Stop hoping and waiting
There is nothing else
Don’t feel like it’s waving
At the end of this way

If there were no hope from the very beginning
There wouldn’t be another one too
As here I am standing
Like the end of all hope

Craving for more than one night stand
I still do believe that I am worth it all in the end

No more lies, no pretending
I’m done with it all
No more words of regretting
I won’t wait for your call

I’m done with all waiting
I’m done this time
No more cries, no more wailing
There left no tears behind blue eyes

I am worth more than empty words of blind text
Than drunken memories beyond one night sex
I am worth more than a promise forgotten in time
Than a lost tracklist in the end of line

You were my sunshine
But now I should go
You weren’t my lifetime
I wasn’t your home
The pain still remains within
I don’t know how to heal it
But with deep pure love

I know there is still nothing
The heart could say
Just words you hear everyday
But for me it’s still a silent dream

Another beaten phrase
They say it’s just a phase
But I know, I know…

Just feel this way
Hoping like hell every day
That I can come and stay
But I know, I know…

Tell me, darling, is there any hope
To find the one I could really love?
Is there any tiny chance to come back home
Where I’ve left all my old life behind
And build the new one?

They say it’s alright
They say everything is gonna be fine
But I know, I know!

Tell me if there is any chance
To be real, to be fine
Tell me looking in my eyes
Is there any hope for someone like me
To become more than a fucking dream?

I don’t wanna play seek and hide
Don’t wanna chase that ghosting guy
I’m tired and cold
Even if not lost for the world
Let me rest and heal my soul

Before the darkness takes me
I will sing everything
That tears me apart
I will sing it all from the heart

Dwelling in my heartless madness
I call for you
Dreaming in my cocoon
Of all this love I know is hopeless

Laughing in tears
Crying with a smile
Like anyone cares
Through all this time
I know we are dwelling both
In our own madness still holding for love

Desire in eyes
Half-open door to paradise
I know, I see
Everything that left of me
Now rests so deep
So deep in you

Hold on my hand
Through all these miles
And if there is an end
Of the world, of time
Hold on me tight

I’ve opened myself so bad
That I have nothing to regret
This all I’ve meant is just all I’ve said

The ways cross and part
Still there is always hope in heart
No matter how far we are
The truth always remains inside

I paint the way to go
Another path I should now follow
I need this road
Not to lose my soul

If this is the end
I still have nothing to regret
I’ve been honest with myself

Holding still to feel what is right
I will fight to survive
For the truth that lives in heart
Just to keep what left inside

Forbidden desire, forgotten password
Long lost wishes like ever gone chord

Dying leaves fall apart with October call
Dancing slowly while their last fall
A song of time, silent promise undone
It was a short game just for fun

Forbidden things have their secret charm
They give us joy but also do harm
That fleeting happiness goes with a blink
Your promise I kept within was only a dream

I wish I could let it go and feel nothing more
But I’m a dreamer and still caress a hope
To find that one true and deep love

It all was a game, just a part of the score
A child’s dream broken but never gone

If only I could let it go
Just to feel again my soul
As it used to be

Oh, if only I could go home
I wish I could feel love
To be free

Set me free, let me feel peace
I wish to know the sense of relief
Just release me, please
I cannot boil in this all anymore
Let me go, let me go, let me go

Closed door within my mind
Like all those burning lies
Never let me feel alright

Dark windows and empty loft
I wish I could find love
Like I used to believe once long ago

Though I am not a kid anymore
I have to go…
Don’t miss me, do you?

We all are broken several times
There is a burning world within our eyes
I see it deep in you
You see it, too
We both know pain better than those who whine
We are broken but still alive
So please, hold me tight
I will save a place for you in my heart

Please, give me that inner peace
I need it now more than ever before
Give me hope and all sweet bliss
So I could find my way back home
Please, please, please, please

Oh, I feel so bad
I long for you without regret
Oh, please, it’s like damn disease
I cannot forget, cannot find any ease
Make me breathe
Just let it end

It hurts so bad
I thought you could be a friend
But it’s all fucked up
This beautiful love

You see what I am and used to be
The darkness within
Everything I hide from the world
You’ve seen it all

Oh, let me feel no suffering
Let me forget the pain and everything
Oh, please, be my last resort
So I just could rest from the world
Make me have faith
Just let it end

One step closer and we fly
One step ahead and we fall
Mo more tears, they all die
There is no checkpoint, not at all
Let me feel and smile
Before this moment is gone

Silence can hurt more than the sharpest word
Stabbing through the heart like a knife made of ice cold steel
Even one word can heal deepest scars that still hurt
So I could rest for a while and dream

Give me white wings to fly above
Across the distance so far just to see
That this endless longing is love
So I can rest still and caress this feel
I silently lull deep within

Myriads of mirrors cascade from the sky to show us the real
Where we walk apart, but still see each other in dreams
Smoke and dust never cut off the ways we haven’t reached still
Just to make sure this path shows the truth of yet untold feels

Give me white wings to fly above
Across the distance so far just to see
That this endless longing is love
So I can rest still and caress this feel
I silently lull deep within

Don’t say that my heart went wrong
This is the way I feel
I cannot help it but I long only more
For the truth that still lives in me

My longing is deep, but the reality is deeper
Every morn I keep on waiting within
Embracing the hope that goes sweeter
For one more try I’d give my everything

One look, sweet smile
Long term promises and honeydew dreams
Drunken nights of moonlit wine
Singing rock songs along midnight streets
I love this precious dream of mine

Am I asking too much?
One single look
One dreamless touch
Upon the white night view

I just want to be needed, to be loved
To be that one reason
For a sweet smile upon your face
Feelings deep as falling from grace

The reason to feel strong wings behind your back
The desire as deep as dark abyss
And sweeter than hot kisses on an empty track
I wanna be this midnight promise
We both don’t want to lose

The feeling so deep
I’m losing my sleep
I wanna break these chains
To fall in your embrace
Just call my name
I need this dream to come real
It’s all the same

All I need to be loved
We all seek this, don’t we?
Trough the everyday life
And surfing the web lying without sleep

Walking through the white night streets
Writing real all those dreams
I used to hide deep within my heart
With the one I can call my love

Close the door
Let yourself lie down
This is your secret resort

No more lies
No more hiding
Let you be just who you are
You are fine…

They say I’m spoiled
They say I’m weird
So let it be
I am what I am

I’m just human
A sinner, a lonely soul so fucking tired
That tried so hard to be the part of the crowd
But I’m so done

Every rule is cut deep upon my skin
Every no is just noise in my mind
I can do everything
I am just fine
I am fine
I’m fucking fine!

Slowly dying within
I keep on smiling
Diving deeper into insanity
I carve every memory
To feel alive
To know I’m fine