Fear
It’s paralyzing
Fear
Like analyzing
Everything deep inside
Hidden within your heart

In the darkness blind
I search for a way out
But still I cannot find
None and nothing around

Madness within
I cannot escape from it
Darkness, my friend

Years
Fade in memory of yesterday
Years
To be someone who can fly away
From this madness within
To make every wish real

Rewrite my story from the very beginning
I cannot try anymore
Help me to find my way, I’m tired of losing
Every fight and fall
Take me back home

Madness
I fear not anymore
Darkness
In the end of this fall
Dear embrace
To save from cold
To cover me from the world

Save me now
I cannot fight by my own
Save me now
Before I’m gone
Save me

Even when I’m silent
I’m screaming inside
Dwelling in a moment
I’m chasing the night

From the heart it all goes
In quivering echoes
I rest to find the way
Through the fading day

In love with freedom and endless dreams
I long for unconditional love and to feel free

In the still of the night
I paint with petals my path through the dark
In the silver beam of moonlight
I write another storyline through the time

In love with old songs and hopeful dreams
I long for unconditional love and to feel free
With another rhyme I feel real

Dreaming with the stars and moonlight
I feel free like the flow of time
Like verses and rhymes
Like riffs and chorus lines
I feel free with the fall of the night

It was too perfect from the start
One soul, one heart
To dwell among the stars
Burning for the same art

In the end it’s all the same
Sorry, babe, it was just a game
There is none to blame

Sing to me
There is nothing real
Sing to me
Tears were just a phase
Sing to me
The only one phrase

Tears of joy fade with a blink
Tears of pain last for years
Silence remains within
Even in dreams

One day a hoping heart will find love
That moment I’ll be never alone
And all the pain will be gone

When the night falls down
We seek the warmth
To be the one with the dark
Alone with once given oath

When the light goes down
We try to be who we are
Open and vulnerable, naked-souled
Like once so long ago, that I almost forgot

See it deep
It lives in you and me
Enormous sea
Of unreleased pain
That not everyone should ever gain

Look deep into yourself
What do you see and what you need?
Tell me without words, I’ll get
Don’t let it make you bleed

I used to dream high
But fell deeper than hell
Crushing into pieces
I used to fly higher than sky
And rose everytime I fell
To face again all my demons

We got all the pain
To smile then again
We cried within
To feel alive for real

Close your eyes and see sweet darkness
So warm, so close
Welcome back, dear friend, long time no see
I’ve missed you so
Losing myself in this black memory

Hello, have a sit
It’s gonna be a long story to tell
I think you see
There is a crack inside
I’m trying so bad to hide

So many tries in vain
Losing this game
I almost gave up trying
As the hope was slowly dying

This tale went on and on
Until I was done

I try not to give a fuck
Just to see the world like it is
Imperfect and rotten, yet beautiful still
And I won’t give up now
But to see what lies beneath
That world hidden in the deep

Tell me your heart I desire to see
Enjoy this dwelling silence and trust me
If you want to leave, it’s too bad
There is no way back

Stay, dear, and enjoy the show
You won’t regret it, oh no
I will be tender and slow
Until you ask for more

Make me believe dwelling between heaven and hell
Look deep in my eyes when I’m losing myself
Longing for this moment of bliss
We both want this, yeah, we want this

Go faster, faster, faster
I won’t last long
Say my name
Coming next
I won’t say that I love you
You will read it in my eyes
No lies, only truth

This feel is more than the words can tell
So let me do it my way
In little steps, tender touch, sweet care
Just let me come closer

Early wake-up, black coffee and go
Away from sleepy dreaming of hopes
We are still growing
Like wondering kids

Late talks, silent touches and sweet dreams
Like none is watching while we sleep
We play cool and believe that we are
Before the play goes wrong in the second part

Denying we’re lying
To ourselves first
Then to the world
Trying and fighting
For the only truth
We’ve been through

Silent dream awakens the memory
I thought it was lost forever
It belongs to the pages of old diary
I used to write so many a year

Now my path took me another turn
Making me wish for another tomorrow to come
Before this nightmare takes my heart
Let me believe the hope isn’t gone

Tell me here it’s silent
Tell me there is no sound of alert
As I’m lost in darkness
Dear, I’m lost in silence
Don’t let me burn, don’t let me burn

Tell me, darling, I’m not going crazy
Just a little bit dizzy
Sing me a lullaby to make me asleep
I just need some rest, so let me dream

Darling, caress my hair
While I’m sleeping near
Let me walk in the dream
Resting upon your chest so dear

Tell me it’s safe here
Tell me I’m alright
There left no fear
I’m but too tired
Let me rest on your shoulder
A little bit more

So tempting, yet so far
I sing it all from the heart
Like there is no way back
From the deepest black

I can’t hide anymore
You know what it’s like
To knock at heaven’s door

Balancing still on the cliff
I can fall and drift
With quivering waves so far
Still singing it all from the heart

I can’t take anymore
I have no dreams
I can’t take anymore
Looking in your eyes so deep

I can’t take anymore
You know the score
I can’t take anymore
On the edge in this world

Oh please, let me just be what I used to be once
The kid with passion in the eyes
Take my hand and lead me back
To that time when my heart wasn’t black

I’m blind beyond this lost world
My heart was closed for so damn long
Do you know what it feels like
Dwelling for years in fucking lies?

I can’t take anymore
But I still have a heart
I can’t take anymore
Being so far
Please, give me hope
‘Cause I can’t take anymore
Don’t let me fall now

Don’t you hear my voice in the dreams?
I paint the sky with blue and sparkling silver of stars
Don’t you feel the same within
When you look down into my eyes?

Do you know how it feels like
Standing on the edge?
Balance is but a temptation to fly
To escape from this cage

Lying still, but bleeding no more
My heart dwells in echoes of awe
Tell me I still have a chance
To see another day beyond the heaven’s door

Old scars are sore, ’cause the wounds are still deep
Like a scare tale through a child’s sleep
I can’t take anymore
This endless road

Can you see what’s hidden in me?
Can you remember my name through this madness?
Stab me to death if this is a dream
I cannot endure any minute of echoing silence

Cannot flee, cannot hide
I’m too tired to run
Cannot escape, cannot reach the sky
I’m drowning now
Drowning in silence so numb

Can’t you see I’m desperate
You don’t know what it is to be rejected
I’m tired of cold hatred
As I can’t take it any longer, please

When the sunset falls
Take my hand and lead me to rest
Until the morning comes
Upon the northern coast

Living as our hearts are made of stone
We walk our road
Like years of youth are gone
Make me believe I never was alone

Take my hand when I doubt
Catch me when I fall
Embrace me when I’m down
Be there for me when I call

Silent resort to hide and heal my wounds
When I have no place to go and need a home
The only bay of calm and warmth

Living as our hearts are made of stone
We walk through the storm
Like nothing else can hurt us to the core
Like there is still a hope
To live, to be loved and love
Like there are still pages unknown

Bring me the reason to rise
Another morning is worth fighting for
Tell me what you see in my eyes
Is there still a spark of hope?

Take my hand and bring me home
I have no place to go
You are my new dawn
My sweet dream and reason to move on

Floating with the waves
Far far away
I remember still
Every time I’ve lost to a feel
Falling deeper into my inner void

Far away in dear memories I go
To rest apart from the real world
And be myself for a little while
The weak and lonely child

Loneliness is my pill from new wounds
My hideaway and safe zone
Where I can heal old scars of youth
Though I’ve never really wished to be alone

I couldn’t feel, I couldn’t trust
Only long lonely nights
Beneath starlit sky of unfulfilled wishes

Let me feel again
Lead me out from my hideaway
Show me another day
So I can breathe again

Walk with me under the stars
Not sleeping till early morning
Scent of dew on fresh mown grass
And sweet smile like first pure feeling

Let me dream of this real
Painting the new day with bright colours
I wish to reach this feel
Embracing you tight, as we are lovers

I write my wish in a diary
To awaken the melody
Of another dawn to bring it to me

Hear me through my rhymes
As they scream from your screen
Louder than thunder and bombs
Let your heart feel through the real
I am worth one million tries