I wanna be a love song
A chance to dream on
I wanna drift in your sea of dreams
Becoming the one of dearest things

The feel within
One touch on skin
The kiss of dream
I want to be
That one pure feel

Silence breaks me apart
Tearing hope from bleeding heart
I still feel that touch of soul
You left on me some time ago

The feeling was real
And it remains still
Bearing a dream
Through the whole me
I keep it deep within

Pure love I wish once to be
The truth in you one day to see
All the hope I bear inside
I leave now here to clear my mind

Nothing else matters within
The hope, the feel, my everything
I wish to be the reason to stay
That only choice the one will make
To hear the words I usually say
But have no answer yet

Tell me, dear
Where is the truth
Is it hidden or clear?
Though it’s never anything new

Tell me, darling
What are you up to?
Where does your road lead
So I can somehow meet you?

My only dear and precious soul
The one beating heart among this forest of stone
Tell me, my love, where I can find you
Never ever again losing my time of youth
There is a red thread of fate
To find a soulmate

Don’t let me fall
Don’t let me go
I lose my path through years alone
Don’t let me break
Any chance I take
Please, just be near

Tell me, dear
What is this love
All talk about
I need to know

Tell me, dear
Where should I go
To find this real
And pure feel
I need to know

You had my soul, my heart
But time flows by
And we are now apart

Let me believe
I can fly again high
Let me dream
Higher than blue sky

May this page never fade
But leave it behind
Oh, dear loving heart
Bleeding under the blade
Of withering reality
My lost sanctuary

Last kiss of this summer ever gone
My dear wish still sweet yet never done
You were my hope for better feeling
The dream I thought was real

If this is just a fantasy of mine
Let it be deep in me
If it ever was real
Tell me once my heart went right

Just a hope
One more time
Let me fall
Into your arms
To feel real
To be loved
My dear heart

Like a silent kiss
I feel it slowly dying within
Every moment I miss
Of love patiently waiting deep in

Like flame in dark eyes
I am falling mesmerized
Like raindrops upon pale skin
Drawing with ink dear memory
I smile crying deep within
But still carrying that line about destiny

I lose my sanity
Breaking through the deep of my soul
But resting still
Beyond all the lost promises I loved so

Bruised hands, bleeding knees
But eyes are still full of hope
I’m not weeping, not begging please
But longing still for home

I write with dark ink upon the heart
Every single drop of untold dream
Every day of love, every tale behind the line
Voices in my head tell me every feel
I keep within and bear still above all the rhymes

Stop hoping and waiting
There is nothing else
Don’t feel like it’s waving
At the end of this way

If there were no hope from the very beginning
There wouldn’t be another one too
As here I am standing
Like the end of all hope

Craving for more than one night stand
I still do believe that I am worth it all in the end

No more lies, no pretending
I’m done with it all
No more words of regretting
I won’t wait for your call

I’m done with all waiting
I’m done this time
No more cries, no more wailing
There left no tears behind blue eyes

I am worth more than empty words of blind text
Than drunken memories beyond one night sex
I am worth more than a promise forgotten in time
Than a lost tracklist in the end of line

You were my sunshine
But now I should go
You weren’t my lifetime
I wasn’t your home
The pain still remains within
I don’t know how to heal it
But with deep pure love

I know there is still nothing
The heart could say
Just words you hear everyday
But for me it’s still a silent dream

Another beaten phrase
They say it’s just a phase
But I know, I know…

Just feel this way
Hoping like hell every day
That I can come and stay
But I know, I know…

Tell me, darling, is there any hope
To find the one I could really love?
Is there any tiny chance to come back home
Where I’ve left all my old life behind
And build the new one?

They say it’s alright
They say everything is gonna be fine
But I know, I know!

Tell me if there is any chance
To be real, to be fine
Tell me looking in my eyes
Is there any hope for someone like me
To become more than a fucking dream?

I don’t wanna play seek and hide
Don’t wanna chase that ghosting guy
I’m tired and cold
Even if not lost for the world
Let me rest and heal my soul

Before the darkness takes me
I will sing everything
That tears me apart
I will sing it all from the heart

Dwelling in my heartless madness
I call for you
Dreaming in my cocoon
Of all this love I know is hopeless

Laughing in tears
Crying with a smile
Like anyone cares
Through all this time
I know we are dwelling both
In our own madness still holding for love

Desire in eyes
Half-open door to paradise
I know, I see
Everything that left of me
Now rests so deep
So deep in you

Hold on my hand
Through all these miles
And if there is an end
Of the world, of time
Hold on me tight

I’ve opened myself so bad
That I have nothing to regret
This all I’ve meant is just all I’ve said

The ways cross and part
Still there is always hope in heart
No matter how far we are
The truth always remains inside

I paint the way to go
Another path I should now follow
I need this road
Not to lose my soul

If this is the end
I still have nothing to regret
I’ve been honest with myself

Holding still to feel what is right
I will fight to survive
For the truth that lives in heart
Just to keep what left inside

Forbidden desire, forgotten password
Long lost wishes like ever gone chord

Dying leaves fall apart with October call
Dancing slowly while their last fall
A song of time, silent promise undone
It was a short game just for fun

Forbidden things have their secret charm
They give us joy but also do harm
That fleeting happiness goes with a blink
Your promise I kept within was only a dream

I wish I could let it go and feel nothing more
But I’m a dreamer and still caress a hope
To find that one true and deep love

It all was a game, just a part of the score
A child’s dream broken but never gone

If only I could let it go
Just to feel again my soul
As it used to be

Oh, if only I could go home
I wish I could feel love
To be free

Set me free, let me feel peace
I wish to know the sense of relief
Just release me, please
I cannot boil in this all anymore
Let me go, let me go, let me go

Closed door within my mind
Like all those burning lies
Never let me feel alright

Dark windows and empty loft
I wish I could find love
Like I used to believe once long ago

Though I am not a kid anymore
I have to go…
Don’t miss me, do you?

We all are broken several times
There is a burning world within our eyes
I see it deep in you
You see it, too
We both know pain better than those who whine
We are broken but still alive
So please, hold me tight
I will save a place for you in my heart

Please, give me that inner peace
I need it now more than ever before
Give me hope and all sweet bliss
So I could find my way back home
Please, please, please, please