A purest heart among cold thorns
Sharp and poisoned
A kindest heart for all the songs
Of the owl and dead tides
Poet’s hand writing a story without an end

Long time of waiting
On the cold white shore
Days endlessly flowing
Dark road leading me through
The cold and silence
Long time of longing
On that cold dark shore
Days of believing
Moment of hope
Alone in the silence

Hoping heart in the world so cold
Silence of dawn on long eyelashes of love
Beauty lives deep in heart, just feel it within

Eternal strife, dead tide
The last ride
One last sigh lost in time
Losing cold pride
Catch beaten breath of mine

Long time of waiting
On the cold white shore
Days endlessly flowing
Dark road leading me through
The cold and silence
Long time of longing
On that cold dark shore
Days of believing
Moment of hope
Alone in the silence

Piano black wrote the sky above
Violin revived once hoping heart
Song of white morn, song of deep love
Verse for you, verse of my life
Untold words forever in peace

Endless waiting till the day of meet
One song of me, a word in need
Pure heart to feel, crystal tear to see

Long time of waiting
On the cold white shore
Days endlessly flowing
Dark road leading me through
The cold and silence
Long time of longing
On that cold dark shore
Days of believing
Moment of hope
Alone in the silence

Alone on that forgotten shore
Waiting for pure dove of love
Longing forevermore
Alone on that cold shore
I’m still waiting for you

In midnight gloom, in silent blue
Within dream tale of dark autumn sky
Cold night in enchanted wood
Tear becoming a winedrop in bleeding eye

In the shadow of pale moon
Walking in the air in the middle of the night
Smiling face of fatal doom
Midnight flight through stormy sky

Hoping heart lying still in deep autumn chill
Loving heart dreaming still on dead cold leaves
Playing its last part
In this dark cruel game
Kiss turned into a poisoned dart
Show comes to end
For a dying heart
Rest in silence
Dream in darkness
Enter my last ride
Across this fatal midnight

Nightmares unveiled their dark tainted faces
Smiling at me with black rotting mouths
Holding my soul tight in their embraces

Hoping heart lying still in deep autumn chill
Loving heart dreaming still on dead cold leaves
Playing its last part
In this dark cruel game
Kiss turned into a poisoned dart
Show comes to end
For a dying heart
Rest in silence
Dream in darkness
Enter my last ride
Across this fatal midnight

“I’m afraid, I want to escape… Don’t want to see them again.
Away from pain, away from the dark. Because only there they could haunt me.
Lead me astray… far away from them all. It’s cold here, in this rotten world.

Save me.”

Why is it so cold
In this dark lustful world?
There left nothing to be saved
Dead ground beneath my bare feet
I wish I could escape
Before they find me

Hoping heart lying still in deep autumn chill
Loving heart dreaming still on dead cold leaves
Playing its last part
In this dark cruel game
Kiss turned into a poisoned dart
Show comes to end
For a dying heart
Rest in silence
Dream in darkness
Enter my last ride
Across this fatal midnight

What is real? Where will this path lead us to?
Twilight dream I shared with you
Midwinter bliss beneath dream blue
Cold morning dew, silent whisper of dawn’s gloom

Fears are gone  in the arms of storyteller
Heart rests in peace, seeing dawning dreams
Longing for all the tales of northern dreamer

In the end of pale dying day
Bathing in rays of setting sun
Feel sweet scent of withering veil
Of memory beneath pale moonpath

Remember how it used to be
The lake, the old oak, you and me
Watching fading cold fears beyond the bloodred horizon

Times change, hopes break in pieces
Dreams slowly fading in the dark
Heart longs for deepest memories

What do we need to be healed through the time?
What have they done to our hearts?
Where is your faith gone?
Where is the wonder, where is the hope?
Don’t be so silent

What have they done to you?
Breaking a secret will, burning deep wishes to dust
Dancing on a grey cold grave of memories buried alive

What have they done to you, my love?
Pretending they believe, pretending they care
Holding you with poisoned hangman’s noose

What do we need to be together once?
Bearing this cross through all sleepless nights
Hoping for so long
Where is your faith gone?
I don’t let them break you one more time
Saving your heart entwined with mine
They got enough, they got it all
Now they’re in Hell, their sweet home

Don’t fall, my dear angel
Rise and spread your wings
You’re much stronger
Than they could ever see

Remember how it used to be
The lake, the old oak, you and me
Watching fading cold fears beyond the bloodred horizon
Walking hand in hand to the end of time
To world’s end beyond the rays of setting sun

Silently leaves covered dark ground
Dreamless night fell all around
Slowly air froze my heart
Walking cold dew grass every night

Golden veil covered dead trees
Once standing in bloom
Writing deep wishes on silver leaves
Hoping soul walking dark midnight blue

Reaching a dream flying in dark night sky
A kindest memory sleeping within my hoping heart

Midnight flight above a dreamworld tide
Endless journey across storyteller’s world
Nightingale singing in a cold cage through the time
Hoping to fly free above a midnight core

Reaching a dream flying in dark night sky
A kindest memory sleeping within my hoping heart

Autumn symphony
Calling, howling, haunting
Coming back for me
Autumn symphony
Winter harmony
Coming to take me
Locking me in cold white embrace
Midnight choirs above the last fall
Flying to reach their hearts, to take them all

Angelheart to heal my soul
Angelwing to save me from dead cold

Angelheart to heal my wounds
Angelwing to save my hopes
Eternal journey, the last ride back home

Autumn symphony
Calling, howling, haunting
Coming back for me
Autumn symphony
Winter harmony
Coming to take me
Midnight flight across darkness cold
Midnight flight to the magic world

Walking through the past
Dancing on the broken glass
Awake and afraid
Alone with your pride
Each day will fade
Into this vanity so dark

Walls of ice, tower so high
Dream walking deep blue sky
Slow kiss of a porcelain white thigh

Losing innocence to see this sinful world
To feed red-eyed beasts adoring, longing for
Darkening sweet wine on my lips, bittersweet blood

Walking through the glass
Dancing on cold sand of broken stars
Alone and forlorn
Lost in the flames
Longing for pale dawn
Vanishing with a kiss of fame

Pretending and cheating
Lying to the heart once beating
Dreaming, believing
Dying in slow suffering
Crying and begging
In autumn agony

I left a sigh on your lips while you slept on my shoulder
Hope flying in skyblue high, dream lies high forever more
Alone and forlorn in this forgotten cold world

Walking through the past
Dancing on the broken glass
Awake and afraid
Alone with your pride
Each day will fade
Into this vanity of tide

Walking through the glass
Dancing on cold sand of broken stars
Alone and forlorn
Lost in the flames
Longing for pale dawn
Vanishing with a kiss of fame

Dying in the arms of fate
Trembling in cold midwinter air
Losing the last breath
Playing by rules in a game unfair

Name calling
Pretending
Suffocation
Dream on an angelwing
Hope, deep passion
Dreaming, healing
Fallen in silence

Walking through the past
Dancing on the broken glass
Awake and afraid
Alone with your pride
Each day will fade
Into this vanity of tide

Walking through the glass
Dancing on cold sand of broken stars
Alone and forlorn
Lost in the flames
Longing for pale dawn
Vanishing with a kiss of fame

Search for beauty

Walking dark bridge between Heaven and Hell
Sacred place they call Earth
Sinful shelter for lost souls and sinners, rotting whores
Every taken breath poisons me, it’s getting only worse

Cold cave of dreams is so close
Lying next to my hideaway
Covered with innocent snow

Luring song, seductive words
Howling verse licking old wounds
Dream raping the heart
Pain tastes so sweet, so good it hurts
Kneeling before the altar
Immolating those who lost in the dark

Drowned in black ocean’s waters
Washing away old sorrows from once beating heart
Redeeming me back to sweet childhood memories’ forest
I’m walking those sands, I’m free from this burden of life

Cold cave of dreams is so close
Lying next to my hideaway
Covered with innocent snow

Say that it’s not over
That everything will be alright
Say that my heart is not bleeding so bad
That it’s not my last night
Say that you love me, I need to know the truth
Without a feel I’m dead in this cold cruel world

Say my name, send a wish through the stars
Walk moonlit path by my side
Stay with me, please, stay with me
’cause I’m afraid of the dark
Stay with me, just stay with me
I’m but a dreamer losing her heart

Cold cave of dreams is so close
Lying next to my hideaway
Just take a step to write the end of the show

Say that it’s true
Hold me forever by your side
Say that it’s true
I need to believe.. even if it’s a lie

Loving those who never cares
Sharing dreams with emptiness
Searching for the one who dares
To hope, to believe, to feel

Call me
Say that you love me
I need to know

Locked in a bound of broken hopes
Slowly dying in brightless pale world
I need to know where my heart will go

Call me
Say that you love me
I need to know

Going mad in this insane world
Without hope, without deep sweet love
I need to know what my heart is worth
To feel, to believe, to beat
In vanishing memory

The one I breathe for
The one I love forevermore
The one my heart still longs for
The one my fall will be for

Call me
Say that you love me
I need to know
If I will fall
Without my heart so cold
In this dark cruel world
I need to know…

I would become a withering sunshine
A sip of cold air at the middle of the night
One single touch on praying lips
A loving smile, a dreamful kiss
I would become anything you want me to
I would become anyone you want me to
Just tell me what to do
Tell me what should I do

I will drown in the years fading like one day
I’m sinking in deep lovelorn sea slowly fading away
I’m falling into dark abyss
Endless emptiness, cold loneliness

I would become anything you want me to
I would become anyone you want me to
If only you really need me
If only you ever think of me

I would become a butterfly
Flying high in blue sky
I would become a dawn
Never withered, never gone
I would become a dream
A feel, a thrill, a sin
Just tell me what should I do
Who am I for you?

I would become anything you want me to
I would become, just tell me what to do…

Unseen veil covered my eyes
Tight lace tying my heart, poisoning me with seductive lies
Or sweetest sip of truth
Dreamless bound of cold morning dew

Share one dance with me
Walking through the gloom
Painting ground with snow so white
Share one night with me
Drowning in deepest blue
Of midnight cover above withering stars

Silent call through the cold night
Bloodred wine taste on your seductive lips
Drunken mind poisoned with one sight
Sweet scent of fullmoon kiss

Snowflake on the glass of frozen lake behind backyard
Dreamless insomnia singing to my hoping heart
Cheating, pretending, weeping, reflecting in silver moonlight
Following a path leading to the home, silent wish of the night

Share one dance with me
Walking through the gloom
Painting ground with snow so white
Share one night with me
Drowning in deepest blue
Of midnight cover above withering stars