Dream, Dream…

This desire makes me crave for more
Bleeding at last to the core
Lust lies deep
Beyond love’s weep

Bite your lips
Make me reach your heart
Made of stone and sins
Yet so tender inside
That I’m losing my mind

You are my dream
And my deadliest sin
Make me pray for more
Lying bleeding in midnight awe

My deepest bliss lies within
Dark sea I paint with my feel
I believe it all was real

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Dream, love, dream
So deep within your heart
We live to reach this feel
They all used to call love

Breaking through the waves of pain
I know what I’ll gain
Golden sun kiss at the end of day
In the end we all will go away

My love is my own sin
Rotting within
It all was a dream

Dream, love, dream
Deep within your bleeding heart
Smile like you are whole within
With every single part

A Dream To Believe In

I still believe
One day will bring me sweet relief
Like a kiss of hope
And my heart won’t bleed anymore
I believe…

One day everything will be alright
I know, I have this feeling
Everytime when I look at all my scars
I just keep on believing

Walking on forever
I’m like dancing with fever
Losing myself in a faded mirror
I’m gonna be fine or gone

Read through my eyes
This hope is my last resort
Like a prayer in the night
I remember every smile I’ve got

Dreaming is my only way of believing
To know everything is gonna be alright
And I lose myself in a whirl of feeling
Just to be real, to know I can be fine

Close my eyes
Heal my scars
Let me lie down upon still fresh grass
Let me feel alive once
Just don’t fade away in a dream
I want to believe in

One’s Whole World

Deep within I see
Lost dreams are real
Deep within I know
What’s meant to fade will go

All the untold words I will memorize
Deep inside my bleeding heart
Like a path to paradise
The dream leads me to the start
Where hidden wishes lie

I see another dawn
I want to go
So far away now
Not to feel, not to see
Every pain within
Tell me, please, I’m loved

Strings weep by the fire
Of my flaming soul
Burning still with the same desire
I’ve heard once in the song

Tell me, please, that I deserve this
To be loved, to be the one to kiss
I need it all, everything and more
I wish to be one’s whole world
But now I wanna go home

No Empty Hopes

I know it’s been too much
The great desire, this wish to touch
I’ve played this game to feel so high
But in the end I’ve lost my mind

This night is dark
Like a dead bride’s gown
No light inside
But this eternal frown
I see it deep within dark velvet eyes
Of black still starless skies

The truth was there from the start
Right in my hoping heart
But I was blind to see it then
Too naive to send farewell

My search goes on
Through all the open doors
This hope for love
Like the river of light it still flows
And leaves a dream so sweet within
To share it with a special one yet still unseen

We haven’t met, but I know for sure
I’ll love you back, your heart so pure
No pain, no hesitation
Just be the one who shows action

I long for deeds, not words
Speak less, do more
So I could leave those distant hopes
Save me, be my home
I’ll be the key to your closed doors

One Day

One day I’m gonna be fine
Everything will be alright…

But now I’m losing my mind
I’m selling my heart just for a kind smile
I’m crying through the night
I’m not fine, I’m not fine

Deep inside I knew
It was true
But I couldn’t realize
I was badly mesmerized

I know one day
Everything’s gonna be okay
But now I’m lost and torn
Like broken hope unborn

One day I’m gonna be fine
And everything will be alright
It won’t hurt deep inside
Tearing me fucking apart

Oh, please, save my heart
Let me dream alive
Let me be fine
One more time…

One day I’m gonna be fine
Just one more time

Lost in Sins

Empty within, eaten by sins
No love for myself, no love for anyone
I’m losing my mind
I’m gone with the wind

I’m crying, I’m crying still
Wishing to be the one
For the one I love
But there is nothing within

We seek the only path
Like it’s gonna be for lifetime
We believe so and long for
This fateful meet just like before

Tell me it’s not in vain
Tell me feelings remain
Tell me there left no pain

I long for another promise
So bad I miss, so bad I miss
Everything you gave me once
The faith, the hope, inner peace

Tell me I can be fine
Tell me I’m not losing my mind
Tell me my heart goes right

Suffocating alone in this misery
I long for one breath just to feel
This is just a bad memory
That it’s not real, it’s not real

Miss You

I will tell you my soul
I will sing you my world
Tell me your name
While we are still awake

Both lost in destiny’s dance
Dancing bare feet on broken glass
We laugh and kiss
This is our bliss

Pleasure and pain
Tears in vain
Falling down
Upon a golden crown
We search for hope
In the point of no return

Playing cold we fall
Before the last call
We dream of being loved
Where none has a heart

Forget the way we went
There will be no regret
Just tell me the truth
As I still miss you

Pleasure and pain
Tears in vain
Falling down
Upon a golden crown
We search for hope
In the point of no return

We run from ourselves
From what lives in us
The hope under the stars
Ever dreaming in our hearts

In My Mind

Losing my mind in this whirl of faces
I’m loosing the laces
To release and feel free
At least

I’ve never realized I’m broken
Within every prayer unspoken
I’ve never dared to dream
To break free

I’ve been burning within all my life
And have none by my side
Who’ll say I’m fine

Cleanse my mind
I’m crying in the emptiness of the night
In my last resort hidden within
Carving deep scars on my skin

I’m losing my mind
I cry begging for one time
To find my heart
I’m crying to be that one right path

I’m fucking losing my mind
Running across and falling over the edge
I’m crying in the dark of the night
Through the fear and rage
To feel free to say I’m fine

I was burning within all my life
Am I not worth truth and love?
Come closer and say I’m fine

Tired

I just wished to be
The one with a dream
Where I could feel

I just dreamt of love
That I tried to find
Seeking everywhere so hard

No more tries
I’m tired of this
No more cries
I won’t seek
As I’m tired of it all
I’m going home

Don’t promise me everything
It all will be gone
Something never changes
And I’m done

Sunset on the roof
Tales through the truth
I wished to believe
But feel like a thief
Taking that was never mine
Maybe with time…

I cannot see any hope
I’m tired of it all
Please, take me back home

Everything I Gave My Heart For

Silent cry, distant sight
No guiding light
There is no more love
One look, one step
This is the end

Closed door, empty window
Lonely hope lost long ago
And the heart made of stone
That’s all I’m made of

Midnight fears and frozen tears
Lonesome longing through the years
The rhymes are still the same
But flowing from the heart of pain

Lost in my own darkness
So deep I still caress
Those hopes and dreams
Long lost beliefs
I still keep within

A kiss of love
My only hope
To dwell in awe
With the one I long for

Find and face your destiny
Recall deep memory
That only dream I used to be
For everything I lived and loved
I give my heart once more

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