Alone

Days are slowly passing by
Across the pale autumn sky
I wonder why it still lives in me
That secret dream I keep so deep
Within

Seconds flow so slow
Like sand in the clock
Yet I know I won’t be alone
If the door remains unlocked

Till this moment I walked my way by my own
I’d never cared before I met you
But since that day my heart longs
Living a hope
Never be alone

You became my dream, my guide
My secret sense of life
While you live, my heart is beating
Feeling and longing only for you

With a hope I fly
To be forever by your side
How long I’ve been waiting
To tell my heart to you, my world
So you will never be
Alone

Almost

I hear faded whispers
Of the voices long gone
Haunting me through the years
And I run and run and run

Over and over the edge
Far beyond the rims of my mind
So no one could ever find,
Could ever see my scars, my wounds

Over and over the edge
I run and I run and I run
Just to leave it all behind
If only it were so easy to move on

If only there were no years of pain and misery
No memories of living agony
Passing through my heart day by day
Night by night
If only I could breathe in cool air, not thrilling hot ash
And I run over the edge
Again and again and again

I run not to forget
I run from myself
For I’ve lost myself long ago
Among burnt ashes and innocent white snow

Over the edge I run again
Where the waves caress and soothe the pain
So it is almost gone, almost…

Over the edge I run away
To reach the rim of skies before the break of day
And it is almost done, almost…

You know, I was there for you
And forever will be
Until the world explodes into pieces
I will be there for you

Home

I hear your voice
But do not see face
I know what choice
Should be once made

You do not know what and do not know how
It happens so now
The song flows through the chords I write
Word by word, line by line

We all are but poets
Wandering souls
You, me, the others
We all seek our home

Don’t look at me judging
I long for a far place
That one I see in my dreaming
All embraced with golden grace

You know that place, you’ve been there before
Take my hand now and lead me there
Where we will make our home

All The Dreams

Another year, another day
A different path, a different way
Entire life passed by, we could say

Yet memories dwell
Like tolling bell
Reminding me of something none could tell

The wind, the sun, the moon and stars
I was them all but once
I saw the dream, I touched it deep
And read the future in child’s sleep
I knew the tale of centuries
I was all those memories

And now the time passed by
No dreams awake my mind
The wind talks to me no more
At this grey misty shore

We dream, but not like then
There is no calling bell
No tale to tell
No story now left here to dwell
For every heart
That longs to highest art

We write our dreams, but sing them not
To keep for us and us alone
I love to dream still through memories old
Even through that pain they made me to go

I write them down still
I sing them all with the wind
All the dreams I dream

Autumn Mystery

No matter how far
We are, we are
It’s only for now
No matter far or close
And words of those
Who never knew love

Through the distance and time
I hear your sigh
I feel you whispering to the stars
To hide us

You believe in love and hate
Devotion and fate
And memories deep
No matter bitter or sweet
But strong, unfading
Like ever symphony ending

Autumn midnight whispers in leaves
Silent touch of gold plays on faded green
Time of hidden wishes and dearest dreams
To dwell in real, not just within

We fly and dream
We dance above in our slumber
I feel you near
Sundown tale, a kiss of forever
We both are here
In this beautiful dream
Of autumn mystery 

Not A Dream

I’ve read thousand stories about you
Them all I’ve read over and over again
To know the truth in the end

Stories, they were written so long ago
In the world we used to call home
Stories we sang through midnight awe
Dancing among the stars high above

Read the verses, whisper my name
The first one who called me that way
In midnight dance we shared with a dream
When the stars started falling

Years ago
So far from this world
Or just another age
We shared chords
We sang our own verses
Years and years ago

Now it all became a story written on idle pages
No truth left for me and you
Beyond empty and rare lines after long ages
But is it true?

I feel, but do not see you
Come, show me it is real
Tell me I’m not insane, it’s not a dream

Simple Truth

Violin weeps in the dark of the night 
Whispering the name
All over again and again
Loud chords dwell till sunrise
On bare stone I lie 
One sweet thought keeps me alive
That once this pain returns to the one 
Whoever gave it to me once
A gift to you through your veins
Sweet memory of years and years of pain
Drop by drop running through your blood
So you can see and feel deep wish, just one
A hope for salvation 

Ages have passed and I rose again

From ashes of agony and pain
I will rise again and again and again
Just to see if it all finds you through years
You know, pain must return
Universe laws always work
You know and always knew
This beautiful and simple truth

Never Know

Through the ages you swear
To be the one
Through all these years
To be the one by my side

But will it be so?
Will you go
With me hand in hand through this lifetime?
Will you be the only one?
You never know

You promise, but you do not know
What awaits us tomorrow
Still you swear you will be the one for me

Through the years I know
These promises are nothing but pain and agony
They are empty
But life goes on
No matter how bad it hurts
Will I be forever yours?

You never know
Wherever it may go
Will we take different paths tomorrow
Or two paths make into one only road
We never know, but time will show

I Want To Be With You

I dream of silent hills above the crystal clear
Of green dales and calm sea
Of silver glades and golden dew
Forever shore of ever youth
That lives still in faded memory, but so dear
Far beyond the deepest dream

I whisper your name and see you again
Your face turned to me
So I can see
Your smile
To look again in your eyes

I want to be with you
Not in a dream, but forever
Wake up together
Walk by your side
And hold your hand in mine
To know this real happiness, my love

I want to be with you
For real, not in deep slumber
Be the one with you forever
Share dreams and memories
And know this is but true happiness

This faded memory is still my sanctuary
Where I can hide from all the misery

And dream again of you and our walks among the stars
That fall one by one in the sparks of your eyes
Down, deeper down
So I drown 

I want to be with you
On that shore of unfaded youth
On sinful land
Anywhere, but hand in hand
I want to be with you, only with you

Insane

In dark dungeon silent lullaby
Sounds like a never-ending cry
Full of hopelessness and despair
A voice of insane

In the dark shadows have faces
In the dark echoes whisper with many voices
Through the night they call
With luring words till dawn

Haunting melody
Shattering echoes within
Cry with many a name
Drives me insane

Until dawn
They all call
Like an echo
Like a song
Nightmare mirror within
Splashes beyond the dark sea
Of never-fading memory

Serpents of scars
Circle my arms
Giving sweet remedy of pain
Not to go insane

Silent whisper dies at dawn
With a moaning sigh
I beg for hope
Let me feel alive
Come

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