I am just dust in the wind
Silent whisper in midnight still
I am but a white feather
Slowburn dream with high fever

I am not a sin, but a too far dream
Broken yet not torn apart
Darling, what do you see
When you look at me
With your ever open heart?

Not a masterpiece, but still some kind of art
Something beautiful yet crackled inside
Tell me if there is still a hope deep in heart
If I have completely lost my mind

I don’t believe in me anymore
But oh this damn hope
Something that still keeps me in this world
Never letting me go

Darling, what do you see
When you look at me
With your ever open heart?

Not a masterpiece, but still some kind of art
Something beautiful yet crackled inside
Tell me if there is still a hope deep in heart
If I have completely lost my mind

I’m lost to the core
Not rotten yet, but cold
Take me home
And make me warm

Before it’s not too late
Forgive me, Lord
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget

Darkness helps me to see
What I’ve lost long ago
Those who were never real
But they still gave me hope

This long empty black road
Leads me there
Where we see the end of the world

Before it’s not too late
Forgive me, Lord
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget

Before I lose myself to the core
Like a child that was never meant to be born
I long for some hope still lost deep
Tell me that I’m still real

Before it’s not too late
Forgive me, Lord
So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget

My soul feels so cold
Like it’s made of stone
Beyond the edge of the world
Please, hold me on

So I have nothing to regret
As I leave this world
Without any sin I’ll never forget

I used to be like a mother
To those who are lost so deep
And they don’t even bother
Open their eyes to see

I used to be a good one
To save them from themselves
But I searched for love
Where was no better chance

One day the mirror showed me
A ghost of real me hidden so deep
That even I cannot reach

Dark deep ocean
Quivering within
Blessed with passion
Of an endless dream
Just a touch of hoping child
I’ve lost so deep in my heart

Echoes of the past
Shadows of yesterday
Kisses of dark lust
Covered with ashy veil
Of black torn scars

My soul lives beyond crystal petals of cherry blossom
Where pure innocence still lies uncovered, untouched
Dear hope rests deep within, somewhere on my heart’s bottom

I used to be the one so kind
So understanding and forgiving
I used to be naive like a child
But no more, oh, my sweet darling

Dark deep ocean
Quivering within
Blessed with passion
Of an endless dream
Just a touch of hoping child
I’ve lost so deep in my heart

It’s been so long
This longing within
For the one I’ve never seen
It’s time to let it go

Not forget, but leave it silently behind
Just to let poor hoping heart feel one more time

I’m standing in front of several doors
Ones from the past
Still caressing old scars
Searching for the one among all the souls

It’s hard to believe
There is a way
So hard to forgive
Myself for every day
Of tearful longing
I’ve been through still
Lying about I’m okay

Now I close my eyes and fall
To let it all go
I let it flow
Through every inch of my soul
Just to release it all
Or at least be gone

I close my eyes and let it go
My heart doesn’t want it anymore
No more games in pain and hope
Bring me home once more

So deep within I still feel
Like I’m dying
For everything, for every sin
I’ve never done to be forgiven
Or they’re lying

Spring rain will erase every teardrop
As I lie on the ground still hoping
But knowing that no one will come
Even how much the heart is loving

Promise me
And I will believe
Hold me tight
So I’ll feel alright
Ever needed and loved

Every feel was once a child’s dream
So pure, so divine and clear
Every smile had some joy behind it
Before there fell the first tear

Promise me
And I will believe
Hold me tight
So I’ll feel alright
Ever needed and loved

Make me feel something more
Than another year of pain
Bring me warm, I’m so cold
Please, make me feel loved again

Deep passion lives inside
Like burning fire
Flames of your heart
Make me feel this desire

I’m burning in your flame
Tell me, tell me your name
Let me feel you deep inside
Without regret and fallen pride

Darling, I’m longing for you
So madly that I’m losing my mind
You make me fall for you
So badly that there’s no time and tide

Your deepest wish became the prayer on my lips
Desire dwelling within the sweetest kiss
Take me now and make this flame our bliss

I cannot wait so long
Dear, be mine through this night
And again once more
But this time through a lifetime

Oh dear, I long for you
With my whole heart
Believe or not, it’s true
With you I’m another wild child

Time erases the border between us
Every step makes it closer
The moment when the victory sparks
And time flows slower

Like the touch of midsummer stars
I see the shine within your eyes
Deeper than the sea
Softer than a dream
And I lose myself completely
To this deep sincerity

Please, believe
Every line opens up my heart
More than everything
Please, don’t hide

Like the touch of midsummer stars
I see the shine within your eyes
Deeper than the sea
Softer than a dream…

I’m here all the time
Hoping and waiting for a moment to be
Just stay for a while
To feel this storm I hide within

Take away my pain and see
The way we both can be
Every moment we share
I keep within with care

Stay a little bit longer
Just to see
The feeling growing stronger
With every dream
I want to share with you
And you know it’s true

What if there is no end
Of all this inner pain
What if I’m not sad
But just have nothing to say

Nothing else left within
Not for what I’ve used to be

Tell me, darling
What keeps you stay alive?
Playing like you’re dying
What makes you survive?
Tell me, dear
What do you feel
Walking on rusty wire?

What if this all is but a dream
A scary one, bad nightmare
What if it was never real
It was, I know, but still aware

Nothing else matters deep in
But this one pure feeling

I wish I could be true
I wish I could dare
But I can only stare at you
Looking for love and care
I wish I could be
This sweetest dream
For you the one so fair

How many days should pass
So I could feel relief?
How many months should pass
So I could breathe free?

My dearest love, my deepest scar
From love to pain
Through poor hoping heart
Should I feel for you again?

You brought me warmth
You gave me a sense of home
I thought it’s love
But everything’s gone

You left a deep wound in my heart
A long still bleeding scar
And I cannot move on
Please, just let me go

It’s killing me
Still hurting deep
I wish to be
For you, my friend

But you’re not here
You are somewhere else
For me forever dear
But I’m not in your space

I thought we were like Jones and Dunn
But this story was gone
Reflecting in those lines I wrote
And wished to be loved

Sometimes it’s hard to confess
To tell what lies in heart
This fear could be deep, unless
You know you’re loved

Deep inside
My great fear lives
It’s all just a game of mind

A well-written play
A dream of a madman
But no one would say
It is so, though again
And again I hope you’ll stay

My mind goes blind
As I feel it could be real
That dream of mine
I still keep deep within

Beyond the layers of pain
I keep a tiny spark of light
They call hope and try again
To believe it’s gonna be alright

It’s just in my mind
So deep inside
I cannot forget or hide