I will tell you my soul
I will sing you my world
Tell me your name
While we are still awake
Both lost in destiny’s dance
Dancing bare feet on broken glass
We laugh and kiss
This is our bliss
Pleasure and pain
Tears in vain
Falling down
Upon a golden crown
We search for hope
In the point of no return
Playing cold we fall
Before the last call
We dream of being loved
Where none has a heart
Forget the way we went
There will be no regret
Just tell me the truth
As I still miss you
Pleasure and pain
Tears in vain
Falling down
Upon a golden crown
We search for hope
In the point of no return
We run from ourselves
From what lives in us
The hope under the stars
Ever dreaming in our hearts
In My Mind
Losing my mind in this whirl of faces
I’m loosing the laces
To release and feel free
At least
I’ve never realized I’m broken
Within every prayer unspoken
I’ve never dared to dream
To break free
I’ve been burning within all my life
And have none by my side
Who’ll say I’m fine
Cleanse my mind
I’m crying in the emptiness of the night
In my last resort hidden within
Carving deep scars on my skin
I’m losing my mind
I cry begging for one time
To find my heart
I’m crying to be that one right path
I’m fucking losing my mind
Running across and falling over the edge
I’m crying in the dark of the night
Through the fear and rage
To feel free to say I’m fine
I was burning within all my life
Am I not worth truth and love?
Come closer and say I’m fine
Tired
I just wished to be
The one with a dream
Where I could feel
I just dreamt of love
That I tried to find
Seeking everywhere so hard
No more tries
I’m tired of this
No more cries
I won’t seek
As I’m tired of it all
I’m going home
Don’t promise me everything
It all will be gone
Something never changes
And I’m done
Sunset on the roof
Tales through the truth
I wished to believe
But feel like a thief
Taking that was never mine
Maybe with time…
I cannot see any hope
I’m tired of it all
Please, take me back home
Everything I Gave My Heart For
Silent cry, distant sight
No guiding light
There is no more love
One look, one step
This is the end
Closed door, empty window
Lonely hope lost long ago
And the heart made of stone
That’s all I’m made of
Midnight fears and frozen tears
Lonesome longing through the years
The rhymes are still the same
But flowing from the heart of pain
Lost in my own darkness
So deep I still caress
Those hopes and dreams
Long lost beliefs
I still keep within
A kiss of love
My only hope
To dwell in awe
With the one I long for
Find and face your destiny
Recall deep memory
That only dream I used to be
For everything I lived and loved
I give my heart once more
Mist
In the mist of dying memories I walk alone
Searching for long lost home
Stuck forever in a broken moment of time
In the darkness I look at them all
Those ones who come and go
Leaving everything behind slowly to die
They live their lives
Singing for their dear ones
Forgetting those who left behind
So far from their shiny eyes
Like a shadow in the night
Ash of hope silently dies
I long for everything I’ve written from the heart
For that pure and innocent love
Living in bliss of that hidden awe
Trying to save a tiny drop of hope
For all I long for now and before
Just to believe again once more
My Own Delirium
Writing every verse like confession
I hope for redemption
Once again to feel free
Just to find the real me
Poems of true love
Written upon my veins
I carve them deep falling down
Through my lonely days
Wandering across the world like blind
Lost in my own delirium I forget about time
Before the mountains fall
Write but only one word
Before I break myself into pieces
For all my dreams and secret memories
Verses and chords
Flowing from the heart
Reverbating echoes
They dwell deep inside
Every secret I keep
They would never see
Every true word they would never hear
As I promised myself to hide it deep
Every feeling, every unshed tear
They won’t see, won’t hear my cry
Before the only one stays near
To comfort me and hold tight
Poems of true love
Written upon my veins
I carve them deep falling down
Through my lonely days
Wandering across the world like blind
Lost in my own delirium I forget about time
Far away through the darkest void into the light
I lie here awaiting for better times to come…
Every Beat Of Hope
Once dear memory fails
If we chase them for years
In the end mind prevails
Upon that bleeding heart
I run away to seek
The one and only way
To drift so far away
Lying about a dream
Can’t you see
None cares about that “real me”
Can’t you see
There is so much loneliness within
Longing for truth we lose us
For every beat of hope in heart
I close my eyes to feel deeper and more
Than I could sense ever before
For long lonesome years I’ve been trying hard
To forget all I want deep in my mind
My everything longs for every hopeful moment
I wish I could share with my special one
The past, every secret deeply hidden
Before life is forever gone
Can’t you see
I’m here standing with a heart full of hope
Can’t you feel
My longing for every untold moment of love
All the verses I wrote now and then
Shall be an oath or farewell
One last farewell to the world
I whisper and fly away
With northern winds of hope
I close my eyes and fade
If Only…
If only I can see
If only I can feel
What is a dream
And what is real…
I’m walking through illusions I drew once
Like a hoping loser I try and knock at locked doors
Trusting still that nothing is impossible
I wish I could catch the one true feel
If only they could see
The real me
I wouldn’t be here
Just a lonely believer
I’m running through the times of misery
I try to escape from myself and seek the remedy
Painting all inner darkness from my heart
To cry out every hopeless part
Forgive my lonely self
For everything
For a hope and belief
That this could be real
I’ve tried so hard
To become the one
That I’ve lost my true self
In all this perfect hell
If only I caught that one
Written with destiny’s hand
One only true love
If only there were no dead end
Solemn Misery
Like the lightning stroke
I feel it trembling within
This power, like endless shock
Devouring me with all I need
Hold me, keep me near
So I won’t ever disappear
With every withered tear
I dream every night of moving closer
Seeking home every dream before I awaken
And feel completely broken
Like losing faith in a whirl of life
Every day is but another chance
I long for every spark of light
To touch that lost heart once
Dwelling in solemn misery
I feel like withering
Everywhere I go I play the same old song
Facing my own soul is reborn
Completely faded from the past
Every day now turned to dust
They won’t ever see darkness of their hearts
Through their millions of faces
I cannot escape and find any traces
I cry and run, run and cry
Trying to understand why
Can’t you see I’m falling down
Without any why and how
Lost within this fleeting time
I long for one only night
I’ve lost myself, can’t you see?
My dream dwells far away from me
I caress it dear so deep within
Completely Yours
Touch the strings tenderly
To make my soul complete
With chords and deepest feeling
Please, play for me
Let me lose myself within those words
Paths of lines guiding me
Through all these written worlds
Just play again for me
Play your song silently
Make me complete with your misery
Like that pale reflection of me
Make me feel completely lost
Within your soul
Longing so hopelessly
For every dream by any cost
With all my core
So desperately, endlessly
Make me go to sleep
Play your lullaby to me
To make me once again complete
Please, play for me
Every chord through the night
Like the only dear memory
Like there is no fucking time
Play again so I can see
What’s hidden in the depth of your heart
Play for me
Make me feel
No matter if hurts
I want to be completely yours