Snowtower

Remember the shadow covering you
From the cold rain of lies
Remember the hideaway sheltering you
From the cruel world around
Dreamer of dawn, child of light
Dear boy longing for midnight storytime

Moonlight playing on frozen leaves
Innocent snow embraced pale trees
Calling me to go
Through the storm
To dream of a hope

Snowflake on a cheek
Silver tear melting slowly
One step to the dream
Flight for a memory

Dark blue sea through the calling melody
Sirens singing above my secret hideaway
Pull me under the water grave
Enter the silence around my deepest memory

Last ride of the day
Journey to the lost hideaway
Song of tomorrow’s light
Weep of yesterday’s dark
Burn the candle for the fallen ones
Bear a dream for the gone to the past

Forgive the heart of mine
Silently come through the time
Take my hand, whisper my name
Eyes will forever tell the same

Tower so high
Above the dark frozen sky
Lighthouse of past
Snowball world made of glass
Porcelain path leading to the hideaway
One last ride of this day

Part 24. If you always be near

Teller woke up from his own scream. That was for the first time since the last nightmare. It was several years ago. When he was full of fear.
When she was still a human.

Kaija was silently sleeping on his shoulder dreaming of winter magic, snowflakes on the lashes turning into melting tears in her eyes, sirens calling through the deep silence of midnight, silver whisper of woods…

He just looked at her so peaceful and silent. Resting like a child on his shoulder and dreaming of that far fantasy world.

— Teller… don’t let me go. — whispered she into his ear turning him back to reality.
— Never. Never… Kaija.

He kissed her forehead and fell asleep embracing her tight.

Back, back, back…. Give her back. 
The voice was whispering to his ear. He opened his eyes and saw the same little girl. She was holding Kaija’s hand.
— Give her back. — said the girl. — She isn’t yours.
— Neither yours.

Teller’s voice was frosty cold. He looked at this child and knew what that was.
Suddenly she smiled. That was a cruel selfish grin.

Fine. — hissed she and laughed. She took Kaija and they disappeared.
— NO!

… He woke up and looked around. None was lying near sleeping on his shoulder. The room was the same, nothing had changed since yesterday. But he was alone.
— Kaija. Kaija..? Are you here? — called he but there was no answer.

Kaija, come on. Please, say something. Where are you? Kaija…Kaija!!!

— She isn’t here. Stop yelling and listen to me. — Haave talked slowly, voice calm, looking at in Teller’s eyes.
— Where is she? I need to know. When did she leave? — asked he looking at emotionless Haave’s face.
— I’m here. Haave, don’t do that ever again. — said Kaija appearing near Teller. It seemed like she simply materialized from nothing.
— How…why, what… how is it possible? — sighed Teller looking at her being totally confused.
— I can do many things, don’t you know? — smiled she at him.

Teller was silent. He didn’t say a word to her and Haave. He was afraid. He was afraid to lose her one day, was afraid that even if he wouldn’t let her go she would simply disappear. And a cold tear fell down.

… — You know that I would never, never do that. I won’t disappear without telling you a word. Teller, please… — she was whispering to him hiding bitter tears and holding his hand tight. — Believe me, angel… I won’t leave you. Never. You hear, never… Why are you thinking about this?

She couldn’t hide her feelings anymore and tears were slowly falling down. She looked at him with pain and love.

— Do you trust me? — asked she looking in his eyes.
— Yes. I just… I just fear to lose you forever one day. I don’t want…
— So you won’t. If you’ll always be near. 

Bird Of Truth

In a moment of eclipse

Never written story 
Pure sigh born on my lips
Ever lost memory
Dark path leading to the innocent heart
White sparkling road to midnight stars
Dawning agony of another day
Another pure beauty to be raped
A bird of truth singing to a faraway
For tomorrow in lust, for a night of pain
With a silver tear cold
For a darkened water grave
All dreams are slowly gone
With a bird of freedom faraway
Dark path leading to the innocent heart
White sparkling road to midnight stars
In a dreamless silence
In howling darkness
I hide my tears of old deepest Hell’s circle lie
Pretender, betrayer, whore for the world of endless cry
Sinner dreaming like a child
Dreamer ever lost, ever blind
Dark path leading to the innocent heart
White sparkling angel of light lost among the stars

A Guiding Star

Part of heart, dream of light
Darkest fear dwelling in the night
For another pain of delight

Ocean of deepest emotion
Seductive touch of devotion
Breaking sphere of frozen midnight
The one cold and alone lost in grey blind sky

A drop of blood
Silver-blue night to hide
Dark lustful dance
Storm of mystery and dreamless bound
Kiss of midsummer nights
Old song keeps dear sound

Through the coldest dark of night
Through the purple skies
Over the touch of fading delight
Over the hills and seas to drown in angel’s eyes

Ocean of deepest emotion
Seductive touch of devotion
Breaking sphere of frozen midnight
The one cold and alone lost in grey blind sky

In deep sea
In a dearest memory
For a kindest heart
I’ll be a guiding star
In a white pure dream
In a childish story
For a dreamer’s heart
I’ll be a guiding star

Ocean of deepest emotion
Seductive touch of devotion
Breaking sphere of frozen midnight
The one cold and alone lost in grey blind sky

Forbidden Soul

Wood’s silent whisper
Wind’s dream through the air
Frozen kiss on my lips
Your sight is my only bliss

Angel on the roof
Drawing with her tears on window of church
Song of cold morning dew
Life for one single warm touch

One flight above the field
One dream of you
One only trip to your childhood memory

Path through the storm
Grey tears of sky
Wind tearing my soul
Blows through my heart

Dark world, Hell’s awaiting
Bloodstream across the white field
Forgotten, forbidden
One word of the unforgiven

Ghost World

A path through the storm
One night lonely and cold
For another face of dawn

Bloodred path, dead pale world
Silver coin, shining grin
Ghost dreams for which I hoped
Pain within for a deadlist sin
Dawning agony for a sundown drowned

Breaking dawn, sweet wine of twilight
Lust of ancient core, dreamless fight
For a life in strife, pure lie, insanest night
Childish dream of one last flight

A path through the storm
With the last toll of bell this world is gone
For another sigh of tomorrow
For a gravely ghost of dawn

Bloodred path, dead pale world
Silver coin, shining grin
Ghost dreams for which I hoped
Pain within for a deadlist sin
Dawning agony for a sundown drowned

Forgive the pain in heart
Forget a sin of the past
Leave dreamless tears apart

Longing for a long lost love
Nevergone, forever pure and deep
Apart but so close
A kindest touch of eternal sleep

Heart Of The Unforgiven

Through the time
Over stardust
I’m lost in wine
Of bloodred lust

I’m lost in time
I’m lost in tide
Forgotten line
Of blind cold night

Cover me from the storm
Save me from the evil
Catch the dream of a fallen
While I lie in this fever
Cover me from the world
Keep me from the evil
Warm the heart when it’s cold
Save a heart of the unforgiven

Through the darkness
Over the silence
I’m running to the innocent blue
Still loving you

Across a field of dew
Over the mountains high
I’m flying to you
For the one and only storytime

Cover me from the storm
Save me from the evil
Catch the dream of a fallen
While I lie in this fever
Cover me from the world
Keep me from the evil
Warm the heart when it’s cold
Save a heart of the unforgiven

My Last Goodbye

Farewell through the storm
Last dwelling words in a fading world
Cold touch of dawn

Path to Hell
Is my last resort to call
Song played so well
A beauty of the unborn
Dream of a fairy tale
Is my last farewell

Silence around my neck
Coiled a black poisoned noose
No running path to turn back
Last life game to loose

Path to Hell
Is my last resort to call
Song played so well
A beauty of the unborn
Dream of a fairy tale
Is my last farewell
Dream of sweet night time
My last goodbye

My dream, my pride
My tears to hide
My love, my sigh
My last goodbye
My faith, my guide
My soul, my life
My wish to die

Deep pain to carry in
Silent desperation to bury within
Dear memory to keep alive
To live for the one last ride

Dream of sweet night time
My last goodbye
Dream of once lost pride
For a lost goodbye…

Run With The Wolves

Years through the fears,
Through the tears
Deep inside
I walked and prayed
Always standing behind
While you’ve played
In dawn pale and blind

Followed by nightmares
Haunted by dark cold shades
I run through the darkness
Singing in blind silence

Leaving on dawn
Coming with sundown
Tomorrow writes a new song
While yesterday is gone

Gigantic toys, storytime, ghost rivers
Last ride through the end of the day
My deep cry through the nightmares

Only dreams write our reality
Another day, everyday
Ghost of cold yesterday
Sweet kiss from dear memory

Years through the fears,
Through the tears
Deep inside
I walked and prayed
Always standing behind
While you’ve played
In dawn pale and blind

With the wolves I ran
Across the fields and woods
Over the hills and to the day’s end
Through the darkness with the wolves
To breathe, to feel alive
To dream one more time

Part 23. A Rose Among The Wolves

Tears awakened Teller in the middle of the night. Someone was crying. He heard silent weeping so close.
He looked at Kaija but she was sleeping so calm on his shoulder kindly embracing him.
Weeping became louder, it was right behind him. It was a child….

…Kaija looked at her hands. A moment ago she saw bloodred tracks on her milk-like skin. She sighed and eyed Teller.
His sight was worried and a bit confused.

— For a couple of weeks I have weird and scary dreams… Bad nightmares are haunting me everywhere. I just… I don’t know what to do. Wolf.. I mean Teller… Oh dear, I’m totally broken.
— Calm down, calm down… what nightmares? About vampires or that dark shadow?
— The shadow. And now bloodtracks on my hands…
— Again? Hmm… — he looked at her and closed his eyes. — Breathe deep and close your eyes. I need to see it all.

She obeyed and closed her eyes. He took her hand and bent to her neck kissing her gently and biting then. She didn’t even move. He took a sip and another one and another, the last one. She did the same with him.
They had their own methods and ways of looking through eachother’s memories and nightmares.

He could hardly stop. Always her blood had a very special power over him.
Kaija shouldn’t bite him because he only needed her blood to read her thoughts. But she felt that deep desire which she wanted to follow, to drown in it like in the endless ocean…

— So… what do you think? — whispered she opening her eyes. He was looking at her with tears in his eyes.
— It’s haunting you. It wants you, it wants your blood… — said he holding her hand tight.
— What is that? Do you know? — asked she still feeling the taste of his blood in her mouth. She felt it on her lips and she slowly licked it from her lips.
He caught her blurry sight, her dreamy eyes looking at him with wish and desire.
Very carefully he bent to her and kissed her lips. He felt the taste of his own blood and tried to remember one thing.

— Yes, it’s a Night of Silver Moon. But why? Oh my God… — sighed she remembering Haave’s words.
— I couldn’t… I… I don’t want this.. not this price. Forgive me… — whispered he to her and sat on the bed.
— If I didn’t bite you too… it’s my fault after all. Teller… dear… Kulta, it should be. It was meant to be so then. You’re this innocence in me.

She took his hand and looked deep in his eyes. Waves of dreamful ocean captivated him and put in that deep blue prison of that wistful sea.
Kaija kissed him kindly and lay near him. Soon they fell asleep holding eachother’s hands tight.

…Weeping was getting closer and closer.

— Princessa… — silent voice called.

‘But it’s a…’ — thought he and turned around.

That was a child. She wept and looked at him with her eyes full of tears.

— Give her back!

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