Hope is no longer my guide
Night lightens my dark road
Song will flow until the last tear falls
Dreamless shadows are calling me
To their hideaway unseen

I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn
I am but a faded call
Hope forlorn
I am but a broken scenery
Your vanished memory

Dark lust licked my lips
With a kiss of lost innocence
Flames burnt that heart
Took it to another place

I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn
I am but a hoping soul
Burnt alive
For a one last strife
I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn

Take my soul if you dare
Play again, pretend that you care
Take my heart if you need
Rip it off and watch me bleed

I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn
Dreaming alive
After the heart has died

I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn
I am but your call
Lost in thunderstorm
I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn

Burn the letters of my soul
Reach for the deepest scars
Let me suffocate in this pain
Drag me into this vanity
For my lost memory

Sinking in lust
Deep into insanity
For your ever memory
Angelwings burnt to dust

I am but a broken doll
Awaiting till dawn…

I hear the voice, it’s calling me
I fear the shadows behind my door
They’re chasing me
I fear but I follow them
’cause it’s my choice

Bleeding heart for the dark remorse
Bearing deep inside my own curse

I told you my heart, you warmed it so dear
Then broke in pieces to make all clear

Rip off my chest to see how the heart beats
Burning the letters, seeing lost words
I found dark place where soul is in peace
Far far away from the cold cruel world

I hear the voice, it’s calling me
I fear the dream inside of me
But I need it
I need to believe
Following darkness around me
Dwelling with silence within
I walk with the dream of me

Cut off my heart to watch me
Silently dying, darkening, bleeding
Tear off my heart to awake me
From this eternal sleep 

I cannot move this feel away
From my hoping soul
I cannot move on, cannot go on
Days are all grey, sky is pale
When you are so far
When you are away

I fear to go out without your hand holding mine
I’m afraid of the darkness around me, coiling around my heart
I fear to fade away while you sleep tight
I’m afraid of the silence dwelling through the time

Move my fears when I’m scared
Move my tears when I cry
Erase those moments when I couldn’t dare
To say what I feel

I only lie frozen on cold ground
Dreaming of storytime and river ghosts
I only lie in the deepest sleep
Hoping that you are near with me
Holding my hand so dear

I fear to go out without your hand holding mine
I’m afraid of the darkness around me, coiling around my heart
I fear to fade away while you sleep tight
I’m afraid of the silence dwelling through the time

Move my fears when I’m scared
Move my tears when I cry
Erase those moments when I couldn’t dare
To say what I feel

Only in his hands her heart beats
With a rhyme of his
Through his passionate dreams

A marionette of him, a doll in sin
Music box’s tune makes her dance
A marionette of him, a child of dream
He gave her wings to feel the trance

Smile on his lips makes her beg for pain
Lust awakening to see the world around
Beauty of lost innocence, dark passionate play

A marionette lying on his kneels
A silent doll in his tender but strong hands
Begging for mercy I dwell in dark remorse
A marionette longing for his dreams
A silent doll in his seducing fingers

One dream lives in his eyes
Another one – deep in heart
My life I will give for endless lovenight

A prayer of marionette kneeling before
The dark angel, master of deep fantasy
Cold despair within broken heart lost ashore
Kiss of winter, flowing poison of memory
Sweetest wish dwelling in me forevermore

In deep dream, through the veil unseen
In river of thoughts, in tears they bring
He came to me
A master of my midnight fantasy

With never fading memory
He came to me
Shadow of the night
Pale veil of moonlight
Reflecting on the frozen shore
Calling voice made me feel forever more

Master of an endless journey
Dreamer for the last ride
Kiss of withering glory
Innocence losing its glittering pride

Master of my midnight fantasy
Hope of fading memory
Slowly vanishing I
Never, I will never leave you
Dear heart for you I cry

Make me feel the pain
Make me sigh in vain
One last breath to lose
One more path to choose
Make me love you only more
Make me suffer for the heart I’m longing for

In midwinter glow I’m waiting still
Dreaming, believing
I’m watching you through the night
While you are walking the daylight

Hoping to meet you again
I want to hold your hand tight
Smiling through cold pain
Dreaming with tears in eyes

In glittering light I’m awaiting
For your heart I long
Through the midnight dream
I walk to you through the dawn

Missing a dear memory
I hope for another heartbeat of spring
Please, come to me again
I’m still calling your name

Thank you for a hope
Just hear my call
Come to my door
And take me back home

Let me feel your kind smile
Again
Let me dwell with the tide
Again

Make me believe in my tomorrow
Make me leave this pain
Let me drift with thrilling sorrow
Through the night to fade

Let me fall for the pride
I’ve lost once
Let me recall this night
Through your memory

You know only you make me fall
Bleeding in silence
For the last chance
To stay for a healing heart

Let me feel your kind smile
Again
Let me forget the pain
Let me be the one for you this night
Let me fall for you again

Thousands stars I burnt for you
Snowpath I drew for you
Frozen mirror of lake I wrote for you

Through the morning dew
Across the dawning blue
For the heart, for the child, for the night
I’ve never had
I want to flow to you
I want to long for you
Forever more

Let me feel your kind smile
Again
Let me dwell with the tide
Again

Let me feel for your heart
Again
Let me see precious tide
Again
Let me be your guide
Through this night
Let me be your ever delight

Fallen with a leaf
Lost in autumn blue sky
Dance beneath a dream
Walking through dark night

Flying above the fields, backyards
Floating into moonlight sea of stars
Dwelling in that morning dew
Whispers of truth
Silent sigh I’ve lost for you

We’re flying through the years
Losing old veils of fear
Crying through the tears
I hope autumn wind will catch my call

We’re walking in the air
Chasing deep despair
Looking for the way
To combine two souls in one

Flying above the fields, backyards
Floating into moonlight sea of stars
Dwelling in that morning dew
Whispers of truth
Silent sigh I’ve lost for you

Innocent breath, virgin’s prayer
Storyteller’s tear for another play
Card house fading away
With only one sigh of wind
Kiss of dawn, thrilling fear
Lips whispering through cold tears
Kindest heart I then kissed
To touch my deepest dream

Flying above the fields, backyards
Floating into moonlight sea of stars
Dwelling in that morning dew
Whispers of truth
Silent sigh I’ve lost for you

A silver kiss of confession
Sweet taste of temptation
My final dreamy passion
My only inspiration

Silent pain of devotion
Pale veil on my teary cheeks
Dream rising from the depth of the ocean
To cover my burnt wings
My final destination
The last flight through the midnight sky
My only inspiration
I found in you, pure child with a heart so kind

Poet standing behind the door
Rose petals across dark cold floor
Nights of hope, dreams of awe

Hand healing old scars
Eyes turned the stars
Heart of pure angel from dawning skies

Silent pain of devotion
Pale veil on my teary cheeks
Dream rising from the depth of the ocean
To cover my burnt wings
My final destination
The last flight through the midnight sky
My only inspiration
I found in you, pure child with a heart so kind

My last deep breath
Kiss of faith giving me strength
To face another day
Dreamlight leading me astray
Pure melody of your heart
Make me dream of innocent white

Silent pain of devotion
Pale veil on my teary cheeks
Dream rising from the depth of the ocean
To cover my burnt wings
My final destination
The last flight through the midnight sky
My only inspiration
I found in you, pure child with a heart so kind

Long years ago
Walking alone
Forgotten soul
Lying on cold snow
Broken glass of hoping heart
I took a step to a new part
Another mirror of fantasy
Dreams of shadow memory

I entered this world and then one day
Through the millions pale faces
Through the pieces of my suffering heart
I found a soul so far far away

This autumn day three years ago
Silent evening painted my memory
Widen through midnight embrace
I found you when I was dark and alone

Long years ago
Walking alone
Forgotten soul
Lying on cold snow
Broken glass of hoping heart
I took a step to a new part
Another mirror of fantasy
Dreams of shadow memory

Kiss of fate, touch of destiny
My autumn memory
Sad eyes, tears of a kindest heart
Snowpath going so far

You were my dear friend, but one day
I fell in love
Secretly, deeply
Hearing your voice deep in my mind
I followed that dark side
Of wishes and dreams, of white night fantasies
I fell in love with you

Thankful for you entered my life then
Nothing happens by chance
So thank you with all my heart, my dearest friend

Broken glass of hoping heart
Healed by a kind touch of your soul
Fallen with leaves
Cold bitter tears
Turned now to rose petals of hope

Three years of longing and hoping
Through the tears I’ve cried
Through the verses I’ve tried
To flow with time, to fade in tide
But forever I’m thankful that you are…