Part 2. The World Of Dreams

        –  Teller, Teller! Wait for me! – yelled she running after him. – why did you go away? – asked she touching his hand.
     –    Because I don’t like when people become cruel. They are so most part of their life. Almost all of them are. Cold and cruel.
      –    Me too.. – sighed she looking at him. – but… sometimes it’s the way to protect yourself from the others.
       –   Please, don’t be like them all. Just be yourself. Don’t change. – told he embracing her like a little girl.

She wasn’t that girl anymore. She was a young woman with those hoping wide-open eyes awaiting for a miracle. Some childish traits left in her and it was really cute.

He loved the way she smiled. He loved her stories about her life. Deep inside he felt soft touch of warmth when she was near.

          – Storyteller… – whispered she sitting near him.
          – Yes Kaija?
          – Why the nightingale sings? – asked she smiling.

He only smiled at her and stroked her hair. Her warm hand took his and she looked in his eyes.

         – You have so deep eyes. – said she thoughtfully without any flirt or passion. She just told that. – Like the entire ocean.

          – You too… – replied he suddenly caught by her dreams.
        –  I want to look at the stars. – said she and lay on the grass looking at the blue sky.
         –  We could walk in the night so you can see them bright and white. – told he lying near.
        –  That would be nice. – smiled she.
         –  So.. let’s meet tonight. At 10 pm near an old oak.
          – I will be there at 9.45 pm. – replied she looking at him.

Kaija went home knowing that all the night she would be with her friend. Her Storyteller. She went singing a song she knew from a childhood. A song about Beauty and The Beast, about love and pure wishes, about everything she wished to share. With Teller.

“Spread your wings and fly
Across the midnight sky
Dream of a one-night butterfly
If it could have one more life
Fly for your dreams and wishes
Burnt frozen kisses
Fly and reach a dream
That lives forever within..”
          Tonight… oh, could you believe, Snowflake, tonight we’ll watch at the starlit sky. – said she to her snowhite cat Snowflake lying at her kneels. – I know that we’re just friends and he won’t feel anything more, but… can I have this dream? Don’t be so cruel, Snowy!
Cat looked at her with sad sarcasm and meowed.
          Hungry? Me too. Let’s go, I’ll feed you.
At 9 pm she went out. The road wasn’t too far and she came to their place in 20 minutes.  
          – Too early. Why am I so nervous? It’s just a walk. – whispered she looking at the lake.

Calm waters played with silver moonlight like liquid mirror. Reflections sparkled on dark leaves of an old oak. Suddenly she heard the steps.

“Teller..” – shone in her mind and she turned around. It was him.

He saw her and walked faster.

        – Hei dear, – said he.

Her long dark hair covered her eyes and cheeks so he couldn’t see her blushing. At least she hoped so.

         –  Hei.. – whispered she.
          – Everything’s fine? Are you okay? – asked he looking at her.
          – Yes, absolutely. – nodded she trying not to look at him.
          – You can tell me everything. – said he looking at her. Softly he touched her cheek and took away dark hair to look in her eyes.
          – I think you know everything.. – sighed she looking back at him.
         – Yes. Don’t let the dream just fade away. – said he kissing her lips.

She woke up and sat on the couch. It was dark in the room.

“It’s … it’s not my room.” – understood she suddenly. “Where am I?”

          – You’re there where you’re supposed to be. – said Teller’s voice answering her thoughts.
         – Tell me please..- asked she.
          – In your world. In world of your dreams. – replied Storyteller.

Fairytales…

Well, I’ve decided to post here a fairytale. So part by part (as I’ll write it) I’ll post it here.
So you can read now the first part. 😉

Part 1. Storyteller

   She looked down. 
“So high… I’m afraid. But it’s the only way to find out if I can fly.” She was standing before the open window. 
“Alright… Just don’t look down. Close your eyes and take a step ahead.. Close your eyes and…” 
She felt silent breath of wind in her face when suddenly someone’s hand grabbed her into the room.
–         What the hell are you doing Kaija? – asked so dear voice.
–         I wanted to find out if I can fly… – said she looking down at the floor.
–         It’s dangerous. You could kill yourself. Don’t ever do that again.
–         Forgive me. I won’t. – whispered she with tears in her eyes and looked at him.
He was taller than her and looked at her strictly but his glance wasn’t mean.
He embraced her and stroked her long hair.
–         Just don’t do it again. I couldn’t stand this life without you. You mean the whole world to me, my Kaija.
She felt his warmth. She loved the way he smelled. Soft scent of the blooming field in a warm summer night.
–         Never… – wept she.
    Being a little girl she was very curious. She dreamt of purity within human heart, of angels and elves. She never wished to be a princess like other girls. She was more like a boy, running in the fields, playing in pirates and other such games.
Her best friends were boys because girls thought she was too wild and not like other girls.
    Time passed by and she grew up. But she left the same…
Money and cars, expensive clothes and fashionable shoes meant nothing to her.
She wanted to reach the falling leaf, to run under the rain and dream about untouched purity within that kindest heart.
    “Call me when you need me. I’m always here for you… anytime, anywhere. Even being so far. I’m always with you.”
    Once he promised her that she’d never lose him. And he kept that promise gently.
    He was her friend. He was much older and always protected her from all that evil surrounding her.
She called him Storyteller or just Teller. 

Puzzle Of The World

I am not a part
But the puzzle
A world in a world
I am a puzzle in puzzle
Deep world called you

Deep dark world
Endless sea
Dreaming secretly
Of another life

I am but a world within you
Resting silently
I am but a dream of you
Sleeping deep within

Sweetest venom you drink
Bloodred poison you need
All you want lies in me

I am a whisper of the night
I am the silver moonlight
I am your darkest side
I am but a swanbrook behind

A dream or reality
Fever or memory
Venom or remedy
You or me
Lust for life
Or life for lust

Redeem me into your darkest dream
Let me taste your sweet poison
Make me beg, make me cry for a sin
I forgot the path leading to pale dawn

You are my shadow
I am your guide
You are a rainbow
Leading me to the night
You are a path, I am the journey
You are a dream, I am your memory

A dream or reality
Fever or memory
Venom or remedy

I Need You, Where Are You?

Through the mirror of secret scenery
Greeting pale dawn with a withering smile
Fallen leaf wrote one midnight memory
A faded fantasy of forgotten times

You don’t see my reflection in a rainy window
You don’t feel a tear slowly falling down on my cheek
But I still feel your look through the bright glow

Where are you when I need you more than air?
Where are you, is it fair?
I’m always here for you in your time of need
Move tears falling slowly down if you still feel

Through the dreams and wishes
Through the sea of fantasies and across the field
Of lost hopes I miss you forever more…
With the kiss of the falling night
With a call of silver pale moonlight
I’m waiting for you in the shadow of an old oak

I need you, I wish you were here now
I want you like never before
I need you, where are you?

Through the dreams and wishes
Through the sea of fantasies and across the field
Of lost hopes I miss you forever more…
With the kiss of the falling night
With a call of silver pale moonlight
I’m waiting for you in the shadow of an old oak

I’m always here for you in your time of need
Move my tears away if you still feel… 

Would You Like To Be Near?

If I shout through the night
You won’t hear that cry
Everytime I keep on asking why
Oh why me, why I
Always me, always I

Redeem me into white memory
So I could see
And feel once again
Sweet suffering, blissful pain

If I yell through the dark
Will you hear my scream?
If I cut off my heart
Will you feel my dream?

Will you come to my door
Just to walk dark cold floor
Will you come to share with me my love
To dream with me in evening clouds
Will you, dear?
Would you like to be near?

Share my breath while I sleep
Touch my lips while I’m silent
Cover me with you while I’m cold
Just never ever let me go
Catching a dream just hold it
Don’t let me go…

Swansong White

Dear diary, why the world

Is but a cold cruel whore
Making me die behind dark door
Deep within that closet of memory 
Silence is slowly withering
In dreamless flow of time
You don’t see how much you mean to me
The mountains, the forest, the sea
You cannot feel my deepest faith
For only one touch of your breath
You don’t see but I feel
You don’t feel what lies beneath
But I feel
In withering memory
In dying dawn
With secret tears of me
Your fear will be gone
Last prayer dwells in silence
And sweet presence left no more
Steps through the darkness
To the ancient time’s core
We will flow
After the journey we will fly
Across the pale dawn sky
Under water we will drown
Deeper down
To feel, to breathe, to dream, to believe
I need you, I whisper through the dark
Writing swansong white
I need you more than I can say
And I want you to stay
Just don’t vanish, don’t fade away….
In withering memory
In dying dawn
With secret tears of me
Your fear will be gone

Autumn Magic

Raindrop on a frozen leaf
Kiss of warm wind on my lips
Tear from the sky on my cheek
Deep through the dark one midnight belief

Run with the wind
Fall with the skies
For a dream, for the first meet
Fly with a fallen leaf
With the first snowflake
One silver sip to take
Poison sparkling in eyes
Reflection of twinkling stars

Magic resting in the end of this dark road
Gold in the end of the rainbow
Shelter behind the Heaven’s door
Comfort beneath the angelwing

I want to dream in midnight high
To run across the sky
I want to reach the feel
Lying in-between
Heaven’s door and Hell’s depth
First sigh and the one last breath

Run with the wind
Fall with the skies
For a dream, for the first meet
Fly with a fallen leaf
With the first snowflake
One silver sip to take
Poison sparkling in eyes
Reflection of twinkling stars

Run with the wind
Forget the tears in the nights of sin
Scars of heart so tragic
Flow with golden autumn magic
Run with the wind
Fall with the skies
For a dream, for the first meet
Fly with a fallen leaf
With the first snowflake
One silver sip to take
Poison sparkling in eyes
Reflection of twinkling stars

I Wish You Were Here

Wish you were here
To bear with me this dream
Wish you were here
To comfort me before a sleep
Wish you were near
To float with fantasies crystal clear
Wish you were near
To drown with me in bittersweet sea so deep

Within this dream, deep through the night
I bear this dream till the last fight
Covering scars, hiding them from others’ eyes
Deep wounds to reach healing touch of paradise

Wish you were here
To bear with me this dream
Wish you were here
To comfort me before a sleep
Wish you were near
To float with fantasies crystal clear
Wish you were near
To drown with me in bittersweet sea so deep

Deep into the dying sunset
I draw pale memories so clear
Fleeting moments before the very end
To fall into warm embrace so dear

I wish you were here
For me to feel
To reach silence deep
I wish you were here
For me to dream
To touch the skies full of weep
I wish you were here
For me
My dear…

Holding You Dear

In the darkness I will lead you through
Through the darkest night I will lead you astray
Being a moon beam, a withering light shining for you
Every sunrise, every sunset fading away

“Are you still here?” shouted I
“I’m forever here for you..” whispered the heart

Call me if you need me
I will fly through the night
To ease your pain, to revive dear memory
I will be forever your only light
Leading you through the rain of sins

“Are you still here?” shouted I
“I’m forever here for you..” whispered the heart
Forever near in the dark, right behind you
Just close your eyes and you’ll feel

In dreams so unreal
Across the faith of thrill
I’m forever with you holding you dear

Neverland’s Night

Moon beam knocking at my window
Mirror of lake beyond the horizon
Silent dream resting still on your shoulder
Sweet tears of joy dwelling in eyes forever

Golden leaf fallen beneath
White piano, black sky
Heart-shaped medallion
Holding deep eyes so dear
Dream floating like a kite
Through the tameless blue

Dearest dream within your eyes
Purest feel through my beating heart
One look is a step to the paradise
White flight through Neverland’s night

Wrong choice – eternal remorse
Endless suffering in Hell will be a fairytale
While tears fall for dark cold curse
Forgive me my pain, forgive me my name

Love given from Heaven
Will write eternal Eden
Deep in heart
Even being apart
One word through the miles
Against darkest times
I am with you

Dearest dream within your eyes
Purest feel through my beating heart
One look is a step to the paradise
White flight through Neverland’s night

Golden leaf fallen beneath
White piano, black sky
Heart-shaped medallion
Holding deep eyes so dear
Dream floating like a kite
Through the tameless blue

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