I miss you every day
Though you’re far away
And all the things go stranger

I’m lost in time and know
That everything isn’t still gone
I’m coming home

Tell me there is a way
To find that path
Leading me back
To the very start
Where nothing is lost
And dreams aren’t faded

Tell me there is a way
To reach out from the dark
Just lead me ahead
With your inner light
You do not believe in
But I feel it within

I’m lost in my mind
But hope for one time
To find my way through this life

Through the point of no return
I give up my past and burn
In the fire of your heart and soul

I see your scars
I sense your heart
And through your eyes
I feel that darkest art
Of memories and agony

I feel the power of your wings
And unbending will
I feel your heart dreaming within
Of love, but hiding it deep

I see the scars all over your soul
We both have wounds deeper than hope
I see in your eyes an untold world
The pain and unshed tears long gone
Though you are never really alone
Remember that dear melody

I dream of the same shores and sky
You are walking now
I see it all every night
Touching this dream in my heart
Never broken though still scarred

We are all traumatized, but never lost
Longing still for our highest hopes
Believing in dreams and living for another dawn
To move along and carry on

In the night I hear a cry
Silent and weeping
Like an abandoned child
Lost and needing

I run and run across the field of memories
To catch a falling star above the broken pieces
All that left of the burnt past

Through the deepest slumber
I feel something within
Like a call of forever
Untold hidden feeling

I run and run across the field of memories
To see a shooting star falling into the sea
Like a dream embracing me tenderly

I run and run
Through the dark
To touch dear heart
I run and run
Flowing with sunlight
To caress with warmth
The whole world
That I’ve embraced within

Call me, call me
There left no dreams
Only blooming and withering real
Day by day we hide within
Untold tale of all the past sins

Tell me your story
With a sigh, with a cry
Through the transitory
Of all the past tries

I wish I could be special to you
I wish you could be special to me
It’s sad but true
Though how I’ll find you in this human sea

Never seen, never met
But still cannot forget
This feeling of longing
Like the edge of dreaming

Where our ways go
Where our road runs
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
What will remain of us

Can I be the one for you?
Can you be the one for me?
Sweet call of youth
I hear every night through the dream

Born in heaven, raised in hell
We walk across the world
Seeking, bidding farewell
To every dream and hope

I don’t know you
You don’t know me
There is nothing new
Just the same old story

Will we meet and how?
Will we find the way to each other’s hearts?
Living here and now
I still believe that someone wishes deep inside
To find the way to me
Forever to be

Deep inside every feeling is dead
Like an untold prayer
I saved a little hope to understand
Are you my hangman or saviour?

Can you see it in my heart
My soul is breaking apart?
Without faith
Without a way
I’m losing control, myself
Can’t you see I’ve been dead inside
Right from the start

I’m losing my mind
Trying to find the truth in all the words
They’ve told me one time
Leaving me bleeding with open wounds

Last symphony slowly dies
In blurry eyes
I’m trying to consume
Every memory of dead youth

Do you see I’m so high because of you
And all these questions running through my mind
I’m trying so hard to find the truth
In every word, every sight, every smile

Falling into the dark embrace of my misery
I’m losing myself one last time to see
That seductive smile of yours
So beautifully it hurts

Hey, listen
You are just the same
Bad and evil
Let’s play the game

Through the pain
We fall into pure bliss
Painting the same
Again and again
We dwell in sins
Echoing and singing
Longing for believing

Hey, listen
You are just like me
A dark sinner
Try me and you’ll see

It’s all just a real dream
We’re walking in
Tasting each other deep
With every painful weep

In every sip of pleasure
We drown deeper
Seeking the way to escape from pressure
Hoping like a dreamer

Through the pain
We fall into pure bliss
Painting the same
Again and again
We dwell in sins
Echoing and singing
Longing for believing

Hey, listen
We are the same
Still hoping
To play the real again

Oh solitude
What will you do
If I disappear once
Into nothingness?

Razorblade kiss, bleeding dreams
I close my eyes and see all these years
Just fleeting by me with a blink of an eye
One moment you live, another one you die

Oh solitude
What should I do
If nothing changes within
Like the circling dream
That drives you insane
Day by day

My solitude is my cage
To cover me from other’s rage
From pain and dismay
That haunts me every day

Lying on cold snow I see
What’s wrong with every feel
And where I always wished to be
Every hope that could heal
Ugly scars deep within

Oh solitude
What should I do
If the heart is bleeding too bad
Like this is the end
I cannot stand it anymore
Chasing the wind every dawn
Losing myself in every spark of hope
Save me, please, and take me home

Once so long ago
I wished to love, to be the one
It was before
But that time is gone

Through my darkness I go
To become the one for my lost heart
I seek the truth just to know
There is no more lies deep inside

I follow my own path
To become whole once again
I follow once hoping heart
To find the right way
Through the darkness back to the light

Seeking love deep within
I know there is always a sin
Behind every good deed
But not always it’s an evil seed

Once long, long ago
I wished to be loved
Without any score
Just to be the one

Find me, I know you’re walking somewhere
I ask God every night in my prayer
For the one and only
Come to me through the dream

I don’t seek anyone anymore
But myself through the therapy
Trying to feel love so warm
Just to know that I can feel deep

Burning deep in desire
Sharp like the wire
I feel this hunger inside
Like last call of life

Taste the fire within
Blinded by love and devotion
You can see it, feel it
Like in slow motion
Just caress this sensation
And keep it deep

Close to the fire
I dance on a wire
Looking down
I feel alive right now

You know this feel
You know its taste
Take another pill
This is the last chance
Don’t waste it

Bring me down as I feel the misery
So deep within my rusting heart
Tell me another tale from rotten memory
Dying over and over again for the name of art

Broken in pieces
Lost in old hopes
Soul longs for what the peace is
Drunken from empty vows
Cascading with all undone promises

Find me in your fire
Taste my desire
Let our voices entwine
With every single line

Feel me through the night rain
That washes every tear away
With all the sorrow and pain
Just let it all be gone away

I know the way
Right through the dark
I know what to say
Deep in my mind

But in the everyday life
I’m lost and frighten child
Take a look just to see
This is the real me

Unlock a new level
And get another achievement
Are you good or evil
To become a new beginning or a dead end

Losing myself every time
The heart tries to find
Its own way to be right

Falling down I rise again
Through all the worst pain
Just to see the light within
No matter how hard it’s gonna be

Dare to see what lives deep in
What lies beneath
Deep in your core
Face your true world

Losing yourself every time
You just live your life
Catching every chance to survive

Chase me, find me
I won’t escape
Catch me and believe
No lines were fake
It’s all always real