I don’t want another
I want this one
Dark like midnight passion
Dangerous and kind

Let’s walk together
Until the days are gone
Art of beautiful obsession
The sweet dream of mankind

I’m going crazy
Even from one word
Every wish is a dangerous fantasy
So deep, but never told

Lie down and let me do everything
I want to do with you
Let me give you what you need
Close your eyes and guess what I am up to

It’s not just physically
This is all abnormally
The wish, desire and feeling
I cannot tell what it’s like within
But it feels like the most beautiful need

Suicide silence dwells beneath
None calls, no echo sounds
Just darkness still
Within every hell bound

Bloodred sunrise
Upon the dying land
Black raven flies
High in the sky before the end

The song of rise and fall
Will dwell above the stars like an eternal call
Reflection of once great world

I will paint the perfect rhyme
Through the endless flow of time
Just to see it dying upon the thorns of life

Dance with me on broken glass
Laughing without tears
Fly with me higher than stars
Through all forgotten years

There is no way back to see
The same dream twice
It’s only a moment to feel and be
Like a sweet kiss of paradise

Drunken bliss of midnight
Will take you deep into fleeting happiness
Let it show you true light
In the fading blossom of life so blessed

The song of rise and fall
Will dwell above the stars like an eternal call
Reflection of once great world

I will paint the perfect rhyme
Through the endless flow of time
Just to see it dying upon the thorns of life

I will kiss you deep to see
This fading light beneath
And show you the truth of letting you be

Times running wild
Like a bright kite
Flying high in the sky
A little dear sign
There is always a hope to find

From the bottom of my heart
I write every word
Even a tiny part written meanwhile
I mean it all

Like a promise to stay
Even being far away
Through every tough day
I know I can believe every word you say
Like a once painted way

I am not blind
Being fooled so many times though
I still can find
The truth in every little word untold

Someone hides their fear
Or deepest of all pains
Living with it all year by year
Like in ever pouring acid rain
They hide their unshed tears

Verses of scarred heart and soul of dreamy child
Flow through the time, but are never really gone
I’m the one to write my own part
Just don’t let me fall, don’t let me drawn

Nothing more I could ask for
But for compassion and holding hand
So I know there is a place I can call home
There is nothing to regret

Tell me what’s on my mind
I cannot see, cannot decide
Where to go within my own world
Trapped in my dreams I’m lost deep beyond

I stepped on this road
Lost in the middle of nowhere
Bring me back home
Let me get rid of my despair
I’m so damn done

Find me in between dreams and real
I just want to love and feel
Let me breathe, let me feel alive
I want to touch the stars high in the sky

Within my dreams
I follow you like it’s for real
But then I’m an echo of thrill
It’s just a fantasy
It’s only in my head
And I’m losing control
And it’s the dead end
I’m afraid to lose it all

It’s all like a fall
Into the void
It’s like a mesmerizing song
Calling to another world
Precious and far
Like a dream of dear heart

Tell me what I am here for
Why I deserve this love
I’m lost and confused
I don’t wanna be abused

Listen here now
Do you hear any sound?

Boom! Boom!

Done with their lies
Done with hypocrisy
Their filthy promise slowly dies
In flames of our ecstasy

Done with their bullshit
Done with their so called sacrifice
Accept this final defeat
Look now up to see it in our eyes

Hear our coming now
With the only sound

Boom! Boom!

Done with all those lies
Done with hypocrites like they are
Let them burn, let them die
From the bottom of the heart

Let it burn now so beautifully
In those flames of love
Let them suffer quite enough
So they could see
How cruel kindness could be

Make them weak
Make them squeak
Make them beg
Make them cry
Soundlessly

And pretend there is just a calm sound of silence
Nothing remains to dwell in dark ignorance
No more scars, none cries, nothing else
But sweet dreams of peace

Boom. Boom.

Just a heartbeat
Just a song on repeat
Smile back at me
With another melody
Nothing left to bring
But tomorrow to meet

Boom!

I cannot sleep, cannot rest
Until it lives deep in my chest
That fear and misery
I feel I’m living in

Though I don’t regret anything
Yeah, don’t regret anything

Deep in my heart I feel this bliss
Like paradise, lost inner peace
I know nothing yet know the truth
I regret anything but youth

Those years of loneliness and pain
I feel like I have nothing to gain
Like everything I’ve had I’ve lost
And still walk with this deep remorse

Though years passed by and changed me
I’ve learnt to be with what I see
Every dream I couldn’t keep
Rests within so deep asleep

Nothing I can regret by now
Not youth, nor any lost bound
I’ve got it all and should move on
Across the fields of years and through the storm

To find bliss within my heart
I should go through the time of love
Like a blooming garden in the middle of spring
I should awake my dear dream
To feel that I shouldn’t regret anything

If you see the dark
You know what the light looks like
If you feel pain
You don’t need the world to save you from yourself

Just rise and walk away
There is no more reason to stay
This is not your way

Feeling lost and abused
Falling deeper into the void
I’ve almost lost myself
The true me, what I really am

There is no more reason to stay
No more reason to stand this shit
Now I see this was never my way
This isn’t what I really need

Resonating with the darkness
I know how to feel
Like echoes of inner monster
I crawl to see what’s lost within
Deeper than all the sins

Show me your soul
Shh, dear, don’t go
You’ll feel this bliss
This is my sweetest promise

Give me your soul
I will be kind, you know
Hush, darling, it’s just one kiss
The sweetest and deadly promise

Darkness is kind, but deep
If you lost yourself in it
Once you take a step
There is no way back

Summer heat melts old ice within
Making me long for fresh wind
Cool midnight breeze
I caress so dear with all those dreams

Silent song, moonlit lullaby
A child’s hope, all mother’s love
Trapped in a verse a poet and a rhyme
I gave my heart for one true oath
To face new dawn of golden time

We live our life walking this road
Someone’s one is short, another is long
We wonder all around the world
Seeking our own soul’s song

Silent song, moonlit lullaby
A child’s hope, all mother’s love
Trapped in a verse a poet and a rhyme
I gave my heart for one true oath
To face new dawn of golden time

Blessed moment of memory
Cascading flow of starlight
One drop of remedy
Blissful hideaway for a restless heart

Endless world lost in the sea
A promise dwelling deep
Lonely memory of me
I whisper still through a dream
I always wished to be

Silent song, moonlit lullaby
A child’s hope, all mother’s love
Trapped in a verse a poet and a rhyme
I gave my heart for one true oath
To face new dawn of golden time

Ride the storm until it’s gone
Write with your blood another poem
We all are but the shadows of tomorrow

Deep in the sea of untold pain and tears unshed
Lies the cure of forgiveness that I cannot get
Yet in silence I weep to find the way
That only path to run away

Echo of the last chord dwells in the silence
Flowing through my soul with tender bliss
I know every word of this old song of dreams

Restless ocean of fantasies boils within
All those lost illusions quivering still
Like a flow of memories dear
Ever gone with a child’s tear

I long for a path
Ever hidden deep
I long for a heart
Of light and dream
I long for art
Ever dwelling within
Like an echo
Like a shadow
Like a tear of the world

I long for every single moment
Of the past and future hidden in present
I love and hate and long for every weep and smile
Before the night withers with blooming sunrise

I long for a smile
For a touch
Living for the time
It’s not too much
To feel and believe
There is still a hope to live

I long for one more night of love
To share everything I have with the only one
I will long for forever through the endlessness of time

There are so many worlds
Entwining in our dreams
Unpredictable, unknown
Sending sparkles and thrills
Through my spine and heart

Silent whispers, sweet lullabies
Innocence in wide-open eyes
The world was still beautiful like paradise

Another dream is but an echo
Of untold thoughts and feels
Secret kiss of memories and awe
Where we were so young, just kids
And knew no pain, no harm

Wooden toys, chocolate ice-cream and the stars
Sweet kiss of memories beyond ever faded sunrise
Everything is withering with the first tear of lies

A hoping heart needs to believe
There is truth in words gone in time
Not only empty promises and fear
Reflecting in a teary eye

We wonder in dreams
Yet seeking the real or a reflection of memory
Without bitter tears
We seek love within like a remedy
To cure every scar so deep