass and bones
Every scar and all the torn hopes
I want to leave it in the past
Making them dwell at last

Will you see it in my eyes?
Dark and harsh ocean and peaceful shore
No more bullshit and lies
Let me bring you home

Tell me, tell me, tell me
What the world used to be
Tell me, tell me, tell me
Darling, what was wrong in my deed

Shall I stay or shall I go?
Am I torn or am I whole?
Weeping child in me still holds on to the hope

In this empty hollow
Left no right path to follow
Only lots of pain to borrow
Just pull the trigger and let it flow

Tell me, tell me, tell me
Darling, if there is any fantasy
To move on without a heart within
Tell me, tell me, tell me
Sweetheart, this illusion is now my reality
Unveil my soul and see
What I used forever to be

Days turn into years
Rain drops are as bitter as tears
Bloodred stains of broken dreams

Tell me, tell me, tell me
Dear, what is it to love
Let me be, please, let me
I don’t want to be a lost one
Tell me, tell me, tell me
How is it to feel real
How is it to be alive

Farewell, it’s the end of show
The parade is over and the masks now fall
Is there any place I may roam
To find my home

Tell me I can feel loved
That every dream can come true
Please, take me home

We can wander over the mountains and seas
Flowing with the wind
To join that dream of eternity
Silent moment of peace

Faded to black we turn back
To the beginning of our way
So the circle can start again

In this endless parade
I try to find my place not to fade
Totally and forever
Tell me if I’m losing this fight
If there is anything inside
To live for
Oh, take me home

To be loved and needed
I wished so much and pleaded
Now I’m tired and turn loose this dream
To save a hoping heart within

Will this all end with a hope?
Will I find my way back home?
Please, save my soul

Don’t be afraid, I won’t take any steps.
Don’t want to believe in a dream.
My imagination drew different sceneries…
I don’t wanna live a fantasy.

Be my guide, be my friend,
Be whoever you want to be,
Just don’t make me cry in the end.
I’m so vulnerable and naive.

Won’t ask, won’t beg anymore,
There is no score…
I just wanna go home.

My dreams live in every verse,
In all those words
I used to write elsewhere.
My heart beats still for pure love,
I wish to meet one day.
Tell me there is still a hope.

I won’t tell you this anymore,
Every single desire touches my soul.
Every dream still lives within
Resting so deep in me.

Next step is yours,
I don’t play anymore.
Ease the pain of old scars,
It’s just an evil curse…
There is still no score.

Tell me there is still hope
To find one true love.
Just take me home.

Another path to take
To reach the highest point.
One way to live, another to fade.
Just a withered page in the void…
Tell me I’m not alone in this madness,
Tell me I’m not so reckless.
Just tell me there is a little hope.

I won’t ask anymore.
I’m tired and my soul is too…
My goes on and on.
Next step is up to you.