Silent night still calling me
For a dawn of dreams so real
Child’s naive heart still keeps a feel
The promise I once dared to give

Step by step behind the door
Silent wind to feel the cold
Run away and follow me

Deep in the past of midwinter snow
Dreams keep calling for a hope
Nevergone for the moments of love
Everwritten in the heart, I know

Flute and strings of guitar
Calling me, tearing my heart
For a silent night to dream again

Fourteen days and pale dawn
Fourteen nights and touch of morn
Sweet taste of wind from the north
Seductive eyes, embrace so warm

Silent night still calling me
For a dawn of dreams so real
Child’s naive heart still keeps a feel
The promise I once dared to give


Poet’s lines to tell the untold
Dreamer’s hand to help and hold
Silent word to keep from cold
Forgotten song forlorn and old

Silent night still calling me
For a dawn of dreams so real
Child’s naive heart still keeps a feel
The promise I once dared to give

“Cold and dark. Just christmas lights are sparkling near. Still looking weird in the beginning of March, but I love their shining. I cannot sleep because of different thoughts flowing in my head. 

…She felt the thirst. She hadn’t drunk any drop of blood for last 3 days and now she was very weak.
She tried to get up but she couldn’t, chains on her wrists were too tight and she felt her blood running down on her hands.
Her mind was slowly covered with grey for of insanity and hunger. She was lying here for a long time, all alone in the deep shade of the forest.
She couldn’t see him standing behind, but she felt him watching her…. He…

.. He walked up to her and touched her shoulder. Milklike skin was soft and had a seductive scent. He looked in her face knowing about different abilities of vampires. He wasn’t still afraid of her.
He looked in her eyes deep and luring. She was looking at him with great interest without any shade of fear. He couldn’t know about her power even when she was hungry.
But she didn’t want to hurt him, not now.
– Hello. – said he still looking in her eyes.
– Hey.. Who are you? – asked she silently, almost in whisper.
– I don’t want to hurt you. You look not very well.
– I’m hungry.. I haven’t eatten anything for 3 days. I need some…food.
– What exactly?
– Your blood. – whispered she and pounced on him and slowly touched his neck with her lips…
She couldn’t bite him. Of course, she could drink him if she wished, but she couldn’t. Something deep inside didn’t let her do this.
– Why did you stop? – asked he calm.
– I can’t… – wept she. – I need but I can’t.
– Why? I’m.. wrong? – smiled he looking at her.
– No. You’re more than right. – she blushed. – You.. you’re … I can’t.
He looked in her eyes full of tears and understood everything.
– I’m sorry.. Let me be. Let me die here.
– No. I’ll get you some blood. I won’t let you die…
She gave him a look full of surprise. 
– Why? I could kill you.. why do you need to save my life?
– Why I should kill you if you didn’t kill me? – answered he with a question and blinked.

She was sitting near the window looking at falling sparkling snow. White snowflakes slowly covered the ground still cold in the beginning of spring.
“Great start… just awesome.” – thought she annoyingly.
Mariita was thinking about songs and dreams, lines and forgotten tales she described once in her verses. Weird feeling, just too odd. Even for her.

Something was tearing her those last days, some strange feeling she had for a pretty long time.
She walked across the room and sat down on the bed. Day was pale and she wasn’t in a mood to do anything.

“So, some music would be very nice. And a book…” – decided Riita opening a book she bought yesterday. Pretty nice one, actually.
Soon she felt that she was falling asleep.

… Lost in a forest of her dreams and nightmares Mariita saw every single wish of her own. She hadn’t so sweet dreams for a long long time. Only a couple of times she woke up with a smile on her face.
This one was so.
She knew that when she woke up it’s all would be gone.Happiness was a temporary fact here, in her life. At least she thought so.

– Tell me why.. – wept she.
– Just let the right time come. – whispered a silent voice.
– I want to… – she paused and looked in his eyes still deep and so real. Why she felt him so real everytime they met in a dream? That was a mystery for her. So it was so now. She felt his touch, his warmth, his taste..
– Let the time come.. – told he again.
Tight embrace made her hold her breath. Tears were falling silently down, but she knew that she would see him again.

Riita opened her eyes and noticed that it was such a late time. Still a bit sleepy she tried to see something in the dark, but realizing that it was just a dream she turned to the other side and fell asleep again.
She even didn’t notice a jacket lying near her and pale light behind her door….
When he came back she was sleeping embracing his jacket.

Hei everyone!
How are you guys? Hope everything’s fine! 😉

I was thinking about one thing.. I could also write here some stories or tales, what do you think?

Call me a dreamer, call me a devil
I’ll still be who I am
Call me a sinner, call me a fool
I’ll still feel for you
Call me the only one, or no
I’ll never be gone

Hear the wind’s whispering
Calling your name
I once used to whisper
See the white path without footprints
I used once to come back before

You know the feeling, you know it so well
When the heart isn’t calling, but still dwelling in
You know this beieving, you know what I feel
Still calling you silently, just calling your name

Call me a dreamer, call me a devil
I’ll still be who I am
Call me a sinner, call me a fool
I’ll still feel for you
Call me the only one, or no
I’ll never be gone

Hear the wind’s howling
Still calling, still praying
Never cheating, never playing
No wish to break the heart

Hear the wind’s whispering
Calling your name
I once used to whisper
See the white path without footprints
I used once to come back before

Follow the path I used to go home
Take me now giving a hope
Follow me now
Follow the path I used to go home
Take me now giving a hope
Take me now!

Hear the wind’s whispering
Calling your name
I once used to whisper
See the white path without footprints
I used once to come back before

Through the forest long path is running
Red sun is silently dying
In dark clouds slowly flowing in the sky
Snow is falling covering cold ground

Pale day
Losing its shade
Dawn cold and grey
Silent moment to fade
Sream leads me astray
Through the pain
Forget it, all was in vain..
Lost way
My soul was dreaming again
Forget it all, my try was in vain…

Across the snowflake’s dance
Through the tear in sad glance
I’m flowing just to see blue eyes
Again… one more time.. just once.

Pale day
Losing its shade
Dawn cold and grey
Silent moment to fade
Sream leads me astray
Through the pain
Forget it, all was in vain..
Lost way
My soul was dreaming again
Forget it all, my try was in vain…

Again, one more time, just once..

Forget it all
Through the cold
Forgive the call
Over wounds so old
Forget it all, my try was in vain

Pale day
Losing its shade
Dawn cold and grey
Silent moment to fade
Sream leads me astray
Through the pain
Forget it, all was in vain..
Lost way
My soul was dreaming again
Forget it all, my try was in vain…

Lost way
My soul is dreaming again
Remember me, tell me just was it in vain?

“I don’t more pale reality,
No more grey personality,
I want to take a step to a new world.
Would you help me not to feel cold?”

She is a dark queen,
So gothic and odd.
They are afraid and dwell in fear,
They feel so weak before her.
She was too naive,
Too sensitive to see them lying,
To feel them playing
Their cruel dark game.

The girl of a winter dream,
Pale night guest, walking sin
Follow her steps now

Her name is written behind
Lost in a labyrinth of her mind
Dream of a night, wish to fly
Her name is sparkling in your mind
So hard to see, unreal to find
Touch of light, love to hide

The story neverending
This path was the beginning
Follow the shadow of her

I ask you to follow me inside
This insane world of sanity,
Step by step through the pale sky.
Seek the pain of insecurity,
Fly without wings through the night.
One dream to follow above the clouds,
Try to see the truth within,
Play the lost melody,
Just don’t let them fool you now.

The girl of a winter dream,
Pale night guest, walking sin
Follow her steps now

Her name is written behind
Lost in a labyrinth of her mind
Dream of a night, wish to fly
Her name is sparkling in your mind
So hard to see, unreal to find
Touch of light, love to hide

Trina plays, Trina prays
Trina’s searching the truth.
She danced, she laughed
She’s still hoping and silently believing..

Trina dreams, Trina sings
Trina’s going home…

The girl of a winter dream,
Pale night guest, walking sin
Follow her steps now

Her name is written behind
Lost in a labyrinth of her mind
Dream of a night, wish to fly
Her name is sparkling in your mind
So hard to see, unreal to find
Touch of light, love to hide

Forgive me for what I am